
...Enough For Me Allah SWT...
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A month has passed,
Fauzi in a black cocoa suit and a black glove crouched in front of a gravestone. This was the first time he had visited the grave of his wife.
Every soul will experience death, and every person will be steadfast. Fauzi's tears escaped, of course, shock when there was a tomb that actually inscribed his wife's name.
Enough for me, God Fa.
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Flashback.
The man who had been unconscious for several days began to move his fingers. Slowly those shady eyes pricked the white room and the peculiar smell of medicine burst into the sense of smell.
"Si syifa." Sluggishly.
Fauzi with all the limp tried to get out of bed, occasionally grimacing when the abdomen still has stitches that he believes are marks.
The first time he was looking for was his wife and son. I hope it's okay. Fauzi pulled out the infusion hose and also some tools there, still clearly visible with pale white lips trying to get up from sleep walking limped.
Syifa
Fauzi turned the door knob, something wet on his stomach but with his hands swiftly covering the red patches, the wound re-energized because Fauzi forced a walk.
Breaking news
it has been found the figure of a pregnant woman covered in rocks in the flow of the Zzzz bridge with a condition that is already lifeless, the police are difficult to find the identity of the victim, the face of the victim is not recognized.
Fauzi's heart raced faster, though,
"Silkora." He shouted, several sisters who were passing by turned their heads.
"Sir, I'll take you to the room again." Fresh sister.
Fauzi.
"No sus, where is my wife? " Fauzi said his tone was broken with a reddened face.
"I'm sorry but your wounds haven't been picked and the bandages are bleeding again."
"I said I'd like to see my wife, where my wife is!!!!!" Fauzi said one of the sisters quickly called a doctor.
"Please calm down Mr. Fauzi." Sister's speech.
"i told you I wanted to see my wife." Fauzi said again he was really worried about Syifa's condition, hoping that the day was just a nightmare.
Fauzi was about to walk but an injection had already penetrated his arm, slowly closing his eyes. The doctor injected tranquilizers there.
Indoor
"The wound's back open doc." Say one of the sisters. Already prepared sewing tools.
Hours passed, hours passed,
Fauzi back to stab, dizzy hit his head.
"Zil is conscious, Alhamdulillah." Her sparkling words until she shed tears.
"Miss.."
"Yes le."
"Where's syifa?"
DEG
Fauzi was confused by the Umi's behavior, until the door opened showing the figure of Abi and also Father-in-law.
"Le's been sober?" Ask Abi. Fauzi.
"Bi, where's Syifa?" Fauzi's question made everyone look at each other. Arnold coded his ironwork to give space to himself and Fauzi.
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"It's impossible yeah..." Fauzi shook his head slowly. Astarghfirullah's.
"Dad is not sure but said the woman was pregnant and the possibility of her child was born but was washed away by water and until now has not been found."
Fauzi nodded with a blank look.
"You know son?..." Arnold said with a heavy breath.
"Father is his daughter's first love and a man's greatest love is a father to his daughter." Arnold continued to make Fauzi look at his in-laws, there were still tears flowing there.
"Dad sure wasn't sure about this."
"I mean dad."
"Syifa or whoever she is, has been found in a ruined face, but according to the inventor that the victim was pregnant, the father asked where the child was...Yes he replied as if the child had been born then was washed away because there was a lot of blood there." Arnold Clearly.
Flashback off
Fauzi tears trickled down from a reddened face, sending prayers for the deceased.
"Even until now I'm still waiting for you to come home to my arms Fa, until now I still want to prove to you that my love is not just an ordinary taste of the Fa."
Fauzi rubbed his face, then got up.
"I'm saying Fa." Fauzi said smiling despite the flow of tears that seeped but immediately he wiped
*****
Fauzi stepped foot in the courtyard of Pesantren along with greetings of the santri and Ustadz Ustadzah who already know this sad news
From the other direction, Annisa with a big smile was two meters from the steps of Fauzi who stopped.
Fauzi spread out her arms but Annisa still shook her head until Fauzi raised an eyebrow as if asking why?
"Want to hug?"
"You." Annisa hugged Fauzi tightly.
