
Assalamu'alaikum, and Bismillah.
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Hidayah, It may be true what is explained to the whole community, about guidance. Hidayah comes from anyone to make someone change without guessing. As seen today if the figure is black with white cocoa and black peci attached to his head clearly it makes Fauzi a little surprised and also grateful there are brothers who make the word seiman.
"Well Jack now?" That's Syifa's voice, and she knows this jack was a business associate a few years ago whom she once knew by working with in the Ridwan bang company.
"Well remember me mrs?" Ask back with a special smile.
"Of course, you were helping me at the time." Syifa said laughing at the mass incident.
"Sir Jack..." Syifa said cut off by him.
"Now Ali Alexanders." Press again. Syifa who did not understand just highlighted the cute round eyes, Fauzi who had been silent.....Silence is burning exactly.
Now the two are in a chat position and Fauzi and Annisa feel neglected, with the initiative Fauzi asked Annisa to invite her mother to enter the ndalem. Sure enough Syifa brought her coconuts and also guided Annisa.
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The boisterous laughter from the figure of the man beside Fauzi made the empress grimace, which made her grimace,
"Not Jack, but Ali Alexanders." His words made Fauzi turn to look at the man, both of whom were sitting and staring at the yellowed rice field.
"Know Syifa?" Fauzi asked again, and again made Ali's laughter sound.
"Of course, who doesn't know him. I used to be a client because I wanted to try to feel a Muslim girl doing business, she worked well. Until her sister's company teamed up with me and ran a few years ago." His words lightly made Fauzi speechless.
Both of them were silent and only silence enveloped their circumstances, it was difficult for two men to just talk long enough to take a long time.
"So you are now.." Fauzi's sentence is hanging.
"Yes, this is how I am interested in Islam since the past and only now can I really enter it. You know until I ask a Ustadz to change my name." He said Fauzi just kept quiet. "My Islam was already a few days ago, and I also want to find a teacher here." Said blatantly.
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In the evening, Fauzi walked over to close the window curtains and also locked the door. Fauzi walked into the room and his gaze stopped on the figure of Syifa who after reading the story of the prophet to Annisa who had fallen asleep. Fauzi turned around, sitting on the couch occasionally twitching his nose.
The pulsation with the memory last afternoon made Fauzi's head almost dizzy, without realizing there was a feeling of curiosity and terbesit su'udzon in him. Istighfar Fauzi said back to his temple.
A few minutes later, Fauzi felt someone's soft hand twitch his shoulder, so he turned his head back to look at his wife.
"Racid?" tanyakanya. Fauzi shook his head while leaning against the sofa. Enjoy a soft and comfortable massage. Syifa's hand seemed to seep into Fauzi's front head and move around twirling it on the side of the forehead. He was closed in enjoying it.
It's been a while.
Now Syifa sat down next to Fauzi with a sharpened arm, without any protest from the master. Usually Fauzi who never wanted Syifa to work but another one tonight. Or is it Fauzi who wants to be spoiled? Only Fauzi knows.
"Today's abi guest a lot of kang?" Ask Syifa. Because Fauzi just walked into his room.
"Yes." Yeah." The answer is still closed.
"Udah ah tired." Syifa's words made Fauzi open his eyes while chuckling.
His cheeks feel the heat that radiates, seen so intes by Fauzi makes Syifa just look stiff, strange it has been a few years they are together but still the heart rhythm continues to burn.
"Why see Syifa?" Ask Syifa.
"Kangen Fa." Say the original Fauzi with a flat face, but again
Syifa was embarrassed.
Be quiet for a few seconds.
"Know Ali?" Fauzi's question made Syifa frown.
"Ali who?"
"Jack."
Syifa seemed to think. "So that afternoon?" The question made Fauzi nod
"God has he converted to Islam?" Syifa asked again and again making Fauzi nod.
"Known?." Ask Fauzi.
"Of course, business associates are mah. Syifa didn't know much about an office street or anything, but she helped me, I mean Ali. She's so great Kang that Syifa wants to talk to her. Butii... He himself came to Syifa's room because Bang Ridwan did not exist." Plain Syifa said.
Fauzi.
"Well that's where it is. But it is strange that in general his face is flat but in front of Syifa can not be silent. We used to work together and get big shares. The point is really great, Kang can be successful at a young age." Said Syifa again
"It's normal." Fauzi replied expressionlessly. An upset feeling maybe.
"That's great Kang,!" Syifa makes it clear.
"The great is his science." Dann Syifa just realized since earlier her husband is different aura of speech. Entanlah Syifa does not know for sure but, the response from earlier was just flat.
"Yes too..But Syifa is really, she's a great person too." Chortled.
Fauzi cleared a minute.
"Kang, you know that Jack sir ehh Ali yes ever.." Syfai's sentence stopped when Fauzi interrupted his speech.
"You know the Fa? There were many guests in Ndalem Abi and I was tired of going to sleep." Fauzi said in a cold tone while standing up.
