Pressure From Ex Husband
POV Jasmine
Thirty years or so isn't it a short time for me to know who my husband is.
Many disappointments and wounds that I have been saving, holding it for myself, for the sake of a wholeness of my household with Mas Rudi.
You idiot! Of course, I have been a foolish woman for many years, always forgiving my husband's mistakes when he pleaded and promised not to repeat his actions again. But it never lasts long, Mas Rudi will repeat the same mistake, again and again, until it happens for many years.
I'm just a human being, a weak woman who can get tired. The pain that I had been keeping, the disappointment that every time was excruciating. And the wounds grow longer.
When my husband's marriage to that woman came to light, that's when I've established this heart, closing all the gaps of apology for a traitor like him.
Mas Rudi is not only cheating, but he has also been evasive money in all my efforts. The number is not kidding, hundreds of millions he has taken without my permission.
I no longer want to be weak and keep quiet with all that. Until in the end, I gathered my children and told them everything, including my plan to claim Mas Rudi's divorce.
Thank God, my children have grown up and have been able to understand the problems caused by his father. They all gave their attention and support to me, because it is wrong here is Mas Rudi.
Marrying a former prostitute and stealing my money.
Maybe I was stupid, because I was silent and didn't want to sue my husband and ask for back the money he had stolen. But here I thought that I was tired, and did not want to add any more problems, it was enough to just get here.
I'm advertising money of four hundred million that Mas Rudi took. I don't know if I feel like he's gonna need that money, I don't know why my mind could be like this.
Although my relationship with Mas Rudi is not good, but my son still has a good relationship with Beni, his brother Mas Rudi. She is very different from her sister.
Beni is quieter and chooses a simple life. Realize that he has nothing. So that Beni willing to work part-time in his friend's workshop.
In fact, since Mas Rudi had married again, Beni was reluctant to go home for various reasons. But Beni always communicates with her sister Reni. It was from them that I got information about my husband with a woman named Piana, an ex-convict and a comfort woman.
A few days ago, I got word that Rudi was having a big fight with his young wife, and he even kicked her out. Found Vidio calling without wearing clothes and doing it with a man. His actions were discovered by my mother-in-law and vidio as evidence to show to her son. My in-laws are smart too.
After the incident, it seems that the woman was vengeful and did not accept being expelled by Rudi mas who finally went to see Rudi's boss in the office and dismantled everything.
I know because I got a phone call from his superior to confirm the truth of the report made by the woman. Yes, I also agree, it's all true. And it turns out that Rudi mas really issued disrespectfully without severance.
Maybe it's a reply and could be a reprimand of all his actions that love to cheat.
Which makes me sick when he came to this house with his sinless face and returned to play his sorry drama.
Maybe he thinks I'm gonna get that charade. I'm sick and tired of seeing his behavior.
"I hope, we can go back and forget everything, let's start from zero again. I know you still want to keep our household, right?
I've been cheering for Piana and I promise I will never repeat anything that hurts you and your child.
I swear!"
The words thrown from his mouth did not make me believe even care, I was sick and very upset to hear it.
It's good, he thinks he's who, he wants to play with my life.
I'm not the song Melati used to be so scared of divorce for not wanting to put my family to shame. But now that I don't think about it all, my mom and dad are dead. There are no more feelings I have to take care of. Because I believe, my son is quite mature in dealing with the problems of his parents.
Because there are times when we must be able to determine our own destiny. And I've decided to choose to end my story with Rudi. To save my life and my life to stay sane and come back good, without any pressure, heartache, hate and hurt. Let everything go back to what will make me comfortable. I no longer want to care about Mas Rudi and his fate after this. It all started with his own actions. So please enjoy the rewards of what he has planted. That's consequence.
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Message Love author Za & Z _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
I don't know how long the letters are in this description..
But not as long as the story is taken in the rain bala'.
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It is not impossible if the mahabbah is sometimes greater against a natural isim that is now simply gone..
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The loss makes itself
Isim Mufrod
Who only stands tall in solitude,
Like a letter that has no meaning
Without joining with the lost..
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Various lafadz and letters have been collected to be with Muzakar, muannats, and others, bala' come snatching fi'il nahyi already present ⁇ and ⁇ , then the journey, then stay dhomir himself. If there is a fi'il that appears again, it may be only the fi'il mudhori' that tells the past.
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When humans are in the present tense, surely the simple future tense will also complement. All takes place probably with noun as an object, supported by verb invinitive, auxiliary capital, pronouns, and others..
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But finally, the plan and design are not as beautiful as simple future that has become a simple present. So all that remains is present perfect and simple pastense, even past future and past perfect do not miss, remain the pronoun alone. Then all plans can be taken into memory before they become reality..
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There are times when we are placed in a state of isolation in undergoing exams. When happy, many complain difficult, but when difficult, there is no place to complain no one contributes happy.
Well.. Like a dhomir without fi'il wa fa'il or like a noun without verb and object.
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Qod salaktur sabilarrosyadi muddatan
I've been on a path of guidance for a long time
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وَقد أَصَابَنِيْ كَثِيْرٌ مِنْ الْبَلْوَى الاَّئِمَةْ
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And has befallen me so many painful bala’
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الَّتِيْ رَمَتْ بِيْ إِلَى حَياَةٍ صَعْبَةٍ و شَديْدَةْ
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which dumped me on a hard and heavy life
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و شَقَّتِ النَّفْسَ الْمُغَيَّمَةَ وَالْهِمَّةْ
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And crushes the dim soul and all despair.
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الَّتِيْ رَمَتْ بِيْ إِلَى حَياَةٍ صَعْبَةٍ و شَديْدَةْ
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which dumped me on a hard and heavy life
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و شَقَّتِ النَّفْسَ الْمُغَيَّمَةَ وَالْهِمَّةْ
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And crushes the dim soul and all despair
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فَياَ رَبَّناَ…
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Duhai our Rabb…
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نَوِّرْنِيْ بِالْهُدَى وَالسَّعَادَةِ وَاْلاِسْتِقَامَةْ
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Light myself with guidance, happiness, and istiqomah
حَتَّى يَأْتِيَنِيَ اْليقِيْنُ بِلاَ خَسَارَةْ
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Until death picks me up without any loss
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إِنَّكَ سَمِيْعٌ قَرِيْبٌ مُجِيْبُ الدَّعْوَةْ
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Verily, Thou art All-Hearing, All-Near, and All-Acknowledging all do’a
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But the closest in every situation is God..
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So do'a and hope remain.
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Allaahumma innii 'abduka wabnu 'abdika wabnu amatik, naashiyatii biyadik, maadlin fiyya hukmuk, 'adlun fiyya qadlaa'uk, as-aluka bikullismin huwa laka, sammaita bihi nafsaka, au anzaltahu fii kitaabika, au 'allamtahu ahadan min khalqika, awis ta'tsarta bihii fii 'ilmil ghaibi 'indaka, an taj'alal Qur'aana rabii'a qalbii wanuura shadrii wajalaa'a huzni wa dzahaaba hammii
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O Allah, I am Your servant, Your servant's son, and Your servant's daughter. My seeds are in your hands. Your law applies to me. Your resolve is fair to me. I ask Thee by all the names which are Thy own, which Thou hast called Thy self with it, or Thou hast sent down in Thy Book, or which Thou hast taught unto one of Thy creatures, or that You keep secret in the supernatural knowledge that is with You, that You may make the Qur'an my cool, the light of my chest and the melting of my sorrow and the withering away of my restlessness.
(H.R Abdullah bin Mas'ud radliyallah 'anhu)
