Please, Be Mine

PBM 17

That morning it felt like Fita had a new spirit, he always said good morning to Ijal even though he did not respond at least he tried to pay attention to him a little.

Ijal had no news, Fita's messages were also nothing he responded to until in the end.

“Fita, where are you?” Ijal sent a message online.

“At home why?” Fita replied to a message.

“Temenin I walk, want not?” Ijal replies to messages.

“Yes I want, I get ready first ya.” Fita replied to a message.

“Oke, I'll be on my way soon, you wait in the usual place.” Ijal replies to messages.

Ijal finally called me. Fita nodded with a smile.

Fita was waiting for Ijal in an ordinary place, it had been almost 1 hour Fita was waiting for him, but Ijal had not arrived.

“Where are you? I've been waiting for you from earlier.” Fita sent a message.

“I am on the road, be patient yes.” Ijal replies to messages.

That's how Ijal is, sometimes he's very difficult on time but sometimes without being asked to know he's already there, he's weird for Fita but he loves him so much.

1 Hour passed and Ijal arrived.

“Sorry long.” Say Ijal while blinking.

“It's okay, so where are we going?” Fita replied with a smile.

“Just go first.” Say Ijal while holding Fita's hand.

Fita got on the bike Ijal and they darted away.

They walked through the streets of the capital that afternoon without a clear direction and purpose, until finally they stopped at a park in the middle of Jakarta.

“We just sit here first yes, the air is quite cool.” Say Ijal while pointing at the bench.

“Iya.” Fita replied with a smile.

Fita continued walking while looking for a good seat, there were also many couples who were spending time together like them, until Ijal pointed out.

“Sit there only Yes Fita, under a shady tree.” Say Ijal with a smile.

“Bby.” Fita replied with a smile.

Fita sitting with Ijal alone feels very happy, it feels very different when he was with Arib, it feels very comfortable and always wants to linger with him.

“Where, how?” Ask Ijal.

“What is it?” Fita answered in confusion.

“Yes you are with Arib how?” Ask Ijal.

“Do not discuss him first yes, we discuss the others only yes.” Fita replied.

“OK, then talk about us how?” Ask Ijal.

When Ijal talks about their relationship Fita can only smile.

“You're a photo?” Ask Ijal while looking at the phone.

“Bby.” Fita replied.

“This is my phone.” Say Ijal while giving a mobile phone.

Fita took the phone Ijal and they took pictures several times.

“Where is good no?” Ask Fita while looking at the photos.

“Good, I save ya.” Ijal answered with a smile.

“Ya save it yes.” Fita said with a smile.

“I'm sleepy this haven't slept, I slept on your thigh yes.” Sahut Ijal with eyes that dim.

Fita could only smile without a word, Ijal Pun began to lie on Fita's lap, it felt strange, his heart pounding more than usual.

That afternoon time went by quickly.

“It's starting afternoon, let's go home.” Said Fita while stroking her hair Ijal.

“Back later only.” Ijal.

“But it's afternoon Ijal.” Fita Say.

“I play 1 game first we go home, okay.” Ijal.

“Oke, only 1 game yes once play.” Fita Say.

“Iya bauble.” Ijal answered while laughing.

Fita accompanied Ijal to play the game for a while, Fita believed Ijal always kept his promise.

“Easy?” Ask Fita.

“Already, but my head is dizzy, rest a while ya.” Ijal answered while holding his head.

Either at that time Ijal just pretended to be able to linger with Fita or it's true that he was dizzy, because every Fita asked to go home there must be some behavior, he said, actually Fita also still wants to stay here with him but time is not supportive.

Finally Fita was delivered home by Ijal.

“I'm home yes.” Ijal.

“Reply message me yes don't forget.” Fita replied.

“Iya.” Ijal.

That's how Ijal, his people were so indifferent, Fita also had suspected Ijal would not reply to his message, he disappeared again at will but later without being asked also nongol.

*)

Fita was just waiting for news from Ijal, he had sent a lot of messages maybe already dozens of times but no one answered any, he said, that night that Sunday night he tried to contact Ijal and send a message but it was not Ijal who replied it was Arib who contacted him.

“Come way dear, I picked up ya.” Arib sent a message.

“Ya up.” Fita replied to the message with an annoyed look on her face.

“30 minutes I arrive at usual place.” Arib replied to a message.

“Oke.” Fita replied to a message.

Why not just Ijal si, even he who invites, males me as a rich macem he. Fita.

