
"Sorry for Camping the other day, I even bother you, even though you miss Camping" said I.
As usual, he replied lightly, he said it was okay, he said he could do it again another day.
I was honest with him, if I was jealous of Ochi doing something I'm not used to, something I don't like about going to Camping with Ken, to keep him under my control. But everything I do makes it difficult for everyone, including myself.
I felt guilty for doubting Ken, but all this time he always tried to do his best to love me. As far as I can see, he never messed around. Although the skewed news of her was heard in my ears, I never saw with my own eyes that she was having an affair.
For that I decided from now on I will not hesitate anymore to him, I want to believe it, no longer complicate it. I'll let him do whatever hobbies he likes, as long as it doesn't interfere with the happiness of our relationship. I will no longer take part if I do not like his likes like Camping the other day, on the appeal I make it difficult by going with him, I better let him go with his other friends. I won't force myself to like things I don't like just for my ego's sake because of my jealousy towards it.
His attitude towards me has proven that he really loves me, I will no longer think about the bad words of others about him as long as it does not come out of his own mouth, as long as I don't see it with my own eyes.
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Every weekend we usually spend time together, but later he began to ask for leave not to see me because there are things he wants to do with his friends. I let him go with his friends without me.
Every day I meet him at the College, so it doesn't matter if we don't meet at the weekend he also wants to have time for his own life.
Since I didn't go with him, I also spent time with my friends. I go to the cafe, watch, and shop with my friends.
I rarely hang out with Rega, because of her busyness. That time he went with me.
Suddenly two of my other friends decided to leave us after 2 hours spent four of them. Because they wanted to date, they were a new couple back then. They've been dating for a week. That's why I walked alone with Rega We spent until midnight.
Back home, I was escorted by Rega. Arriving home before getting out of the car, the seat belt used by me suddenly jammed, I could not open it. Rega helped me to unlock that seatbelt.
It took me quite a long time to open it. 5 minutes I was silent in the car while wearing a hard seatbelt off. Rega was busy fixing his car seat belt. he also apologized to me for having to experience this incident. I don't really mind it. I thank him because he brought me home.
Finally the seatbelt was off, I could get out of the car, and get into the house. Before entering I mince words to ask Rega to stop by for a drink out of thirst after fixing her seatbelt. Rega rejected it, because it was too late and decided to go straight home.
I went into the house to greet the voice of Ira who was sitting in a chair near the entrance of my house.
"Denan was here, nyari you. Who are you going with? I think go with Kenan" he said.
Ira is my cousin who lives at home with me.
"Will come? When he did not know me, he said he wanted to go with his friends, so I also went with my friends" I replied.
"Oh..." Answer Ira briefly.
Arriving at the room I called Kenan, but he didn't pick him up. I tried to chat him via whatsapp.
"Ken, were you here? How not to ngabarin?" Fill in my whatsapp message with him.
The next day, I woke up and checked my phone, who knew Ken had read and replied to me. But there was no notification from him.
I tried calling him again. I called him three times. But he still didn't pick up the phone from me. I think maybe he's still sleeping. I decided to take a shower first, I continued to eat breakfast, while putting my phone on my dinner table, waiting for whatsapp reply from Ken
Until noon he still did not reply to my message, even though he had read it. He didn't call me either. I'm confused as to what really happened.
Is he mad at me because last night I wasn't home, but he didn't ask permission to go with his friends. But all of a sudden he came to the house when I was away with my friends, he didn't call me first either.
Since he didn't return messages from me, he didn't call me either, I intended to come to Ken's house. But before I left my friends came to the house.
I didn't go to Ken's house all day I talked to them at my house. They came to my house, because they thought I wasn't going with Ken because I told them about Ken asking Permission to spend the weekend not with me.
I didn't want to ruin the mood by telling Ken my whatsapp messages that he didn't reply to, I decided to join them in their chat. I also provide drinks and drinks for them.
We talked about a lot of things, but my mind couldn't focus. I was thinking about Ken. What really happened ?.
In the middle of a chat with them I took the time to play mobile phone to contact Kenan.
"Ken, how come my message is only in read doang? You why? Are you angry with me?" Fill in my Whatsapp message with him.
He still didn't return messages from me.
Eventually my friends came home from my house. They're home at 8 p.m. After they left I also left the house to find Ken. Who knows if he's at his house. To find out what really happened.
Before I left, I tried to call him many times, but not in the lift, my message was not also reply.
"Ken, aren't you home? I'm not going to your house" fill my whatsapp message again on her
Arriving at Ken's doorstep, I rang his doorbell. Door opened by host .
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