Psycopath (Close)
Moments
I didn't get off the plane and I didn't go home. I was just thinking about Kenan, looking for a taxi to get to Kenan's house. I asked the taxi driver to drive faster, so I could get to his house before 12 p.m.
On the way I tried to call Kenan, but there was no response. He also did not reply to whatsapp messages from me, rather he had not read them.
Arriving at Kenan's door I pushed the bell for the fifth time but no one opened the door.
I also gave up and resigned, maybe it's my destiny not to connect more than friends with Kenan.
When I turned from the door and just walked three steps to get out of front of Kenan's house. Someone opened the door.
I looked towards the door and he was..
Kenan...
I'm the dim one back bright.
"Why did Er come here?" Ask wonder.
he saw me carrying a suitcase with clothes that I was going to wear when I was out of town, but it didn't work, because I came home sooner.
I saw the clock in my hand and this time the clock shows at 23.55 wib.
"There's still 5 minutes left" I said.
Kenan looked at me confused.
"I want to be your girlfriend, here's my answer" I said.
I don't want to miss the chance to be her lover. I love him, that's what's important to me right now.
Kenan smiled, and I smiled as Kenan smiled.
Kenan offered to let me into his house, but I refused, because it was too late. I decided to just go home. Kenan didn't let me go home alone, he drove me home.
On the way home we chatted and he teased me about the suitcase I had brought to his house.
"I think Ira kicked you out of the house" he said with a smile.
How not, people who don't know I'm coming home from out of town will definitely think I was kicked out or run away from home because suddenly came midnight to his friend's house.
"Pliss deh Ken..!" I said asking Kenan to stop teasing me.
Because Kenan keeps teasing me I forgot to ask him what the number 120618 means to him.
The next day, early in the morning Kenan came to my house to go together to Campus.
My first day to college with a different status, I am currently her boyfriend. He also said he would pick me up every day to go to college. We spent Saturday together. Like the world belongs to both the others there is only me and him. We are a couple on campus right now.
Almost everyone on campus knows our relationship. To the extent that Mr. Satpam and the canteen Mother also know.
This all happened because Kenan announced it himself at the radio club until it was heard all over the campus.
"Erata Carata is excited to learn, From Kenan Alfaro" said the radio presenter.
Kenan sent the message to one of the radio club members.
When I heard that, I felt ashamed at once
After class ended, I went to see Kenan.
"Ken...
You're a real prank, I'm so embarrassed, the whole class is cheating on me,
Every time I change classes, people look for a guy named Erata Carata" I say with cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
"You don't like it? Do I have to apologize?" The question looks serious.
"I like it, but I'm ashamed of people,
Next time don't make something weird again" I said.
"Is that weird you think?" Ask.
"It's not weird, I'm embarrassed" I replied.
He asked me if it was weird or not because he really didn't know how ordinary people think like us humans. He wants to look normal
in my eyes and people. "I just want people to know you're mine" he said.
"Yes, you did it..
Everyone on the campus knows I'm yours" I replied.
Kenan smiles.
As long as he was with me he never let go of his hands on me. Like there was glue on my hands and hands.
"Ken..
We want to eat how if you hold my hand" I said.
Although unwilling, he finally released his hand to me. We let go of each other in situations like this, while eating, writing and other things that use our hands. When he finished he would not let my hands go free.
Every day there's just him, him and him. I almost never hang out with my friends again. I only met them in class or when Kenan had classes and my class schedule was empty. The rest of me spend more time with him. She was so possessive of me that no one else could be with me but her. Maybe this is what is called the obsessive nature of a psychopath. I was something he wanted, when he managed to get me, he felt I was just his. And none of the others revealed it.
Every day there's just him, him and him. I almost never hang out with my friends again. I only met them in class or when Kenan had classes and my class schedule was empty. The rest of me spend more time with him. She was so possessive of me that no one else could be with me but her. Maybe this is what is called the obsessive nature of a psychopath. I was something he wanted, when he managed to get me, he felt I was just his. And no one else can touch me but him. I was taken over by him. Every hour he calls me to find out where I am, and responds too late to dozens of chat & miscall dinotifikasi my phone from him.
At first I was happy with all that, with his possessiveness I thought a psychopath could fall in love with someone like me, but the more I noticed this was just an obsessive act from him and I was like the thing he currently had. No one else can take anything but themselves.
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