
Silent..
Only the eyes spoke to each other between their frost.
'Never thought of me, if I was going through all this, love that was once unable to be said, Dimas for me is an impossibility, maybe we are close, but actually very far away, there is a barrier between us.
I was only able to admire, without being able to say, his kindness and hospitality at that time, I consider it commonplace, because he never showed more attention.
If only that time I dared to express my race, but in reality I had already retreated without daring to leave the feeling.
My marriage to Mas Alim has left deep wounds, deep wounds, until now the trauma is still haunting.
God, this is your destiny, reuniting me with the man I once hoped for, after the destruction of my household.
I was too busy with my own thoughts, not realizing that Dimas had moved his seat right next to me.
He looked at me fixedly, and cleared my reverie.
"Hanna, I know, it's not easy for you, but trust and convince yourself, if I'm your destiny, maybe slow Laun, maybe, you will be able to feel my sincerity without having me speak at length with the promise." Dimas stared fixedly at the two eyeballs that were now swirling cloudy in it.
Rihana smiled, even though she knew that her heart was currently happy, but she should not be that easy to decide something regarding her future.
"The break is over, let me resume my work, it's not good to see other employees, it's a matter of gossip." Rihana ended their conversation in the name of work, so that his heart that began to flower again beat normally.
Dimas laughing.
"from that's all you've discussed, why the heck busy with the judgment of others, as long as we don't do something forbidden, Yaaa just relax." replied Dimas with his careless style.
"Hmmm, it's hard talking to you.
Yasudah, I want to go back to my room."
Hanna left with a wave of her hand, there was no more awkwardness between the two, their hearts were as happy as the color of love.
Dimas just smiled looking at the behavior of the woman in his heart.
When Rihana wanted to finish going home, Farida suddenly appeared and stood beside the door of his room.
"Hana, I went home together, my montor broke down so I put it in the workshop for cleaning, went to the office earlier ngojek.
May it?"
"Tumben permission, usually also directly nangkring aja ask bonceng."
"Ish you Han, can't I be together, can't ya should be, can't be anymore, ya tetep can, yaaa no?"
Farida blinked her two eyes while spreading her shaky teeth.
"Yes yes, bring me ah."
hahahaa Rihana laughed with anxiety at the attitude of his friend this one.
"But I'm a bonceng, you're a nebeng yaa quite a boncengin,hihiiii...."
"Yuuuk's home.."
they walked to the parking lot.
Just as Rihana was about to rise above his montor, Dimas' voice suddenly startled him.
"Hanna, you go home and let me take you and let the montor be taken by Farida, there's something I want to talk to you about." Rihana was misbehaved with his superior attitude, because currently there was Farida beside him, it would definitely be a warm rumor, haduh.
"Speaking what else Mr. Dimas, didn't we discuss." Rihana tried to be careless so that Farida did not think anything.
"Come on, I also want to meet Alma, want to get closer to him, so that later I will be his father he is not awkward like his mother.
Farida, you bring her montor Hana home yes, I still have a need with Hana." without waiting for approval from Hana, Dimas gave orders to Farida to go home first.
"Okay sir, then excuse me first.
Hana I go home first yaa, daaaa."
Farida turned on her montor and passed away, with a flirtatious smile directed at Rihana.
Rihana was fixated on staring at the departure of her best friend with annoyance.
Farida could have just left.
"Hana, until when do you want to stand there, let me take you home, mumpung still afternoon."
Rihana can only be resigned.
"Eventually, Alma again nyiramin flowers, pinter yes he, can be independent and not spoiled." Dimas praised Alma's independence sincerely without any temple.
"Alhamdulillah, because since in the womb he has been forced to be strong." replied Rihanna flat.
"Assynoltom..."
"Walaikumsinny...
"Eeh there's a Dimas..." Alma welcomes cheer.
"Alma again nyiramin flowers huh?
wah very diligent.
Owh yaa, that's when Dimas bought ice cream for Alma, there's chocolate and strawberry loh Alma's favorite."
"Yeah, thank you, um."
"It's the same, how have you finished not watered the flowers?
if we've eaten the same ice cream."
"It's over, let's sit there."
Hanna happily looks into her girl's familiarity with Dimas and it was never done Alim, Alim always being indifferent to what his son desires, the affection and love of a father, Alim always being indifferent to what his son desires, and now it looks like Alma found all that from Dimas.
Dimas and Alma seemed not to run out of chatter, there was something they were talking about and Rihana was more silent, listening to their conversation.
"Hmmm, already want magrib nih, om Dimas said to go home first, later when om play again and if you give permission, then invite Alma to walk to the mall, Alma can shop whatever Alma wants, okay."
Dimas glanced towards Rihana.
"Are you serious?
om Dimas wants to take Alma on the road and can you shop what Alma wants?"
The happy sparkle implied in the eyes of the two ten-year-old girl, not never Alma road to the mall, even almost every month Rihana invites her to walk the street and let her buy what Alma wants, even, for Alma the attention and presence of Dimas, is a longing remedy for the affection and attention of a father, which he has not obtained from his biological father.
"Yaaa om serious, as long as the mother gives permission, later Alma says yes to the mother and ask permission, all with her parents as well."
Dimas glanced at Rihana who was just frozen, pura did not hear what was being talked about.