"Well to see Mommy?" Annissa asked as it made Fauzi just nod.
"Look Fa, our daughter is very mature even though she is still a child. You should be proud there. At least please you still want to go home to my arms Fa?." Inner Fauzi looked up at the sky so that Annisa would not see herself sad.
If you think Annisa's not sad, it's sad. This child is always given advice to sincerely by Abi and Ummi just in a certain time able to make the little girl cry alone miss the mother. Fauzi knows that.
"Assalamu'alaikum Gus." Gently spoke the figure of the girl who looked down before them.
Fauzi immediately stood up and Annisa was beside Fauzi.
"Wa'alaikumussalam."
"Punten Gus, I'd like to take Annisa to the bookstore." The girl's name was Hasna.
Fauzi stared downwards where her daughter just played the tip of her hijab and bit her lower lip.
"Annisa managed to memorize Asmaul husna abi. Says this sister Annisa's got a book gift." Annisa's words made Fauzi nod.
"You take care of my son." Fauzi said in response to a nod by Hasna, after which Fauzi crouched down stroking his daughter's shoulders and then peeked at her daughter's forehead.
"Don't ask for this sister's assortment." Fauzi said making Annisa nod quickly.
****
Days later, Annisa was laughing cheerfully with Angkasa in one of the parks do not forget there hasna who also came to play. Hasna amanda a 23-year-old girl who has long served in the cottage ndalem display as a santriwati Muslimah who is also the target of the santriwan.
Strangely not married.
"Annisa baby, let's go home to the cottage."
"Okee sis." Annisa replied after that to go to Space.
"I'm going home first."
"Nice heart." Space Saying.
Arriving at the cottage.
"When is Anterin Annisa again, brother hehe." Annisa said grinningly making Hasna nod and smile. Afterwards Annisa had entered the door that read Gus
Is there still a chance to enter the room? I don't know what the girl was thinking.
"Hayyoo thinks opo?" Surprised friend. Hasna just looked indifferent.
"Wait for Gus' room to open?" Knock the other one.
"What the hell." Reply Hasna evaded.
Hasna left her two friends who kept pumping her, hoping no one would hear her.
"Opo you guys, if Gus Fauzi knew he couldn't possibly get me with Annisa anymore." Saying Hasna pouted.
"Have you this long ago mendem feelings even since long ago when there was no wife Gus." His friend named Dinda. He pityed the young Fauzi for his wife's stay
"Yes, perhaps God is granting your prayers now?" Another one is named Fika.
"You don't think about where Gus Fauzi might want me to."
"Well, you're playing the sport of other people, if not for waiting for Gus Fauzi who else is yee?" Ask dinda.
"You pantes really, try first. Perhaps Fatimah's silent love story will be repeated in the present." Said Fika teasingly.
"But Ali and Fatimah love each other."
"Usaha was mbak hemmm. Annisa used to be Abinya hehe." Fika and Dinda said to Hasna to leave.
Without them knowing there was Ustadz Rizal who had heard the conversation earlier.
"It has to be the same report as Gus Fauzi." Mumbles steadily.
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"It's that's it." Ustadz Rizal said after sipping a cigarette on the eve of the vigil.
"So..."
"Where's Gus?"
Fauzi was silent for a moment, "What should I do?" Fauzi's silly question made Rizal pat the eel.
"Sakarepmu Gus's. Wonder Alm.Ning Syifa can love equally with her." Kekeh Rizal makes Fauzi flat.
"As far as he is Ustadz, as long as they do not do the illegal way. I pray Hasna quickly gets a substitute for her prayer." Fauzi's words made Rizal flinch.
"Lohh Gus doesn't want to find another wife?" Ask Rizal heraannn...
Fauzi was silent looking straight ahead while shaking slowly.
"Enough for me God, Syifa is my only first love. How could I forget that. What's missing is a body not a soul as well as love, I have to do this taste Fa?"
"Even until this moment I still have confidence there will be a time when we meet, only the distance is being a barrier. Whatever it is believe you first and last Fa."
"It's proof of my love Fa, proof of love of the santri kang."
"Dream Gus, gus." Ustadz Rizal.
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