Please, Be Mine

PBM 36

Very slowly everything changed, the wounds that used to be in my heart slowly disappeared little by little, really he is a very different man, thank God for sending him to me.

****

that afternoon when I came home from work I saw Ijal already in front of the gate to pick me up.

Fita: you picked me up, no love for tidings?

Ijal: what to wear by all means.

Fita: yes it is up to you.

Ijal: so no?

Fita: so?

Ijal: where are we going?

Fita: go home baby.

Ijal: I think I want to walk first, okay then we go home.

Let's eat first I'm hungry.

Ijal: Can you eat what ?

City: baso.

Ijal: ready baby.

Motor is running at medium speed..

Ijal: how is your job today?

Fita: my job is good, baby.

Ijal: seriously dear, but I see from your rich face there is a problem, why dear? try stories!

Fita: my work contract is running out soon, so how dong, where should I find work ?

Ijal: it's okay baby, besides I've also been this work, and my salary is also good, it's okay to count for your rest first baby, baby,later if the windfall is also not where dear.

Fita: thank you dear.

yes, Ijal is always encouraging and strengthening me in whatever condition it is.

tranquilize heart..

once at the baso stall, I ordered a baso for ijal with yellow noodles while I mixed.

yes so his favorite food, baso with yellow noodles and salt is quite a lot, although for me it tastes salty but for him it's delicious because it's his favorite..

*/

until I'm home.

Ijal: I went straight home.

fita:iya okay dear be careful, later do not forget to tell me yes.

Ijal: yes, dear, when I hear about it.

*****

The day goes on, the time goes on and the moon gets longer and longer at the end of the year.

Arriving at the end of the year, that day I was enjoying the new year holiday at home while chatting with Ijal.

Fita: later we go for a walk, baby?

Ijal: it's up to you, baby.

Fita: okay then baby.

*/

At night I'm just at home, my mind might not take you anywhere and finally, finally,

Where are you, baby?

Fita: at home, why?

Ijal: say you want a way,ayo I'm already ahead of this.

Fita: are you serious? I will go out and get ready.

Ijal: okay I wait, baby.

A few minutes later..

Fita: you are a habit if the road does not say first, I feel sorry for you so wait for me.

Ijal: it's okay baby, it's been let's go up.

Fita: where are we going?

Ijal: wherever it matters to you.

Fita: you can be so dear. (i blushed shyly)

without asking much more, I climbed on the motorbike walking down the streets of the capital, which at that time had many events and stages everywhere.

We stopped at a park in the menteng area, where I ordered 2 coffees and we sat down by the fountain.

Ijal: let's see the fireworks here yeah, no nothing?

Fita: yes nothing (while smiling)

Ijal: do you I see beautiful baby?

Fita: can you really seduce me.

Ijal: seriously, yes already if not believe.

Fita:did?

Ijal: yes why?

Fita: january 4th I have finished my contract.

Ijal: yes I know, yesterday you told me, then what else ?

Fita: later what about the cost of my life in the future, if there is no work call?

Ijal: don't you think about it, just look at the fireworks it's about to start.(while pointing up at the sky), good no?

Fita: nice darling.

A few more minutes the year will change but unfortunately at 23:50 it is raining heavily on the capital.

Fita: how Ijal we rained this.

Ijal: let's go there.

Ijal and I looked for shelter with some other people around the park, Even though the rain poured down suddenly but the fireworks continued until exactly 00:00 wibs.

For me that year was the year where all the prayers I wanted were answered,I had a decent job despite the many injuries I had but God gave him who miraculously opened his heart to me.

It's cold, right?

Fita: yes..

Ijal: here I hug (while hugging my body which is shorter than Ijal and smaller)

Although the fireworks show was over, the rain was still pouring.

It was getting late at 01:35 am.

Ijal: reckless time yes, it's already night knows it's morning instead.

Fita: I am free.

Ijal: let's go bablas, you wear my helmet.

