Pressure From Ex Husband

TDMS 2 in a match

"Mas! Mas! open the door, don't stay here alone, Mom!" he screamed while continuing to knock on the car glass. Fuck her, women don't seem to be lost in a place like this, gas up and enjoy your frustration Piana. Who told you to keep following when obviously I don't like.

Not going home, turning the car towards my sister's house. It seems I need a place to let out all this stuffiness, if I'm in custody I can go crazy thinking about what I shouldn't think. Isn't it, if we are in a state of stress it is better to find people to remove all the uneg, pouring a burden that sticks in the heart. Until the burden we bear is a little less, and all this time, my father was the only person I could trust to keep all the secrets and wounds that no one knew.

It only takes less than twenty minutes, I have reached the front yard of my brother's house, at this hour, surely my brother will be relaxed sitting in front of the television, it has been his habit all this time. "Asalamualaikum." Say hello first, and step in without hesitation, but like there are guests, there is a crowded sound from the inside, but why outside there is no visible vehicle or shoes. I continued to step inside while carrying curiosity in my heart.

"Loh, Alim! tumben you're here don't call me first." greet my brother when he sees me coming, and wait a minute. There were two beautiful women with my sister, one my sister's age and one who seemed to be still below my age, beautiful and elegant looking.

"Yes, Mom! just now from delivering Alma back home, keep dropping by here. Where's the kid?" I answered normally with both hands I put in my pants pocket.

"Children come along papa, most also watch movies in the cinema. Owh yes, know this friend mbak, mbak Linda and her son Safitri." mbak kayah introduced her two guests to me. I also politely crucified the two women, Linda and her son Safitri. It seems like the girl is only twenty years old. "Yes, I went inside first huh mbak." before stepping mbak kayah stopped this step by pulling back my hand. "Here alone, accompany Safitri to a chat, who knows if you are suitable and can proceed to a more serious relationship." I frowned, trying to digest the meaning of my only brother's words. "Already, don't be dumb. You sit here, accompany Safitri to chat, you just talk, talk anything. Yuk Lin, accompany me to dinner, we'll cook specials for our family dinner, how?" my brother continued, it seems that he deliberately wanted to leave me alone with Safitri. Is this one way to find me a wife. God, why do I realize now, my brother is always there.

Shut up and just look at each other's phones, awkward. Confused what to say, because it is the same balum know, what else is the woman who now sits in front of me, it seems very young, beautiful anyway, but I also do not know how her personality, but I also do not know how her personality, but usually at this young age, surely his ego is still explosive, to be a wife I think is still not appropriate for me. Because I need a woman who will be ready for my situation who already has the responsibility of girls, and wants to accept me who is not young anymore, not only to love each other and force to understand because of older age, I do not want it, because I will not feel at home if I have to have a household like that.

"Where's the gym?" Safitri's voice surprised me who was daydreaming. "Fragile work, halal origin." I answered casually, yes how else, my work is odd right? Not an office person who must be dressed neatly and dressed. Safitri went back to silence after hearing an answer from me that might have seemed indifferent.

"Having been working Mas, I work at Kediri Mall as SPG. Understand only SMK graduates." he answered honestly and looked at his dimples when he smiled. I began to be interested in talking to him, because indeed I like women who are as they are, dare to speak honestly about their circumstances without having to be covered up for the sake of a prestige. But it didn't seem to apply to Safitri, he dared to speak honestly about his job and education, and I'm sure, he actually knew what my job was, because there was no way that Rokayah wouldn't tell me about me, if he wants to bring us closer.

"Sir papa, the important thing is halal and you are comfortable." I replied wise, but yes it is true that the work we live will be impressed if we are forced to live it, but when we feel comfortable in a job that we do, all will be light and we also like not to be burdened with the work.

"Yes Mas. Alhamdulillahot. Can make a snack and a little help mom. " The reply then, I smiled in response to the naivety of the woman before me, reminding me of the first time I met Rihana. He was very honest and confident in his difficult circumstances, having to support the burden of his life alone without both parents. Rihana was orphaned when she was in high school, but thanks to her persistence she was able to finish her education and get a job to connect her life. Rihana is indeed an extraordinary woman, but I who was stupid because instigated by Piana's lust and cunning, regret can no longer make Rihana come back to me. Even now that he is happy with the man he loves, I must also be able to get up and rearrange my life, it is not easy to forget the person who is still strong fill the heart space, he said, but I will try to continue to cultivate a love that I can no longer achieve. Maybe by opening a little heart to another woman.

"Do your best while we can give our filial piety to parents, I salute you. He is young but he is fighting for his family. How old are you now? sorry I asked so much."

"No papa kok Mas. I'm only twenty-three years old, if the mas Alim itself how much?"

"Well, if I am old, I am thirty-six years old. Already have a daughter." I honestly reply, as well as provoke the response, want to know what the response will be like.

Because, right now what I'm looking for is not just women who want to accept me, but women who can think of adulthood and love my child. My age is no longer just for fun, but it's time to shape the future. Didn't want to return like that time, just because of lust, finally everything broke and made me regret until now.