
He doesn't know I know he's a psychopath. So far he has always shown good things in front of me. I've never seen him rude. I've never seen him lie or anything bad that indicates he's a psychopath.he's always nice, sweet and gentle with me. It's just that sometimes there is another side when he is waiting for me alone, he seems different. There was a cold aura enveloping him. When he found out I was coming, the cold aura instantly vanished as he smiled at me.
Possessive or obsessive it does not make me tired, I will just try to understand from his point of view and find a way so that he does not limit me too much. It's a consequence of me having a psychopath's girlfriend, I have to be ready to accept whatever attitude makes me not understand about her. Finding a solution rather than avoiding it is my current goal in order to stay in a healthy relationship with her. One way to often change your mind with Renita.
The way he treated me was so sweet and unique.
he kept my contacts on his phone with the number "1" he said I was number 1 in his life right now.
Unlike the ones in my dreams that she often changes girlfriends and is close to many women, in real life she is cold with other women, and warm only to me. He also told me that I was his first girlfriend. Everyone envies me getting a guy like Kenan. It is not easy to find a handsome, good, rich partner and his gaze is fixed on only one woman. They say I'm lucky to have it.
But sometimes my friends get upset with me, because I don't give them much time. My time is spent with Keiki.
When I began to fall asleep with happiness with him I was reminded again with another dream that came true.when Kenan gave me the exact same necklace he gave me in my dream.
All mixed into one, which is right and which is wrong, my dreams are so fuzzy. Confused about what to believe. It's always like this again and again.
When I don't care about my dreams, my dreams happen and when I worry about my dreams I don't happen.
I try to live my life as usual, like when I haven't had that long dream. Right now I want to be happy with him.
The simple things he did to me made me even more entangled in his charms. Like when my shoelaces came off, he tied my shoelaces, straightened my hair. He took care of me from so many things. She keeps me tidy and beautiful, she doesn't want me to be scuffed at all.
I didn't think she could cook either. He made me food once, and it tastes really good and looks so pretty.
He is a neat person, even when cooking, in the kitchen can remain neat and clean. When I put a bag, jacket or other object in his house carelessly he was not angry, he just moved the item and made the house neat.
la has Kier, but even the cat's fur doesn't fly or stick to the sofa or any corner of his house. He was very clean and he was always fragrant.
Once upon a time he saw a little boy crying about losing his mother while we were walking together in the mall. Instantly he drove the child to the Information center and tried to comfort the child until the child stopped crying. He also waited to accompany the boy until he met his mother. I certainly accompanied him.
I doubt if he is a psychopath? Or has he not shown his true form.
I wonder how bad his behavior would be if he showed his psychopathic side.
Until one day he found me talking to Renita's sister. He knew I was talking about it and he finally found out that I was a psychopath. Hearing that he looked angry and threw a vase of flowers on the table to the wall until it broke scattered everywhere. At that time I was in the workspace, Renita, we did not realize someone entered.The sound of the flower vase that made us know that Kenan entered suddenly.
I saw him and went straight to him. I wanted to explain the situation at that time, but at once Kenan's facial features changed which had looked angry to be more friendly.
"There's a caterpillar stuck to the leaves of the plant I threw, you know I'm afraid of caterpillars right?
I reflexively throw, sorry ngagetin" he said.
After that he picked up the rubble of a flower vase that was scattered but Brother Renita told him to stop and asked his assistant to clean it because it happened that his assistant came to the room Kak Renita because he was shocked to hear the sound of broken goods. Fear of the patient suddenly acting aggressively. And his assistant was relieved that nothing had happened. He just cleaned the broken flower vase and left the room.
From the beginning Renita remained calm, even when Kenan threw a vase. It may be common for him to handle various aggressive patient actions and there are even worse events than this.
It was the first time I saw Kenan look angry.
And I'm also sure the caterpillar wasn't the reason he threw the vase. He was angry because the secret to his mental state was known to me.
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