
*Asa the Upcoming
On the back porch of the house, Umi and I were chopping up some vegetables, we looked so relaxed enjoying the afternoon atmosphere while several times taking off the joking and laughing loosely, he said, at that moment I was heartened to tell the private tutoring program held at my school, but not to mention I started my speech suddenly seen Qolbi from a distance who was about to approach us.
"Assalamualaikum!" he said hello umiku, at once umipun answer his greetings, I'm a little awkward with his presence here, he said, why not even though we are neighbors but the thing that always makes me awkward with Qolbi because he is my classmate who almost every semester he always holds the first champion in the 11th class of IPS 7 interest, he said, maybe he knew that I was very awkward with him but somehow Qolbi seemed to not create the distance for it, he was always friendly and smiled at me he also looked very familiar with my umi and my brother.
"Ciee! who daydream, your horrors will be guided by aa qias fathir grace yes!" he said very familiar, I just smiled a little to hear it, with shrewd he helped us cut vegetables while occasionally he chatted with umi.
"Qolbi's taking private lessons too?" abi suddenly made a sound from within as he approached us but he just stood in front of the door.
"Eeem ..no abi!" answer's short.
"Yes Qolbi is a smart child, it is no longer possible to be asked to take additional lessons, Qolbi plans to go to college where?" abi said a little insinuating me.
"The plan wants to continue studying in Jakarta abi, if the plan is to continue where?" really Qolbi asked me questions that made it even harder to breathe.
"It's not like you Qolbi, the brain he can't afford, he can pass High School abi was very grateful, besides Hilwa is also in need of medical expenses" abi said very flatly, as soon as I fell silent and lowered my head, hearing the decision my eyes began to glaze over, I kept trying to hold back my tears so as not to let go.
"Behold the financial condition of umi and abi, huum! if enough maybe Salwa can also continue to college later! hopefully Salwa and Qolbi can be one more campus" Qolbi smiled, I know Umi deliberately said like that so that I was not too sad about abi's decision.
"Don't give him too much hope, even if we have money, he won't be able to go to college, his brain can't afford, enough all this time he's been embarrassing us!" abi was a little assertive to say that to Umi directly that sentence he also pointed at me, I did not dare to see abi's face, I did not dare to see abi's face, hearing his voice alone this heart was already too sick by looking at his disappointed face.
Since brother Hilwa comma we have no longer established prayers in congregation, after the prayer isa immediately I lay my body on the bed, I heard the sound of my room door opening looking mummy with her face coming in and approaching me.
"Don't think too much about what Abi said?" umi tried to cheer me up.
"Yes umi" I answered briefly, umi who is currently sitting next to me continues to stroke my jellyfish.
"If later umi and abi have enough money Salwa must continue college huh son?" as Abi has said, once again umi gave me hope that I myself do not know whether this hope will be realized or just wishful thinking.
"Salwa can not talk like that, actually abi did not mean to talk like that, at this time Salwa must understand the condition of abi, and, salwa knows until now abi still has not accepted the reality with the condition of your brother son!" said Umi with her eyes that began to glaze over, do not want the earth dissolved in sadness at that moment I immediately hugged her tightly.
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At exactly 07:15 a.m., the bell rang, and we immediately marched in front of the office to receive some instructions from the teachers, what I heard from my ear was only a few words, yes, of course, this time I did not listen to the instructions given by my teachers.
With a smile that started to crack, I continued to steal a glance at Sister Qiyas who was currently standing in front of our teachers, from the way she dresses, it seems that she is quite a stylish person.
The atmosphere in the classroom was quite quiet, with a serious gaze, we continued to listen to his explanation related to the historical material, several times he also had time to ask questions but unfortunately all those questions there was none that I could answer I was very envious when he looked at the faces of some students who were able to answer his questions, he said, if I keep silencing her like this, she'll never know about me forever.
Before the class ended, I really hoped that when he called my name, his gaze would be on me, but again and again, maybe because the order of my name is at the bottom and he also looks very tired he just called my name without the slightest look directed at me.
Before returning home, I swiftly ran to the library room, long enough I went around looking for some package books that I needed, even the order of confines of parcel book separators between IPA and IPS classes I don't know, a little confused where to start, where to start, because in fact this is the first time I walked into the library room sounds a little creepy.
"Aaam! ma'am, I want to watch all these books" while I pass the three parcel books to the librarian, and then I don't forget to hand over my library card.
"Salwa Jannatun Adwiyah is really your name?" the question was just to make sure, I immediately agreed to the question, but this time I was a little anxious when the staff was always watching my library card.
"Is there something wrong with my library card?" I murmured inwardly, feeling a little uneasy when I saw that there were some other students who started to queue up behind me.
"This is your first time in the library?" the staff began to speak firmly in front of me, not reducing respect, again I agreed to the question.
"Of course this is the first time for you! no absence of your finger detected here, no list of borrowing books before, is it still difficult to read the book? huum deserves the State of Indonesia ranked second from last as a country with less reading interest, it turns out this country is filled with people like you" he said, I was quite insinuated with his high-pitched verse this time, but I immediately took all the books that had been listed and then came out of the library room.
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