Quality Love's

Episode 56's

*In Tindih Taste Awkward

Since then, mas Qiyas was reluctant to get out of his room, even time was this late, I was still going back and forth from the kitchen to his room like a security guard who was lurking about the situation, but like there is no sign that the lifeless statue will come out of the room, even the food I serve is no longer visible vapor that airs on it.

"Houuftt.." My breaths showed me more and more how thoroughly I waited out here while propping my chin up on the table, and then looked at the cold food dish, which began to cool down, sometimes also my gaze quizzed in front there, hoping he would appear and then enjoy this dish, ah just the trajectory of wishful thinking in vain, consider me.

Unsatisfied I went to his room again, right in front of the door, I began to fidget with an uncertain sense of awkwardness, to the point that I didn't dare to say hello or just knock on the door, there was a time when that little bit of courage came to knock on his door but I paused again for the same reason I still did not dare to look him in the face because of the shame that still grips my mind at this time.

15 Minutes before the door, I was staring back and forth around the width of the door, biting a finger and then turning my brain to think of another solution, but suddenly there was the sound of the doorknob that seemed to start moving suddenly this eye spotlight sharpened towards the hilt in the mind began to conclude "it looks like mas Qiyas will come out of the room" immediately I ran as hard as I could to move from there and hid beside the table, so excited I was, this head became a victim of desk shock.

"Duuuh.." I screamed in pain and then ducked while watching the movements of the Qiyas mas who had just come out of the room and seemed to be looking for something.

"Bi..bi Lijah?"

"Yes sir!"

"My book is here, where is it?"

"Books? what book, sir?"

"It's a book I used to read"

"Ow whose cover is there are pictures of the plane, sir? if not wrong this afternoon non Salwa who read the book sir" I turned again to my two eye balls while remembering but I was still in confusion, I read the book this afternoon but now I forget where it is.

"Where is he going?" continued mas Qiyas with a tone of voice that began to rise.

"I'll ask you later"

"Kok later? I want to read that book now, where is he? the same guy again?" he said without waiting again for the call of bi Lijah he walked into the room, although I was used to hearing the accusations but still a human thing if my heart was blown open aggravation to him.

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Still mourning the frustration now my mind began to shorten, with a hasty step I forced myself to knock on the door of his room.

"Tok.tok...buttonset!"

"Get in" came the sound of Qiyas muttering from the inside, suddenly my heart began to tighten again his gurgle, don't tell me my guts would shriek when I saw him, and then I started to, I tried to adjust my breathing pattern which began to pant and then make a firm voice from outside.

"No, I just wanted to tell you if dinner was ready on the table"

Just a step I jumped this leg to hurry from there, suddenly he made a sound again from within.

"I said come in, come in!"

For a moment I massage both sides of my temple bones while muttering annoyed by myself.

"Duuh.ngapain again, he told me to come in, if you want to anger me, please not now, I am still embarrassed to look at your face mas..."

It felt like my two legs were starting to fuse with the floor surface, how not, the weight felt to these two legs swung a step to get in there, so I could not, even I just stood firmly with a mountain of anxious hopes that began to wrap around long in my mind, not long later he also opened the door, really my surprise this time was like being struck by the rain many times, he said, I turned my gaze in the other direction while closing my eyes, setting the horses in both ears in case he would vent his anger right now.

"I.aam..."

"Lake in!"

At that moment I also stepped into the room, I passed him who was still standing in front of the door and stood behind him, even from behind the door Qiyas immediately closed, hearing the sound of the door, my eyes began to fall open again, my mind drifted everywhere, I occasionally moved this head to brush off the dirty thoughts that were wandering in my memory, to be honest, I'm still traumatized by what happened this afternoon.

"Nih.." he said, siphoning me a box of pizza, at the same time, I immediately grabbed the box without seeing his face.

"Tonight I didn't eat rice" he said as he walked to a mini table in the corner of his room, mas Qiyas then opened the curtains covering the glass window in the corner and he put the pizza box and also the bottle while sitting there enjoying the view of the city at night, while I with a thousand awkwardness that began to stick in my body increasingly control my mind to stay sculpted here, seeing me never to switch, he also returned to sound

"Heh...why do you still stand there?"

"Oh hiya I. I went back first yes.." I said wrongly, with a slightly misbehaved body gesture, I swung a step towards the door, I swung a step towards the door, yet again the Qiyas were upset with me.

"Heh..here..."

"Huhuh?" lirihku confused.

"Duh..cerevet really, did he not have any shame at all over the incident?" I murmured from the deepest heart.

With hesitation I approached the Qiyas mas in front there, then took a proper seat opposite to him, well how else is the table set already like that, as I started to sit down and put the pizza box on the table, I sallyas then gave me a glass of pepsi without a word.

There was no opening sentence just sounding soft words "Bismillah" which was thrown we also started dinner with just a box of pizza that he bought earlier, he said, occasionally I noticed the face of Qiyas who sucked two mouthfuls he then turned his gaze towards the window right next to the table where we were sitting eating dinner at this time, when his face turned towards me at that moment I directed my gaze to another place, although he might not have intended to look at my face but his eye grazers could see how big my legs were right now.

"I.." I don't know why all of a sudden I can sound compact with him.

"Yes, you're the one who talked first" he concluded while tasting a slice of pizza in his hand at that time.

"It's okay you're doing it first"

"Okeh, I.." he paused for a moment, looking as though Qiyas was hesitating to perfect his speech.

"I want to apologize for the incident" he added.

"Hmm...?" when I startled in his face, honestly this was the first time his diamond mouth apologized to me, at once my heart began to smile synchronized with my lips that began to taper this, it felt like the awkwardness was gradually starting to come out of this body.

"Uhum..why apologize? what we did this afternoon was not a mistake, it was recorded as a reward for God so there was no need to apologize and there was nothing to forgive" Qiyas simply fell silent without seeing me, I feel there is still something to explain and I am back in my voice.

"Okeh if you used to say you wouldn't be able to give me an inner living, but I'm still grateful that you're still able to give me a born living, which you need to remember, it won't change any of my obligations as a wife"

Like being possessed suddenly I realized how extraordinary the sentence that had just thrown out of my mouth, whether it appeared from the brain next to where it strung so perfectly think of me, I myself am quite surprised why I can be this PD to speak before the Qiyas mas, after awkwardness for awkwardness that is difficult to make peace with my mind since.

But there was no response from Qiyas, after finishing his dinner he was immediately surprised to throw his pizza box in the trash and walk to the washbasin to brush his teeth, while I was still continuing my chewing while muttering in confusion.

"Aren't there any words in his mind about my poetic speech just now?"