Quality Love's

Episode 31

*Triliyunan Regret

Inside this quiet room, my gaze was still empty, staring at every corner of this 3x4 meter room, which was, which only a sleeping lamp illuminated with a dim light increasingly invites tears to my eyes if I remember again the five terms of the divorce that I just agreed with the Qiyas mas earlier.

"Kring.kring..kring" suddenly my terpon ringing rang, my body was very surprised by the ringing that turned out to be an incoming call from Umi, I was getting depressed made, he said, to be honest, I didn't have the courage to pick up the phone from Umi.

With a feeling of fear and a cautious heart I was just glued to the screen of my phone, until a while I began to tepis a little doubt to hold a mini handhpone that had never stopped to ring, and I dare to answer Umi's phone.

"Hello, Assalamu'alaikum Umi?" I said slowly, holding back my tears.

"Waalaikumusalam son"

"Aam, what's wrong Umi?"

"Well, Salwa, how come the cake is like that? Umi misses Salwa"

"Ow that's Umi, because it's not usually Umi calling the mallem-malem so Salwa nanya!"

"Yes, tonight I don't know why, suddenly Umi misses Salwa, Abi was always thinking of Salwa"

"Hiix...!" the sound of my crying suddenly, my heart seemed to bud to hear the expression Umi just now, I suddenly turned my face away from the hendphone I was currently holding, he said, I closed my mouth tightly with my left palm while crying without a sound, so that Umi did not realize that I was crying at this moment.

"What is the same with Qiyas? Seemingly?" Umi continued that I could not answer, I just fell silent while adjusting my breath and voice.

"Salvah? Hello?"

"I.iya Umi, we are happy to be healthy, ow ya Umi later tomorrow Salwa call back yes, Salwa want to go to the kitchen first" I immediately end this conversation, I will end this conversation, it feels like I really can't hear Umi's voice, the more she hears her voice, the more fragile this heart becomes, under the current circumstances, Umi's voice is like the sound of dozens of arrows that continue to make me feel guilty.

"Oh god! Salwa what have you done Salwa? Oh god!" I kept on frowning this forehead with my fist, the words were endless I shone down many times, I deeply regretted the stupid deal I just made.

"Permy...Abi, sorry Salwa! Hiiks.hiiks" I said with trillions of regrets that kept raining down on my head, right now I really need an umbrella so I don't get too wet for this.

*****

Still early in the morning I was busy in the kitchen to prepare breakfast, because today until the appointed time later, 5 terms of divorce that we have agreed it began to be enforced, he said, also bi Lijah began busy tidying up the house and washing all the dirty clothes in the bathroom.

After finishing serving breakfast on the table, I saw that Qiyas started to open the door of his room, but this time his appearance looks very neat with riben glasses attached to his eyes like he would travel somewhere.

"Assalmu'alaikum!" I said with a small smile as I approached her, but she continued to walk towards the front door, without answering my greetings at all, despite being ignored I tried to strengthen my heart again.

"You remind me that today 5 terms of our divorce have been applied? and you have to meet the requirements of two of the 5 conditions, that is, you have to eat all my cooking for no reason, in the kitchen I have served breakfast" at a glance I reminded him again about the terms of our two divorces, after which I also rushed to the kitchen.

Sure enough, mas Qiyas was not the type of person who likes to break promises, with his flat face that he then walked towards the dining table, and then walked towards the table, without any more conversation I and mas Qiyas started to enjoy breakfast this morning with such a quiet atmosphere.

*****

The clock on the wall is ticking, now starting to show the time at 14.00 WIB, at the time of almost dusk, while I and bi Lijah are relaxing watching TV, I who was exhausted from preparing the meal earlier now ask bi Lijah to massage my two shoulders.

"That's finally non-so soy sauce cake like this, should not have to cook, would aunt can do everything non!" he continued to massage my two shoulders.

"Nothing is wrong, after all preparing a meal for the husband is included the obligation of a wife!" relaxed said.

"Yes, tapikan aunty so not good if non sampean kek like this" he said again with a face feeling guilty.

"Hehe is okay bi, later also if I am used to not be pegel again kok, ouw yah bi.bibi know not mas Qiyas out where was it?"

"Do not know non, maybe to the house of Sister Kiran" I began to be silent to hear bi Lijah's answer as I continued my spectacle.

*****

On the second day after the deal, I prepared breakfast even earlier, because I knew today was the day of his departure for the American fly, when everything I have served with various creations of vegetable and tomato pieces in a food box I also started waiting for him at the dinner table, but he did not leave the room until 08 am.

"He hasn't been out yet! Has the fly schedule been changed during the day?" I murmured in my heart.

Almost 4 hours have I been stuck waiting for him alone, finally heard the sound of the door of his room open, immediately I was surprised and turned towards his room but what I saw at this time, I was surprised, he was still wearing a plain white shirt with knee-length shorts like he was not tied to any schedule today, he then walked up to me.

"Samely..!" he gave me a piece of paper, without any explanation he then turned around and swung his steps but in a moment, I asked him a question that was now starting to look far from my sight.

"This what?" I had expected a quiet voice so far would not cause a startling effect on the animate statue thought I was getting upset, I took in a breath that began to pant and then I followed the steps from behind.

"What am I asking?" once again I made a sound to him, with his leisure he then turned around with his flat expression he started to make a sound.

"That's a menu list of foods that you have to cook tomorrow night" he explained.

"This much?" he just glared at me, after which he then continued his steps towards the room.

"What do you tell me to cook this much food for? Is mom the same papah want to come here? and don't you have a fly schedule today?" I was all my might screaming here while there, and Qiyas kept ignoring me, until he violently closed the door to his room which surprised me a little.