Quality Love's

Episode 4

*Unwanted

As usual this morning we were reunited in the same room with sister Qiyas, as agreed today he will discuss about economic material. I listened diligently to every explanation, sometimes he also showed a little smile at that time and it felt like I wanted to scream as loud as possible, it sounded a little crazy, but that's how I felt.

It seems that today I am quite excited, at least I understand a little about economic material, and last night I spent three hours reading the material, although to me reading a book is like a song of booby nina that always invites my drowsiness but with a firm heart I hold my eyes to be closed.

"In economics there is a thing called Needs and Desires, try to explain about needs and wants and for example, who can answer?" sis Qiyas asked me a question that I can only say thank you to the two feet I kept kicking on the floor in excitement, then I held out my index finger and tried to answer the question.

"According to Abraham Maslow (1970), needs can be divided into three; first physical needs, second needs sense of security, and third social needs, and third needs, social needs, in other words, the need is the most important thing that we have to meet, small examples such as clothing and food" I replied, as soon as I took the time frame to adjust the breath, I, I look very happy this time.

"In general, what is meant by desire is everything that is not really needed to continue survival, but is able to provide welfare, adequacy, and comfort" I feel my answer is enough, I also sat back down while taking a deep breath to calm my slightly trembling body, from a distance I saw Brother Qiyas giving me some aplos, it felt like my heart was getting more uncertain.

"Example?" heard one of the students who asked a question, yes I had forgotten to mention an example of my explanation of the Desire earlier, I also returned aghast from the seat to complete my answer.

"For example, a desire for comfort, I will feel comfortable when every day with sister Qiyas" whatever whispers me to give an example like that, as all my friends laughed out loud, he said, even most of them look to be taunting and insulting me.

"Who's your name?" at that moment, Brother Qiyas came up to me with his facial expression, looking like Sissyas did not like my words that are very embarrassing

"Aaam! sa ... Salwa Jannatun Adwiyah!" I stammered while looking down anxiously.

"Salwa, right now I'm not kidding, if you come here just to play around, you better not have to come for the next meeting" he said with a serious face, for a long time I sat in silence regretting the shameful words I had just uttered while occasionally frowning my forehead, I did not dare to look at all the faces in this class.

When the class was over I walked towards the stop with my eyes sad, I remembered the embarrassing event, it was so annoying, I didn't want to imagine it, several times I clapped my head to calm this very messed up mind of mine.

"Salvas?" call Gafin from a distance, he was one of my classmates we had a familiar but felt foreign again when we were different classes.

"eeh! fin, you weren't picked up?" I asked, although to be honest I was a little embarrassed by him due to the incident earlier.

"Ouum!" I don't want to talk too much, I'm so afraid not to be caught saying we're going to talk about the incident.

"I know you are admiring Brother Qiyas, but in your previous way, you are not only humiliating yourself, but also sis qiyas!!!" I was so slapped with his words, maybe he meant to come up to me just to give me a word slap.

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In the room that is not much trinkets, I tried to close my eyes, but still I continue to be haunted with guilt not much thought again, immediately I stepped foot into the living room, I was, there is a legendary computer owned by Abi, although the computer looks very old, but can still function properly.

I also immediately made an alibi by sending some questions about economic material, immediately I type the email address of Mr. Qiyas that I had written on a piece of paper, I did not take responsibility to send the message immediately, hopefully he will reply to my email.

Almost an hour I have sat pensively in front of the computer, but none of the e-mails that Qiyas came in, I understand very well maybe he was still angry about my attitude earlier, I was, gaffin said he probably felt humiliated by my silly answer.

Immediately I press the turn off button on the computer legend, then hurry back to the kemar, I force this eye to be closed by keeping a pillow over my face, the more time it rotates, the more time, what I feel is that I am starting to fall asleep.

"Little! The salwa! waking up to the Ashar prayer, already the prayer" the sound of the umi woke me up, but my eyes felt very heavy for me to open, I was very open, keep on waking me up but again I just move erratically while my hands scratch my head, with forced umi pulled into my two hands and at that time I was sitting with my eyes still closed.

"Why do you want to sleep until you don't know the time, did Salwa stay up last night?" ask umi.

Not answering the question Umi, I immediately stepped my foot to abudhu, after praying, I opened the legendary abi computer again, it is definitely my goal to see the reply to an email from brother Qiyas, but the results are still nil.

"Nothing salwa, he will be busy, maybe tomorrow he will reply" I murmured softly while trying to strengthen my heart.

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