Finally tonight this week Fita with Arib, they went to the end of the asphalt as usual to Arib's house, they were still on the road and suddenly it was raining heavily and he felt in his house it must be raining too, finally they both took a short down in front of the store.

“You cold?” Ask Arib.

“No.” Fita answered while opening the phone and see if Ijal replied to the message or not but it was not there.

The rain began to stop and only a small drizzle came down.

“Let's just a small drizzle no matter.” Said Arib while looking up at the clouds.

“Iya.” Fita replied.

Fita continued his journey, when he arrived at Arib's house it really rained again with a heavy rain, when Fita's feet wanted to step in he felt something vibrating in his pants pocket, he felt, he began to make sure and then took his phone and there was a phone from Ijal, he began to move away from Arib who was busy drying his body.

“Hallo Ijal, what's up?” Ask Fita.

“Fita, can I meet you?” Ijal.

“I can not Ijal, I am again in a big hut, here also the rain is heavy it is impossible for me to go home with conditions like this.” Said Fita while looking out of the house.

“ Anyway I wait, I also get ready this, here also drizzle but the time I do not meet alone is not the same couple, anyway later I pick up.” Ijal answered while turning off the phone.

In her little heart Fita tried to find a way to get home in time.

“Who calls?” Arib asked as he approached.

“Oh this friend wants to play at home, I have to go home.” Fita replied.

“Darling you did not see that it was raining very hard once, anyways you want to say home we also just got to !!” Said Arib in a firm tone.

“But my friend how?” Ask Fita with a clear face.

“Ya just said can't.” Arib answered.

“But if the rain stops anterin I go home yes.” Fita Say.

“Ya is very important.” Fita Say.

Fita kept looking outside the house, she kept praying that the rain would stop quickly, she was very agitated, she said, for him Ijal is so important of anything but with this kind of rain it is also difficult for him to leave here.

Not long after Ijal called again and he began to pull over from Arib.

“Where?” Ask Ijal.

“I'm at Arib's house, it's still raining.” Fita replied.

“I wait for you Fita, here also rain I also rained.” Ijal.

“Ya already then you do it yourself yes, is it okay?” Fita replied.

“I've been waiting for you, I just want to meet you Fita, I'm also raining this.” Ijal.

“Sorry Ijal.” Fita replied.

Without another word Ijal immediately hung up his phone, Fita knew he must be angry and maybe disappointed with her, but Fita could not do much back then with such a difficult situation.

At 22:00 pm Fita was able to return home in Arib, when he arrived at home he was sure he was locked the door by his father outside because he came home not on time.

“Mother, I open the door Mother.” Fita said as she continued to knock on the door but there was no answer.

Fita's clothes were still wet and it was cold, he could only sit at the door with a cold, not long the door was opened by his father with a face full of anger.

“From anywhere you” Father said with a high tone of voice and a sharp gaze.

“Rain, so can't go home.” Fita answered with a clear face.

Fita's father began to raise his hand to hit Fita and was held by his mother.

“Don't be rude with this child already bad night at see people.” Say Mother.

“Include you.” Say Dad while pulling Fita into the house.

Finally Fita went into the house, that night he continued to be scorned by his father and he could only cry because indeed he and his father could not get along, the older he gets, the farther he gets with his father, the more he hates him. Fita sleeps with her clothes still wet while crying, even when it was to change clothes she did not dare.

The morning arrived, it felt Fita's body was cold and her eyes were swollen, she immediately woke up and changed her clothes, finished cleaning she checked her phone and there was no notification from Ijal, she said, he tried to apologize to her but Ijal did not respond.

*)

On February 3, exactly 1 month Fita with Ijal related as a couple, Fita sent a happy month message the contents of the message: (happy month yes dear, hopefully lasting kittanya, kittita, sorry for yesterday, dear), Ijal not long to reply to Fita's message, he is happy because Ijal still cares about him, but it turns out the message makes Fita hurt…

“Sorry yes Fita, we got here only.” Ijal replies to messages.

“You why Ijal?” Fita replied to a message.

“You have lied to me, he said I will be your priority but the proof is that you did not come, I just want to be in the future no more, no more, I'm raining to pick you up but you're like that, you're breaking our promise and deal Fita !!!” Ijal replies to messages.

“I'm sorry Ijal, but the condition is indeed I couldn't go home yesterday, I'm sorry.” Fita replied to a message.

“Now I ask you, you choose me or choose Arib !” Ijal replies to messages.

