Please, Be Mine
PBM 34
Greetings and blessings have come back from buying breakfast for all of us ..
Home: sister fita, this is breakfast sister.
Hearing the voice of my faith directly outside the room approached those who were in the kitchen.
Fita: buy what are you?
Home: noodles, eggs, saus, the same vegetable lontong for ijal, there is porridge but it is finished so I buy vegetable lontong .
Fita: even good is important if not in love to eat noodles, it wants to be cooked with what alone?
Imah: with brother, the recipe that cooks, he if cooked delicious noodles must be .
Rest: yes dong.
Fita: your level (while laughing)
Me and I just helped a little further blessing who cooked for us.
After the ripe noodles restu brought out to the living room, we ate together there without any jeez because he had not woken up and I could not bear to wake him up.
Brother, Ijal not called for breakfast?
Fita: still sleeping, let's get her.
Restu: how was last night? (while flirting)
Fita: what are you (while smiling)
Come on: I'm honest with you, ask him.
Fita: I don't know if it's serious we're a boyfriend, Ijal last night just said "you want to be serious no, if you're serious I'm serious until we get married", so doang.
Restu: it's a sign that he has opened his heart to you.
Fita: time?
My blessing: it's serious.
Fita: I still doubt, besides Ijal likes to suddenly disappear, I want to see first how he behaves to me.
After breakfast, I clean everything up and my job is to wash the dishes.
Sometimes I daydream about last night, in my heart there is still a little doubt, there are still many questions, there is still fear because of the experience that I have experienced a lot,I just don't want everything to happen again in my life when I love someone with all my heart but they hurt me with all their heart.
After washing the dishes I sat on the sofa while watching television and saw the faith and blessing who were busy with their respective cellphones.
Not long after, I entered the room leaving me and my blessing in the television room.
The hour hand had shown at 09:00 in the morning but there was no sign of Ijal if he was awake.
I finally decided to see him in the room.
Slowly I sat down beside him trying to wake him up in a very subtle way so that he would not be surprised, but when the stairs I stopped at his neck I felt his body warm,I looked once again at the head area, jidat,iya really if I had a fever, when I was immediately worried what I should be, I slowly tried to calm my breath slowly and then I went outside the room.
I looked for a basin or container that was there that could be filled by water, I prepared warm water and took my little towel that was in the bag.
I began to compress slowly while hoping that her body heat temperature dropped.
Long enough I was in the room while continuing to flip the towel over the head of Ijal, I think the water has started to cool and Ijal began to wake up slowly with a semi-conscious state.
Fita: do you want anget tea?
Ijal: no, thank you.
Fita: continue to want what? body Ijal hot know, Ijal want fita kerokan?
Ijal: no need fita, I'm nothing .
Fita: if there is anything just call it yes fita is outside.
I left him who was slowly back to sleep.
Restu: has he woken up?
Fita: he's sick, he's hot, here I've been compressing him.
Restu: again last night people's children were invited to stay up late.
I didn't answer my blessing, I thought it was my fault, I took him to stay with me when I knew he was tired and wanted to sleep.
Restu: it's like this at this time you're in the shower there.
Fita: do you want to shower first what I first? (whilst yelling at the room)
Brother first, cold to know, I'll end up taking a shower.
Yes, I took a shower first.
After the bath, finished the makeup I saw the state of Ijal in the room, it turns out he was awake, I approached him and held the eel he turned hot began to come down.
Fita: what do you feel?
Ijal: it's okay, don't get dizzy either.
Fita: want a scraping?
Ijal: no.
Fita: wake up first, there are other ready already on the same bath again get ready, do you want breakfast first?
Ijal: is there breakfast?
Fita: ada, so buy in front of the vegetable lontong.
Ijal: yes it's later , finished my shower breakfast.
Fita: then I want to clean up the mattress first, where's your change dress? want me to prepare?
Ijal: there it is in the closet downstairs.
I prepared a change of clothes for him.
Fita: this (while giving clothes)
Ijal: take a shower first.
Fita: yes.
Finish cleaning the room and cleaning all my stuff and ijal.
Ijal: this (gives a towel)
Fita: yes put dong , in the original place why love me?
Ijal: put it where?
Fita: put it in the kitchen (take a towel and go outside the room)
Ijal was preparing, I prepared food on the table and warm milk for him.
Fita: you want milk, if you want yes to drink, if you do not want to be thrown away later I drink, this is to eat first.
Ijal: yes.
I'm still busy going outside looking at what things are already there and what's lacking.
Ijal: why are you?
Fita: bebena.
Ijal: here used to sit next to the new I eat.
Fita: eat alone yes, I am still busy tidying up our goods.
Ijal: then later you are done!
Fita: yes I am accompanying you.
I sat next to him and accompanied him to eat vegetables.
Restu: why are you? getting sick?
Ijal: no.
Restu: said Fita you are sick.
Ijal: no why-why, I'm not sick either.
Fita: your body was hot.
Ijal: seriously not why.
Fita: then you eat alone I want to continue tidying up our goods!
Ijal: ouch?
*/
Everything is clean, it's done, it's neat just waiting for mamang villa to come.
After the mamang villa came, we continued to prepare to go to tourist attractions in bogor.
Before heading to our location to the gas station first to refuel.
Ijal: fita, my stomach is not good, there is no wind oil?
Fita: well I don't have, would you buy it first?
Ijal: oh no need then.
Fita: wait yes, while gw to minimarket first (while walking towards minimarket)
Where is sister Fita going?
Tag: to minimarket.
