
A girl is looking at the lake, whether since when she is comfortable because the place is so quiet and suitable to calm the heart and mind.
Syifa looked up two months ago where after that there was a change in Syifa, a calm figure. He has promised to get out of his dark world. Not just Syifa, but her family.
His parents went to America to finish their business, until now has not returned to Indonesia, while Rian who he has considered as his brother is now Mu'alaf. Everything changes exactly after those two months have passed, including Fauzi's attitude that tends to be silent.
Flashback two months ago
The incident after where Fauzi was taken to the hospital, Syifa who was allowed to go home not to go home, but to the basement where Riko and his men have not been taught a lesson.
"What about Rian?" Syifa asked with the tone of the ice.
"Have cleared the Fa, the pesantren news will not be spread and Riko has been detained." Rian said, although it is older but Syifa is still respected by Rian.
Without a word Syifa immediately headed to the place where the horrible man was tied up, precisely the legs above and the head below. A cruel and gripping aura was within the dark room.
"Hem how are you?" Syifa asked mockingly.
"What are you doing Syifa?" Ask Riko with her ringing.
"Do what I have to do."
"You're not the same Syifa that you used to be, Syifa's not this bad." Riko said in disbelief.
"AND YOU'RE MAKING MY GRIM MASALALALU STUPID...YOU THINK I'M THAT WEAK HUH." Shouting Syifa vented her anger, for years she was in a mass shadow, physically and mentally ill because of Riko.
"But I just want to get your love, and you always reject me." Her speech choked.
"Then do you justify everything? Want to do something indecent, I hate you!!" Syifa.
"Listen to Syifa I just want to get your love..."
"SILENCE don't say love in front of me anymore. You've made the people I love lie limp in the hospital now you have to feel more than that." Syifa
Spllassshhhh
Bugh
Plasshhhhh
Gelb
Akhhhhhhh
"Hey-nicken Syifa."
Syifa continued to beat up Riko and Jhonathan, the two people were already weak helpless. Syifa was carried away by her initial atmosphere that only wanted to give calculations even imagined massalu which made her angry and vengeful.
Syifa is also human, let alone a sinful human that she knows for herself. He just wants to complete his revenge, in Islam it is forbidden. But it needs to be said if Syifa is not too good at religion, let alone the fact that he is a cruel figure.
"I hope this is the end of my cruelty, forgive me Rabb." Inwardly, does he even deserve the forgiveness of his creator? he himself felt dirty and worse than as bad as a man.
"Sister Rian you take care of everything, I'm gone." Syifa said flatly, Rian nodded.
I don't know what Rian did to Riko's son and his men. All that was heard was moans, whistles and screams. Syifa did not kill him there was no way he would add to the sin.
Flashback off
After that, Syifa became personally trying better than before. Even though he often imagined his sins he would still try to ask God for forgiveness, ashamed? sure embarrassed! Precisely because of shame, Syifa often cries in the bow of sleep that is always not calm.
Arnold and his family once went to Kiyai Hakim precisely to visit Fauzi who is still in a coma, telling his bad story in the past. While Kiyai just smiled and told him to pray repentance, out of his dark world.
He said everyone has a past, both bad depending on us, God will open guidance to every servant who wants to improve themselves.
"But we were too gloomy Mr. Yai, should we ask forgiveness from Him." Said Dad at the time.
"Yes, Mr. Yai, I have done a very bad thing, maybe God still forgives us." Syifa.
"Why is Mr Yai sure that we can be forgiven?" Ridwan.
"Never judge a person by mass." Answer Kiyai Hakim.
How many of us have a dark past…
far from sunnah…
far from guidance…
immersed in a deceiving world…
vacillated in a reckless deed…
Aren't many of Rodhiallahu ‘anhum's friends who used to be mischief-doers, khomr drinkers, even shrewd doers?
But when the light of guidance greets their hearts, they become the best generation that has ever been on the face of the earth.
It could be that you are one of those humans who have a dark past, which most people may not know about your dark past.
As you do not want others to judge you by looking at your dark past
do not judge others by looking at their past.