"You have come home first..."
"I go home, tomorrow morning to his office I pick him up." said Dimas to Rihana who was still silently pecking back upset.
"Don't bother, let me pick Farida up tomorrow, please understand my situation, I don't want people to think badly of us, I hope you understand."
Dimas took a deep breath and exhaled it.
"All right, I understand.
Take good care of yourself, enter the house gih, it's almost magrib.
Asalamualaikum..."
"Waalaikumsallm.." replied Rihana and Alma in unison.
Dimas passed to his car and drove it at a moderate speed.
Rihana came in and locked the door.
"Alma, mother take a bath first yes, we pray the same as well son."
"Yes mother, Alma also want to wudhu first, want to pay a salary while waiting for adzan magrib."
"Yes dear."
Rihana accompanied his daughter to study after fulfilling the obligation to RobbNYA.
Tok tok tok tok
"Bund there are guests, who is gini night." asked Alma Rehan.
"Mother also does not know, yasudah Alma continues to learn yaa, mother open the door first."
Tok tok, though,
"Asshallama..."
'Like the voice of Mas Alim, why else would he come here?' batin Rihana.
"Yes, waalaikumsallm.."
Hanna opened the door, and she saw Alim already standing in front of the door with a bag of crackles.
"Why mas, what do you need at night to come here?
I don't like ya, you keep going to my house for no apparent reason." Rihanadambang greeted him with dislike.
"I just want this for Alma, can't I?"
"That's just your reason, you usually never buy any Alma."
"Whether it's wrong that I want to change, I want to pay attention to my son, I want to get close to him and get used to going back to this house again."
"What??
What do you mean mas, do not ngaco you yes.
This is my house, my parents' house and you have no right to return to this house anymore, because we are no longer husband and wife." Hana replied.
"In the near future we will be husband and wife again, are not you still expecting me, and Alma would be happy if we refer, she will be close to me her father." with her pedenya Alim expressed his desire.
"Dream you mas, I'll never want to come back to you, imagine you're sleeping with that woman only my stomach is nauseous, don't expect me to live with a selfish man like you."
Alim walked inside to find Alma, without caring about Hana who was stopping him from entering.
"Hello father's daughter, what's the matter, son, learn ya?
Here's something I can help you with."
Alma looked at her father in wonder, why the father's tumben attention, 'usually the father always does not care about anything related to me.' inwardly Alma was astonished and confused looking at his mother who was just silently staring with a look of dislike.
"Well, how come daddy's son, why?
Alma must be surprised, Dad arrived.
From now on, I promise you, I'll be a good father to Alma, Alma would you care if I love and care for Alma?."
Alma nodded still with her gaze.
"If Alma wants, then Alma also agrees dong if the father is the same mother back?
Let's be the same as we used to be, stay together every day."
Alma looked at her mother, honestly her heart was very happy to be treated like this by her father, but Alma also did not want to see her mother sad anymore, because Alma knew, if her mother often cried silently by her father's actions, silent crying, and it can't happen again.
"Alma is done learning, Alma sleepy, Alma sleep first yes father, bund."
"This is still seven o'clock, still late afternoon kok already sleepy." asked Alim astonished by the attitude of his daughter who seemed reluctant to accept his presence.
"Yes father, Alma did not take a nap because there was additional tutoring at school so go home in the afternoon, now Alma was very sleepy to sleep."
"But I brought martabak with Alma's favorite pizza, cook not eaten, here to eat first."
"But Alma was full well, this afternoon had eaten the same meatballs brought by om Dimas.
Alma went to the room first huh, Alma wants to sleep."
'Dimas?
Did that man come here, how dare he not heed my warning.' Inner Alim did not like.
"Do you often bring men to come to your house Hana?
hypocrite you, then how different are you from me huh..."
"Funny you are, you can usually equate your behavior with others, obviously we are different even very different, you sleep with a woman who is not your wife as you like, and after she got pregnant you married her silence without my knowledge, if that is justified, for years you fooled me with your affair with that woman, but not in the least you are aware of your mistake, outrageous of you mas.
And I'm asking you, now that you're out of my house, now what's the reason you came here, Alma?
Even Alma is reluctant to meet, you should be aware of your mistake, not even accusing me of covering up your rot." Rihana was no longer able to hold back the emotions he had been holding back from earlier.
"I'm not leaving here, I'm still entitled to this house, there's my son and tonight I'm going to sleep here, you can't kick me out as good as you can." reply Alim with no idea of shame.
"Well, please if that's what you want."
"Well, I know you miss me, tonight I'll make you happy."
Alim smiled.
"Alright, if my words can no longer be digested, it is better that the citizens will throw you out, do you think I am that stupid mas, who will continue to be silent with a disrespectful attitude towards you."
Not long ago there were several men who came, one of whom was a pack RT, was silent Rihana sent a message to his wife Pak RT to ask for help.
"Asalamualaikum Bu Rihana."
"Waalaikumsallm, thank you Mr. RT and my father has come here, I want to ask for help, please help me to talk to my ex-husband, to get out of my house immediately, because from earlier I have asked him to go unheeded, even intend to stay here, while Mr. RT and the father know himself right, if we are not already muhrim, and obviously it is forbidden."