Syifa stuttered for a moment without stopping Fauzi's steps towards the room and still saw the door open with Fauzi who peed the princess's forehead flash and then stroked it. Soon Fauzi was laying down next to his daughter.
While Syifa was shocked by Fauzi's strange behavior, usually Fauzi is not this how he made a mistake to make Fauzi angry or now Fauzi is angry with him? Butwhy? Hmm..or are you tired all day? This innocent Syifa considers bad thoughts to be positive. He thought the santrii were tired.
Early in the morning, at one night Syifa still felt at home sitting down while stroking her stomach that felt hungry. Intention wants to ask Fauzi now even Fauzi exhausted so heartless.
Syifa's pink lips chanted a little sholawat while holding back the hunger that made her stomach a little sick, but her mind was directed towards Fauzi's attitude that there was no storm and rain to this extent to him, his thoughts were, the first time Syifa was let down by Fauzi, the first time he also felt the cold was beside Fauzi.
"Why not sleep yet." The voice from behind made Syfa look at his smile rising. Fun there are santri kang thought.
"Syifa laper." Fauzi was in front of him.
Fauzi waltzed in front of Syifa, to be honest Syifa wanted to cry silently, but she was afraid that Fauzi would get upset.
One plate of food in front of the table made Syifa look up there was a santri who stared at the rice flat. He turned to look at Syifa.
"Eat, get some sleep."
DEG.
After that word said Fauzi was about to leave with Syifa's hand to block Fauzi's arm tightly. Silent and stiff Fauzi stood up without looking at his face whose eyes were already red.
"Why santri?" Ask Syifa.
Fauzi is still quiet.
"Syifa is wrong?"
Silent tek fluttering new things shown by Fauzi is scary according to Syifa.
Syifa walked in front of Fauzi was seen face was instead turned in the other direction, the fix Kang santri angry and strange Syifa is not sensitive to it that clearly the cause is not known.
With a face holding back the cry of Syifa around Fauzi, when stopped in front of the santri Syifa said the word "Sorry kang." Fauzi was silent.
Syifa turned again, and again. Until many times "Sorry kang." He said again, even to show an apology by holding his ear and cupping his hand. But it's the same. Up to 17 times Syifa rotated..
Fauzi smiled as he stroked Syifa's head.
"Sorry kang." Syifa said, While this santri kang instead looked at her with a smile.
"Why?" Ask Syifa.
Fauzi sighed for a moment. "Know not your attitude like this reminds me of the love story of Fatimah when apologizing to Ali bin abi thalib. He even went around seventy times." Fauzi said a little sweetly laughing. Syifa just quietly enjoyed her.
"Fa?" Calling Fauzi makes Syifa look up.
"Yes." Yeah." Syifa replied following Fauzi's hand pull that made her sit on the sofa.
"The fool is unique Fa, still remember the teenage years when you rejected the santri kang blatantly without artificial sweeteners.?" Fauzi's question made Syifa look down. "Who often refused and my words at that time manifested right Fa?" Ask Fauzi.
Flashbacks
"You're mostly a dream." Ketus Syifa teen.
"Don't talk too much if one day we're a match, you'll bow to me and never be away from me for a second." Fauzi said frankly, when Syifa was sad and now he was trying to entertain her with a typical teenage style.
"Sick soul mate? Not wrong?" Syifa said.
"Kun Faya kun if Allah says so be it, you may not be.." Fauzi said Syifa had cut him off.
"I refuse."
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Syifa looked down deeply again, she was embarrassed now much for a while with the santri kang it feels lonely, she could learn that something that you once strongly rejected could be a place you are happy with many things
"Sorry." Syifa.
"Our marriage has been 6 years, not a short time. And is it wrong if I still feel jealous of the Fa?" Fauzi's question made Syifa flinch for a moment.
So, actually Fauzi was jealous...
Syifa gasped in shock when Fauzi was no longer in front of her, she looked around in all directions with a run she hit Fauzi's body and hugged him from behind.
"Syifa is afraid that the santri kang does not talk anything to Syifa, Syifa should know that she should not praise other men in front of her husband and sorry Syifa many mistakes often say harsh words.." Syifa said regretfully.
Trivial if seen in the story, but often forget that accidentally in real life many ignore this. Even if one or even both of them understand each other there is jealousy behind it, just silence is the solution and divert the conversation.
"Yes." Yeah." Fauzi.
"Sorry."
"Yes, Fa." Fauzi said he was about to turn around again.
"Where are you going?" Ask Syifa.
"Milk."
"I ate first." Syifa said she intends to follow later for tahajud.
"It's me and Kang Santri." Syifa said smiling while looking down. Silently Fauzi cleared his throat and said. "Fix me and Syifa."
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good morning all..😍
Once Up always gaje. yaudah lah hehheh want to sleep first, 😂
... 26.05.2021💌...
Shukron jazakallah khair, Wassalamu'alaikum.