In Fita's mind at that time wanted to choose Ijal but Arib was with him from zero.

“Sorry Ijal if you tell me to choose yes I choose Arib who is obviously the same as me from the past.” Fita replied to a message.

“OK it's your choice !!! Okay don't regret if there's anything, now don't call me again, delete my number !!! Block everything Fita.” Ijal replies to messages.

“But I can't be far from you Ijal.” Fita replies to the message unknowingly tears fall on her cheeks.

“But you have chosen, it is not important too right, enjoy your choice !!!” Ijal replies to messages.

Fita has not had time to reply to messages Ijal has blocked everything, BBM is removed, WhatsApp is blocked, Facebook is blocked.

Fita felt whether this choice was right or wrong, he felt very lost Ijal in addition to all the closed roads, Ijal completely disappeared from his life, Ijal, it's his fault that does not keep his promise with Ijal when he only asks to be prioritized no more and not strange, this is his fault and only regret that he feels.

***

Time goes on, Fita is still with a situation that does not have a job and Arib began to be difficult to contact, Fita tried to catch up with him to the teak ranggon where his mother opened the stall he believes Arib must be there, Arib must be there, he just wants to find out where Arib is now. Upon Fita's arrival there he met Arib who was busy with his phone Fita saw at that time with a look of annoyance and disappointment.

Why can't he reply to my message when he's holding a cell phone. Fita nodded and approached her to ask further.

“Arib?” Call Fita in a high tone.

“Eh you are here the same as who?” Arib answered with a confused face.

“Self.” Fita Say.

“Here sit, what's up, this is far away and you're here by yourself?.” Arib answered while pulling his hand.

“Find you, you are going anywhere there is no news, see your phone already how many messages I sent !!!” Said Fita with a firm tone and a sharp look.

“I much work dear.” Arib replied in a clear tone.

“I saw you play with your phone but you can't reply to my message, I saw from far away !!” Fita Say.

“Darling, horrifying me, now I work in a motorcycle wash, you see me wet gini, I'm again really busy dear, I'm sorry ya.” Arib answered with a clear face.

“Why didn't you say? don't tell me, think about how I feel ! don't be selfish!” Fita said in a annoyed tone.

“Iya sorry, I also miss you Fita, but I have to make money.” Arib answered.

“I know it.” Fita Say.

“Sorry yes.” Arib answered while holding Fita's hand.

Slowly Fita began to feel that the path he chose was wrong, sometimes he remembered Ijal, surely Ijal would not do this.

Unknowingly Fita daydreams and suddenly Arib surprises her.

“Darling you daydream? Daydreaming what?” Ask Arib.

“No.” Fita replied.

“This I bring ice for you in a drink yes, I continue to wash the motor first a little later I will take you home yes, you were here the same mamah.” Arib.

“Iya.” Fita replied.

“I fast it works.” Arib.

Arib started to leave and Fita started to go inside.

“Mother assalamualaikum.” Said Fita while knocking on the door.

“Walaikumsalam, where have you been?” Mom answered while opening the door.

“At home only I'm Mom, the other motor mother to where ya Fita do not see the usual motor Arib bring?” Ask Fita while pointing.

“Oh it, the motor in Fita overcredit, after all Arib is also not working so yes I have oper only, because I'm sure definitely can not pay the credit.” Mother replied.

It is fitting that the motorcycle that Arib used to take for a walk with Fita is no longer visible and Arib also walks to the motorcycle wash, only his mother's motorcycle is still there.

That afternoon Fita was escorted by Arib home.

“Fita home yes bu.” Say Fita while shaking hands with Mom.

“Iya be careful neng.” Mother replied with a smile.

“The motor I brought for a while nganterin Fita.” Arib.

“Iya, do not long the motor will be used to the material shopping market.” Mother replied.

“Iya, come on baby ride.” Arib.

Arriving at Fita's house.

“I'm sorry ya.” Arib.

“Iya.” Fita replied.

“I'm home yes, I'll call you.” Arib.

Fita walked to the house, while looking at the place where she used to hang out with the children and of course the place where she first met Ijal, he said, now that the place is deserted with no more children hanging out because everyone is getting busy and starting to grow up, they all start to live their lives, each of them, every now and then he wants to repeat his past meeting with Ijal happily with him, he pulls out his phone and tries to contact Ijal but can't, he just resigned and remembered what David said to him first (If Ijal the dove I must have him back).

Ijal do not long yes go quickly back, Fita will make up for all his mistakes, he began to regret his choice, very….

 

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