Psycopath (Close)

Girlfriend ?

That day after college I was invited to walk by him. Like the things done by people in general who are pedekate, we went out to eat and watched after that he took me to the exact same place I had in my dreams when I was having my birthday.

The beautiful flower garden with the candle decoration was exactly the same as the one in my dream at that time. Just waiting for the fireworks that will come out saying what, because today is not my birthday and it's 8 pm not 12 pm like at that time.

"You said you like flower gardens, so I brought you here, beautiful right?" Ask Kenan.

I'm nodding.

I didn't tell him about my dreams, I just followed the flow of everything we were going to do. And.... Fireworks appear that say..

"I love U Erata Carata"

she smiled, showed me the fireworks, held my hand, expressed love for me and asked if I wanted to be her boyfriend.

Although it felt de javu with that atmosphere, but I was still surprised because this time it was not my birthday surprise, this time he asked me to be his girlfriend.

I was confused as to what answer. I love her, but I'm afraid of her. The events in my dream continued to happen even under different circumstances. Even though I loved her, I hesitated to be her lover.

"Ken..." Unkapped

Kenan looked at me waiting for my answer.

"I need time to think" I answered.

"120618" Revealed.

"Huh?" I'm confused.

Why did he suddenly say his home password when in this serious chat situation.

"My answer was on that date" he said.

He was so assertive, he didn't give me time to mince words looking for reasons to delay giving an answer from his declaration of love.

I could say nothing but agree to his request to give an answer on that date.

In my dream, 120618 was our anniversary date. Am I really ready to be the lover of a psychopath on that date, or am I just going to turn him down. But I couldn't resist it, because my heart had become entangled by her love. Other options I can give an answer on another date.who knows if I change the date, bad situation in my dream did not happen and changed to a better state.

The time passed so quickly that it arrived on the 120618. On that day I avoided it by not giving news, not going to college and going out of town. I intend to postpone the answer.

But unfortunately he even caught me out of town, whether he knew where, suddenly he was in front of my eyes. Though I did not tell anyone about my departure other than Ira, and Ira also promised not to tell anyone about my whereabouts.

"Ers... Why are you walking alone here?" Ask Kenan.

Fuck it" I answered simply.

"Or where am I here?" My toot.

"I put a chip on your neck" he answered.

"Huh?" Balasku.

Kenan smiles..

"Kidna.. Ira knew" he replied.

I was upset with Ira, who I warned not to tell anyone, but instead told the person I most wanted to avoid on this date.

Because I met him and I don't want to walk with him. I tried to avoid the chatter that led to her declaration of love that I had to answer today.

We walked together all day. Eat, talk, see the beautiful scenery.

Until our conversation inevitably leads back to his declaration of love again.

"Yes, you shouldn't have truant and kept coming here" I replied.

"I'm here to keep your promise, I don't want you to be the one who doesn't keep it." Reveal it.

Hearing that, I felt bad. He's willing to follow me here so I can keep my promise. Because if he doesn't come after me, I'll just avoid him and it will be hard to contact him. At least I'll give you an answer tomorrow.

In previous days I had tried to give an answer not in 120618, but Kenan avoided my answer. He was so firm in his stance that I would answer him on that date.

"Why should it be today? Can you just delay tomorrow?" My toot.

"It's not today, there's no other day" Kenan replied firmly.

"Before that, I want to know the reason you chose this date, that date is the same as your home password .Is there any significance to those numbers?" My toot.

"I'll tell you after you give me an answer" he replied.

The atmosphere was silent for a moment until I finally started talking again.

"Ken...

I can't give you an answer today.."

I haven't finished what I said, Kenan cut.

"That means you reject me?" Her speech.

"It's not like that.." My reply.

"I told you, there's no other day" he replied.

"But.. Ken..." My words were cut off again by his words.

"Okay, I already know the answer, I know,

Thanks for today, you continue your own journey yes" he said.

"Ken... Where you going?" My toot.

he passed away leaving me. He thought I rejected him, but I didn't mean it that way. I just don't want to answer today.

I was quiet when he left, not chasing him. I worry about what to do.

An hour after his departure I called him, but his number could not be reached. He's probably on a plane to get back.

My original plan was to go home tomorrow afternoon, but it's all messed up since Kenan's arrival my heart has been screwed over by it.

I decided to go home today and find the fastest flight so I could go back home and see Kenan

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