Fita: what do you wear?

Ijal: already , it's okay I don't want you sick.(take a helmet on me)

*/

until I'm home.

Ijal: immediately rinse your body, just wash your head.

Fita: you should love, besides you are rained, my head is also wearing a helmet.

Ijal: still your body wet baby, I go home yes.

Fita: carefully.

For me now my life feels perfect, having the best friend, the best amazing partner,although one more attitude cuckoo him and full of puzzles but he always shows everything by deeds not just talk or nonsense what else sweet promises.

*)

time passed until one day I found a message from someone, someone who was no stranger to me, someone who left a wound so deep,someone who intentionally left me without thinking how hurt I was then.yeah, that person is nothing but an arib..

Arib: how are you?

Fita: who is it?

Arib: did you forget me? so tega.

Fita: yes suddenly my memory disappears after you leave !!!

Arib: I'm sorry.

Fita: I have forgiven you first, then now what do you want?

Arib, I just want to apologize.

Fita: that's it !!!

Arib: how are you?

Fita: good news, very good !!!

Arib: I see you already have a lover, as I know you.

Fita: it's none of your business, which obviously I am now much happier !!!

Arib: I'm sorry fita.

Fita: if regret is present in front maybe I won't get hurt !! do you know how my heart broke back then , how fragile I was then , how I went through everything myself !!! do you know that !! you don't understand that !!!

Arib: I know, then from that I'm sorry.

Fita: I've forgiven you.please don't bother me anymore !!

Arib: why?

Still asking why? I used to have no job, no nothing, many problems, many difficulties where do I experience you? disappeared like the earth swallowed, just because I asked about our relationship where you want to take it!

Arib: at that time I felt unworthy of you so I left.

Fita: Basic Man Does Not Know Himself !!

Arib: sorry..

I no longer reply to her messages because I already don't care about the stale excuses of humans like her..

I immediately contacted ijal, telling her everything in ijal..

Fita: I'm sorry baby was so wise to contact me.

It's okay, baby.

Fita: you're not jealous? not angry?

Ijal: why am I jealous of rich children only.

Fita: you don't love me, if you don't feel jealous.

Ijal: hey who said?

Fita: I was the one talking.

Ijal: I'm not jealous doesn't mean I'm not dear, you're saying rich.

Fita: keep what?

Ijal: I believe you baby, we also want to be serious.okay.

Fita: yes okay, baby.

Ijal is like that, sometimes I offend and look around for the contents of his heart, whether he loves me or not, but all this time he's been here with me without leaving me,always proving everything is precisely me who feels inappropriate for a man like him.

****

Time is passing by, now I'm no longer working and I'm unemployed.

busy I just look for work to and fro, post there post here praying for a much better job but no windfall approaching. now that Ijal has worked I cannot ask him to accompany me to find work, as much as I can try and find work myself.

Sometimes I like to pick him up on duty at the monas to take him home together.

Fita: what time do you come home?

Ijal: 3pm, baby.

Fita: want me to pick it up?

Ijal: may, wait for me at the stop yes or you want to approach me to the location?

I'll just wait in front, baby.

Ijal: okay, I'll let you know when I'm going out, baby.

Fita: okay, spirit dear..

*/

The journey using the busway I take about half to an hour.

arriving in front of his workplace I immediately contacted Ijal.

Fita: honey I'm in front.

Ijal: wait a minute, baby.

Not long after, Ijal went out with his coworkers.

Ijal: hey baby, thanks for picking up.

Fita: yes, dear.

Dodi: this is your girl?

Ijal: yes this is dodi, introduce my future wife.

Dodi: dodi (while reaching out)

Father: fita.

Dodi: then I go home Ijal.

Ijal: okay.

We walked to the busway stop, smiling at me.

It's also my routine now, though not forever but this is what I can do while I'm looking for work.

Although I feel unemployed I have more spirit because there is someone who accompanies me in my current condition is different from what I used to pass alone ..

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