
POV Alim's
It's been a year. I desperately reorganized my life. Rise from the turmoil and regret that still torments me. I am indeed very stupid, having thrown away an extraordinary woman just for the sake of a cheap woman like Piana. My life is ruined and ruined because of that woman. He had fooled me by claiming the baby he was carrying was my flesh and blood. Though in reality Piana is no more rotating women who like to change partners. Fortunately, I have not been exposed to infectious diseases from him, although I had felt soreness and itching in. But because I diligently seek treatment finally the terrible disease is lost from this body.
Although Rihana let me meet Alma, but every time she saw him being alone with her new husband. This heart feels tormented, the jealousy still dominates this heart, even though I have tried to accept the fact that the woman I still want belongs to another man.
So that this heart does not always feel pain, every time I want to meet with Alma, I prefer to pick up my son from school, then take him on the road, enjoy the time only two. I have promised, to atone for all my sins to my daughter, I will fulfill all her needs, even though I know that Rihana is also able to do that, but I am her father, but I am her father, people who are more entitled to do that. I will not repeat my previous mistakes. Moreover, Alma grew up to be a very beautiful teenager, her face was very similar to mine, even her white skin is the same as her mother, really perfecting my daughter as a girl. I promise you, I will always protect and protect you. No man should come near her to play. My daughter has to be awake and I'm the one who's gonna put up her body and be her shield.
"Yeah." Alma ran to my car, knowing that I would definitely wait for her to come home on Saturday and take her for a walk. And today the plan is we will go to the mall to watch his favorite movie, after that Alma also asked to buy new shoes for the race he said. My son always makes me proud. Rihana has managed to educate him to be a smart, smart, energetic and polite child to parents.
"Are you ready, princess?" greet my daughter who started sitting on the side bench. His smile instantly broke. Her white cheeks look blustery, very pretty.
"Ready dad dong. We're not going to see the movie?"
"So dong, we buy shoes first, do we watch it right away?"
"Live to watch it well, then it's just bought his shoes. Can you?"
"It can be dong, what the hell does not make his daughter's master father."
"Well, later we buy fruit for Mother yes, pity mother vomit continues, said mother, in the stomach of the mother there is a baby Dede candidate. That means you're pregnant, right?"
Deg, why hear this my heart hurts, when real is normal for married women. Moreover, Rihana looks very happy with her husband now.
"Yes son, Rihana's mother is pregnant. What fruit will Alma buy later?"
want to buy apples, pears, grapes, oranges, melons, longan. Can you please dad?"
"Dear dear, I can." I stroked the head of my daughter wrapped in a brown hijab, her face was very cheerful, and I really liked to see her like that. If only, I wasn't stupid then maybe we're a happy family now. Rihana would smile to welcome me home and Alma would run to pick me up on the porch. But it was just a dream, Rihana was already happy with a man who was more deserving of her.
"Well, I'm daydreaming anyway." Alma looked at me with a frown, her mouth looking pursed in annoyance because I didn't hear what she was talking about.
"Yes, baby, sorry. What's up, son?"
"Alma want to sleep at Dad's house, okay? tomorrow is Sunday, Alma wants to walk to the waterfall. Can you?" I immediately turned to my son's wishes, he would definitely persistently ask until his wishes were fulfilled.
"Dad is fine, but Alma must permit mother first yes, let mother not be angry and let not misunderstand the father. Alma understand, son?"
"Yes father, then Alma call mother yes, ask permission now." I nodded as a sign of agreeing with the wishes of my only child, did not have the heart to make him disappointed, did not have to make him disappointed, as much as possible always trying to obey what he wants, after all Alma never asked for strange strange, he was educated to be independent, tough and simple. Even though he took the road, it was still in the nearest place. I actually plan to take her on vacation to Jogja, because there will be work there, all to please my daughter. May Rihana allow Alma I bring to Jogja.
"Asalamualaikum. Bund, Alma wants permission to sleep at my dad's house, yeah, tonight. Alma is kangen with dad, and Alma also wants to take dad to the waterfall tomorrow. Can you please bund?" I just listened to my daughter talk to my ex-wife, who still firmly occupies this corner of my heart, I actually admired the woman I once threw away, I hope there is a chance to get back to him again.
"Okay, thank you mom. A love you." looks Alma smiled widely after closing the chat with the mother. " Dad, mommy gave me permission. yeey."
"The son of a father."
"seneng dong dad, tomorrow we can walk to see the waterfall, later Alma photoin ya well, that's good." I just laughed with his gentile behavior, my son was growing up. It doesn't feel like it's reached its destination. I also parked the car and went straight to the ticket sales place to watch a movie that was my daughter's choice. Spending time with her, was an immeasurable happiness for me. I desperately restored my efforts back forward all for the sake of the future and the happiness of my daughter. That's why I didn't open my heart to other women either. What happened used to be a lesson to be more careful in knowing women. I don't want any Piana next.
While there is still time, I will continue to improve myself so that it can be better in the future. About the soul mate let it be the business above. All I know right now is to make my daughter happy and to keep my ex-wife in the corner of my heart. Until later there will be a woman who can replace Rihana in this heart, which I do not know when it happened. Let everything go according to the flowing water.