Not long after, get out of the minimarket and walk a little quickly towards ijal.
Fita: this is the wind oil you asked for, rubs into the stomach, to the neck, why do you want me to do it?
Ijal: I can be alone.
Restu: how do you continue what is behind this?
Fita: just go back.
Ijal: go on, I'm fine.
Ijal: yes fita, already let's go blessing, you but in front of me come from behind.
Restu: okay.
Fita: this is serious, I'm worried, are you really strong?
Ijal: yes dear (while smiling sweetly at me)
Along the way I didn't really enjoy the ride because my eyes were only focused on the Ijal, I was still worried that he might faint or we were wondering.
Arriving at the little venice tour of the city of flowers bogor I still focus on the direction of Ijal and occasionally ask the state of him, what he feels.
After getting 4 tickets we entered, here my focus is a little shifted because this tourist spot is almost like the city of Venice that is abroad.
Suddenly Ijal sat in the park while applying wind oil to his body.
Fita: imah, you if you want to walk, just walk there two later I follow, I want to take care of ijal first.
Is this really brother? I'm going around, I'll just call.
I approached Ijal and sat down beside him.
Ijal: where are you?
Fita: again on the twirling.here I'm the crackle (while taking the oil of the wind removed him and looking for coins in the bag), if he says do not mengeyel ,earlier in the villa I also have offered to be in the kerok what not, do not sell expensive!
Ijal: yes yes.
Fita: danger knows if the wind in the wild, here open your jacket I scrape on the same neck your arms a little, besides where you might also remove clothes here.
I scratched my neck and arms and slightly in the back area.
Fita: how? are you feeling well yet?
Ijal: already this, starting to feel good also my body.
Fita: actually how can I gang up on people, but for your sake, why can I suddenly swerve like this.
Ijal: good, let's all learn from now on, red isn't my body?
Fita: so red!! bandit the you!
Ijal: want a photo?
Fita: will.
Ijal: let's take a walk later we take pictures in front.
We went around little venice and occasionally took pictures together even though I was still shy.
It caught up with us who were sitting on the sidelines of a large ship.
Home: brother,ayo take a boat.
Fita: come.
We bought 4 tickets and rented 2 boats, one for me and Ijal and another for faith and blessing.
We circled little venice while paddling this little boat.
Fita: I'm tired, it's all that ngayuh ijal.
Ijal: okay.
A few minutes we went around little venice and finally we stopped in the middle of the lake.
Ijal: rest first yes I am tired of pedaling.
Fita: yes but not in the middle of this dong , if to sink how?
If I drown I help you, you know I can swim.
Fita: believe me, the time of the cruise children can not swim is strange.
suddenly we were silent to each other without a sound or a word.
Ijal: why silence?
Fita: still weird.
Ijal: what's weird?
Fita: you're weird.
Ijal: I'm serious with you, we start everything from here, trust me, I never lie with you (whose smile)
Fita: yes I believe it all.
*/
After being satisfied and the day began in the afternoon we decided to go home.
coming out of little venice I bought some egg rolls and ate both of them with an Ijal.
Restu: come home here we are, or where else ?
No, where are you going anyway? people have this afternoon , where there are tourist attractions that are open have closed times.
Yes, I'm tired of it, next time we play.
Fita: by the way there are many Arabs here huh?
Ijal: many, here want arab, bule people a lot, it just look at the villa in the same contents of foreign people all.
Fita: oh yes
*/
On the way home we looked for the famous souvenir center in bogor, not to miss the bogor ply as well.
Sometimes Ijal looks at me with a smile, sometimes I like to not understand what he means but I enjoy a sweet smile (:
*/
in the middle of the trip Before arriving at home we took the time to coffee and enjoy the warm sauce baso on the edge of Jakarta first.
Imah: dissatisfied, but enough.
Fita: yes later sometime.
Restu: yes while saving for snacks.
ijal: yes.
finally our order came, we enjoyed the baso and spent the night with a little guyonan.
After being satisfied we parted here because the direction of our house was different.
Fita: you guys be careful, thank you.
Blessing & blessings: okay.
On the way home I was still hugging Ijal while thinking how long he lasted or just a little while and then he left like the others, so I was still doubtful about all this.
Ijal: why?
Fita: it's okay me, oh yeah thanks for the holidays this time.
I also thank you for the holidays this time.
Fita: yes.
Arriving at home as usual it was quiet and quiet, I put some souvenirs on the table and cleaned myself.
before going to bed I saw my phone and there was a notice from Ijal, I was happy that he would keep me informed .
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the next day I woke up and as usual the phone was the first thing I looked for when I woke up.
Ijal: are you awake?
Fita: already.
Ijal: very noon.
Fita: heheh, how's it been scraped?
Ijal: already (take a photo)
Fita: really red, sick huh?
Ijal: no pain, what did you enter?
Fita: night entry at 11 p.m.
Ijal: want in the anther no?
Fita: want si, but it's the same father, later if the morning shift yes.
Ijal: okay.
Slowly I began to clear my doubts though it was not much important I had to build up the belief that Ijal would make me happy and would not be like any other man out there.
I know how her nature is to me this is a good thing because little by little she's not being as indifferent as she used to be.
I hope we will be found in one destiny, I'm sure you are the place to go home and vice versa.
I'll be by your side when you're happy, hard I'll be there next to you.
Thank you for trying to build a relationship with me in a better and more serious direction,accept me with all my shortcomings and vice versa I will accept all your shortcomings and advantages that are so very miraculous to me ..
Thanks ..
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