Psycopath (Close)

Crack

That day I saw Kenan walking with a woman I didn't know. I accidentally saw while walking alone in the mall.I followed him secretly.

They walked hand in hand, laughing together. The woman was shopping a lot of things, Kenan paid all for her.

I called Ken and asked him where he was. He's not lying he's shopping. I asked who she was with, she said she went with her friend.

"Women?" My toot.

"Yes" answered.

he never lied to me, he always said everything so easily. When he doesn't want to answer or needs time to tell everything, he just smiles. And I understand that, I just wait until she's ready to tell me.

Three hours I followed them, from shopping to dinner.

While eating the woman feeds Ken. He also asked that Ken bribe him.

I followed him until Kenan drove the woman home. They look friendly. Even when the parting went into the house, the woman kissed Ken's cheek. As usual kenan looks not uncomfortable with it.

I called her again when she got in the car after driving her home.

"Ken.. What else?" My toot.

"I'm on the road again, going home" he replied.

"Have you finished buying? You want to bring you home?" My toot.

"Yes" he answered casually.

I ended the conversation on the phone and said to be careful on the way home.

I followed him and he went home.

After making sure he entered the house, I went home.

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The next day I walked with Kenan, I wanted to ask him a lot of things. But I don't know where to start.

I'm hanging out at the cafe, making pretty hats. Although I do not like coffee I still hang out there, of course buy a menu other than coffee.

I started talking to him

"Ken.. You think if the same guy goes together, eats, keeps paying for his groceries, does that include ngedate?" much

"Depends on the situation or the extent of their relationship. A guy can have a debt or whatever it is, nobody knows. Who are you talking about anyway? How is the plant so" he asked.

"It's all" I replied.

"They're up to a kiss?" Suddenly asked. "If a kiss is definitely dating?" My toot.

"Who does it first? Cheeked, forehead or lips? Or neck, or underneath neck?" Ask.

"Udah ah, let's talk about something else!" My reply.

"You want a kiss?" Ask surprised me.

I didn't respond. I'm still thinking about Keiki's relationship with that woman. But I was afraid to ask him further.

"We're going home! " Invite me.

"Not cool ah, invited kisses nolaknya so" he said.

He tried to act ordinary, as if nothing had happened. Our conversation has been bland since the beginning of this meeting. He tried to melt the atmosphere with a joke, but did not manage to warm the situation. We don't talk about what we want to talk about. We just went home bland.

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"Er, you want that time we hang out together,

we've been left with Rasya and Syarief, and I've been carrying you home, the seatbelt carrying it?" Ask Rega.

"Yes, why?" My toot.

"I think when I came home, I saw Kenan near your house" he replied.

"Seriously you?" Ask surprised.

"Yes" replied Rega.

"Why is the story now?" My toot.

"I forgot, besides that I think it's not too important to say, but it turns out that my thinking is wrong" Rega said.

"Because?" My toot.

"Because of the belt incident, you have been fighting" replied Rega.

"I don't fight with Kenan, our relationship is good" I replied.

"Relatedly? You see Ira said two days after the incident, your cheeks and lips were bruised. You didn't tell me about Ira, but Ira guessed that the KDRT was the same as you and the cause was me. I swear I feel really bad, because of that incident you guys became fighting" Rega said.

"Ira ngasal like, I was bruised at that time because of humming, I really did not fight with Kenan. He has no KDRT" I replied.

"Really?" Ask Rega hesitated at my answer.

"Yes" I answered trying to make him sure.

"Thank God if you don't fight, you know when I wear the seatbelt you wear, our position is quite strange, especially if you look at it from the outside. And I took it a long time, too.

His position is like someone else kissing and affectionate in the car no really, Afraid if Kenan squirms it's a misunderstanding continue to be angry with you.

It turns out not?" Rega.

"No, we're fine. Just now I just sat down with him" I replied.

"Thank God that's it, all right you're there, 'Udah ya Bye" Rega said, ending the conversation.

Hearing Rega's words made me remember what happened when Kenan was drunk.

Kenan was so angry back then, was it because I was the cause?

What all those swear words and slaps were really aimed at me, not because he was drunk and mistook me for someone else.

I wanted to ask him all that, but he had forgotten what happened back then, he didn't even remember him getting angry and slapping me.

As I was thinking that, Ken called and said that he had arrived home safely after driving me home.

That night we had only a short chat on the phone, not as much as we used to do as in the days before. Because our moods are equally bad, some are stuck but not ready to open. For that we are just quiet and rest our minds and hearts.

Shortly after that I slept.

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