Proof of Love Kang Santri

Proof of Love Kang Santri
Atheist



In the dark corner, there was no light at all. The figure of a man blinked his eyes instead of just being aware but realized it was still in the same place. Not knowing the clock, just hearing the sound of the morning prayer. Half an hour ago he drank water provided by people he did not know before.


Groping on the wall, he does tayamum. A week without inhaling air and catching light made his body staggered several times, he was saddened by the deep prayers into the filthy groan.


However, it is also impossible to leave the obligation as a Muslim Ummah. The man only expected his prayers to be accepted. Truly he believed that God knew all the conditions of every servant.


Allahu Akbar


Praying alone is now God's only hope. But the smile and also the ravings of the figure of a woman means in his life often revolve in his head, he could not deny that he was worried and longed for the wife.


Assalamu'alaikum warrahmatullah


Assalamu'alaikum warrahmatullah


The chanting of dhikr makes the fear in every day, his love for God may be greater than love for others. It is not that he does not miss his wife that he is ashamed to ask his Lord.


God has given him life despite being in a place like this, how can he not be grateful for life?


"O Allah protect the wife of the servant, calm her troubled heart. Reassure him that the servant is still there for him. Rabb, if love is tested now then I will choose love for you without losing my love for Syifa...


You are the one who gives life, and you are the helper of the unexpected path. O Allah strengthen the servant."


Lirih do'a Fauzi asked the owner of the universe, not himself not to miss Syifa. His love for God is much greater. He only hoped that God would do wonders, and end up with Syifa.


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"Still alive?" The bass from someone made Fauzi look at me in the direction of the human who turned his back on the light from behind.


"..." - ".Fauzi was silent.


"Are you deaf?! Oh yeah, you don't have the power to talk." Said the man who seemed to be the same age as himself.


Bugs..


One black plastic landed on the lap of Fauzi who was cross-legged while chanting dhikr.


"I know you're hungry. So eat it." He said in a cynical tone turning around the body.


"Not to." Fauzi replied in a tone completely unafraid of the man. Why are you afraid that eating is still the same as rice? it is different when you eat stones.


Suddenly the man turned with a sharp grin the look of the eagle's eyes aiming towards Fauzi, the husband of the woman he admired. Wait, what was that?? The woman he admires. Let time explain.


"Basic doesn't know himself. I'm kind enough to give you a packet of rice,!" Say that guy. "There's no point in me poisoning you!!" Angry that person with a smile.


"I'm fasting." Fauzi's short speech made the person squeak.


"Fasting?" Deuteronomy with confused tone.


Fauzi was shocked, it turns out that the person who kidnapped him is not Islam.


"Fasting is holding hunger and thirst from before dawn to the Adhan of Maghrib. Not just hunger but holding lust in yourself and being patient." Fauzi said lighten the words for this person to understand.


"Fasting is done by Muslims once a year in one month of Ramadan."


"Ramadan?"


"Yes.. Sorry, are you Muslim or..?" Ask Fauzi.


"Thei." Casually the man said that even making Fauzi flinch, he thought this man was another religion,


Still shocked, Fauzi just sat down and fell silent, and the man approached and sat in front of Fauzi.


"Is there really a god?" Exactly the question of toddler. "I don't believe in god." The connection only made Fauzi speechless.


"O yeah we haven't met." Ohh this is how?? Fauzi thinks this guy's gonna act like a Psyco but hilarious too.


"Why do you believe God exists?" He said to Fauzi who was still staring at the man in a daze.


How could there be a kidnapper who even invited him to talk like this? But isn't this an opportunity to preach? Introducing the creator to those who do not believe?


"Because of the existence of God we know the direction of purpose and also what we are created for." Fauzi said he made a thin snippet from the man named Jack.


"just that? Listen yeah..God does not exist!" The firmness made Fauzi surprised but immediately calmed his original expression.


"Why is that?"


"Because we don't see it. Have you ever seen your god?" Firmly again made Fauzi grimace, he was even sad to bring the man in front of him did not want to know God


"No." Answer Fauzi.


"Well, then there's no god!" Her speech.


"How can you judge that God does not exist?" Ask Fauzi.


"I'm the best graduate in America. Science has proven that what is invisible and in touch means nothing! There is no god!."


"Why do you judge that?"


"Wear a healthy mind." Answer Jack with a thin ringer.


"Where are your thoughts?" Fauzi's question made Jack point at the back of the head.


"My mind is here."


"Can you see your thoughts?" That guy shakes. "Can you touch your mind?" Jack said no.


"That means you don't have a mind."


Jack was surprised by Fauzi's words.


"Don't science prove that the invisible and the touchless mean nothing." Fauzi's words made Jack look down in shame.


Just like the wind, it is not known the color and shape of the wind. We cannot know the color of the wind except God, but we can feel the presence of the wind.


Both of them were silent, even jack was wondering why Fauzi was not trying to escape from here? He calmed down and said, Jack thought.


"But if God is fair, why should I accept all of this. He left me without parents and a lot of trouble in my life."


"God tests within the limits of his servant's ability."


"But why do you believe there is a God?"


"Because of faith."


"Parent?"


"Father, before we worship, of course we must have faith, right? I believe and believe that is why I believe...I am alive because of God." Answer Fauzi.


"But can I approach God?"


"It depends on ourselves, but first love your Lord so that you may be close to him, and what makes us far away from knowing God is only ourselves who do not want to acknowledge the presence of God in us."


"You're right, your god is good. I put poison into that food but you fasted. I often believe in creators but lose to logic."


"May you have faith in God." Fauzi stroked Jack's shoulder.


Since when are they familiar? It is clear, open to anyone.


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