What becomes the benchmark is the end of a person
his condition is when he will die, not his past.
Prophet shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam said “These prophecies depend finally”
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From then on, Arnold's family decides to emigrate and really wants to fix his family who were once trapped in his dark world.
Syifa shed tears when she remembered she was still far from obedient even she herself was not necessarily direction, she only hoped there was a bright spot in her future.
"Wa'alaikumussalam." Reply Syifa turned her back to see the 2 owners of the voice.
Deg. Deg. Deg.
Back and back again until one step more maybe Syifa has been splashed into the lake. Why did he become so inferior, honestly right now Syifa's heart is racing fast, but considering Najwa either his face that sees Fauzi full of love, Syifa became inferior.
"You want to take a Fa bath?" His words were without sin, until Syifa looked up furiously. Why is this man insensitive, Syifa ashamed.
"Hahak hini ko nengang hi kham." (Big brother here if swimming in the pool) Celoteh the bocil, who else if not Rizky whose mouth may be clogged siomay.
"Flame mouthfuls don't talk." Syifa's Order.
Gluey! Rizky swallowed her siomay.
"Sir, Rizky will look for the older brother." He said and then ate Siomay again, hihh this child.
Silent
"Mk." Fauzi.
"Hem."
"You didn't ask me how I was?" Fauzi said, while Syifa thought for a moment.
"You're good, I already know so why ask me again what I know." Syifa looked at Fauzi briefly and then looked down.
"Then are you okay?" Fauzi's question got Syifa thinking why ask her clearly who is in her coma? ahh Syifa so remember the time in Fauzi's embrace all of a sudden.
Silent
"Didn't you miss me?" Fauzi. Oh no Syifa's cheeks heat up and then turn away.
"Why are you turning away, are you mad at me for hugging you all of a sudden?" Fauzi.
Deg.
"I'm sorry for my mistake, you know that time I thought it was my last hug and when I saw your worried face," Paused.
"I'm just praying that I can open my eyes to see you smile, you know? I even thought if it was my last hug..." Fauzi said it was because of Syifa.
"Stop!! don't say that, I'm being honest because you saved me, I'm sorry for making you lie down for months." Crop Syifa for some reason she felt pain when she heard "my last" in her speech.
Fauzi just smiled.
"Did you miss me?" Fauzi's words succeeded in making Syifa waver.
"Even if I miss you, I'll throw it deep into the lake." The fact is Syifa missed Fauzi even he secretly recited the Qur'an for her.
"Why?"
Quiescent
"Then the one who recites the Qur'an once a week is you, you are able to make me rise up Syifa." Said Fauzi who was furious because Syifa always silenced.
"Listen yes!! I'm the one who made you sick and you should hate a murderous cruel woman like me!!" Syifa revealed the facts.
"I don't care." Fauzi said so firmly that Syifa looked up to make their gazes locked.
Both harboring longing, Fauzi saw Syifa's reddened eyes holding back her tears she became guilty.
"You're stubborn, I told you I'm not a good woman and it's made you sick, so stay away from me." Syifa turned her face away.
"Yes Fa you're making me sick!" Fauzi.
Deg.
The tears that Syifa endured now simply shed, why was her speech like a sword that was ready to pierce her heart, scratching her every wound.
"Yes!! You're the one who made me sick, if you cry, the pain used to be nothing Fa, I should hate you because I hate murderous cruel women, but I can't Fa...." Fauzi said softly, Syifa just as he pleased without wanting to answer.
Fauzi reached into his cocoon pocket, thrusting a heart-shaped red object in front of Syifa who was still bowing.
"You make me sick, but you are also my Asyifa, the Healer of all my pain, just for hearing your voice and seeing your smile." Fauzi said his hands were still thrusting and his head was lowered.
Rizky looked at them with the look of the wall, pitying your fate little boy, but still devouring his siomay.
Okay back to Syifauzi.
Deg. Deg.
"Get it." Fauzi.
Syifa squinted at the object, a kind of heart-shaped object she saw in her mother's room, only it looked small..
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