Please, Be Mine
PBM 19
Fita's life has slowly returned to how it was, but she still can't make peace with herself.
“Learn to forgive yourself deck, not good as this continues.” Said Seful with a smile.
“Iya Mas, I will slowly try to learn to make peace with myself.” Fita replied.
Not long after there was someone who approached Fita, his name was Fatur, he lived in one village with Fita only different houses, initially their closeness only through Facebook.
“Hai, you Fita ya?” Ask Fatur.
“Iya, why?” Fita replied.
“You just acquaintance.” Fatur.
“But I don't know you.” Fita replied with a cynical look.
“Baren fitting there open event together that I see you, keep me find out about you.” Fatur.
“I don't care!!" Fita answered and left.
Pantes alone often every time I update the status of Fatur must give like, he is actually still under me a long way, he was born in 2000 while I was born in 1996, she deserves to be my sister. Fita sat down while on the way home and laughed wickedly.
*)
2 Months passed finally Fita decided to return to Jakarta and start everything from the beginning again, that afternoon he was accompanied by Kak Sahli to the bus terminal, he searched for Mas Seful because he promised to take him to the bus terminal.
Every now and then Fita looked to the right and to the left, to and fro but Mas Seful had not come.
“Who are you looking for?” Ask Mr. Sahli.
“Mas Seful Kak, he promised to drop off sister and meet sister before I left.” Fita replied as her eyes glanced around the bus terminal.
“Try you phone.” Said Mr. Sahli.
Fita had not had time to call suddenly Mas Seful was in front of him.
“This is the basis for your provision in the bus.” Saying Seful.
“Baso? How to eat Mas, this must use a bowl of tau.” Fita answered in confusion.
“The fruit is only a little, just for wetin only, so no need to use a bowl, spicy as you usually eat.the way is easy you just tear the plastic tip.” Seful
“Still Mas.” Fita replied with a smile.
“Sama-sama, let me know if it has arrived and do not forget to make the spirit of life again, okay.” Said Seful with a smile.
“Siap Mas!” Fita replied.
“One more, dik.” Saying Seful.
“What Mas?” Ask Fita.
“Do not forget to make peace with yourself yes.” Seful replied.
After that Fita immediately got on the bus and waved her hand towards Mas Seful and Kak Sahli, she cried she remembered how they helped her to get back up in her depression.
*)
Arriving in Jakarta Fita immediately prepared all the letters he needed while occasionally opening Facebook and he saw a message from Fatur.
“You've returned to Jakarta?”ask Fatur.
“Already.” Fita replied to a message.
“Later I will also go to Jakarta for work so I can meet you.” Fatur replied to the message.
“Keep the same business as me what?” Fita replied to a message.
“Don't cuek-cuek dong Fita, how about we date, you want, I like you from lama.” Fatur replied to the message.
“As far as you're important you don't bother me.” Fita replied to a message.
“We're dating now.” Fatur replied to the message.
Whether since the incident Arib is now not easy for Fita to open his heart, he closed it tightly, once, for him Fatur will only be entertainment only no more.
Tomorrow Fita immediately looking for a job to come here and there has been no results as well, until in the end he stopped at the oil company.
“What needs to be dik?” Ask Satpam.
“You ask sir here there is no vacancy huh?” Fita replied.
“Oh is there, put here later the father who will give your application letter into.” Sattam.
“Oh, yes this sir, thank you sir.” Fita replied with a smile and a hopeful face.
“Sama-sama.” Sattam.
That afternoon Fita did not go straight home, he stopped by the park he had once been with Ijal, he walked down the park and sat right where he had sat with him.
Fita's gaze was straight forward while trying to remember how she was with him, although short but for him it was very memorable.
I miss you so much, where you are now, we haven't seen you in a long time, I'm sorry. Fita sat in a position leaning beside the tree unconsciously her tears dripped down her cheeks.
Suddenly his phone shook, he picked it up and saw who the phone was coming from, apparently from Fatur.
“What?” Ask Fita in a cynical tone.
“I've been in Jakarta this darling.” Fatur answered.
“Iya.” Fita Say.
“Night week we play yes, to old city how?” Ask Fatur.
“Free, already yes I'm busy later again.” Fita answered and turned off the phone.
This is how Fita is now, cute, uncaring, then there's another call from the office number and he picks it up.
“Siang, with sister Fita?”ask the office assistant.
“Iya right” Fita replied.
“Tomorrow there is an interview test call at the oil company at 8 am yes, wear black and white clothes and bring stationery, already understand?”
The good news turned out, he was still with his gaze as before.
If Ijal knew how I was doing now. Fita sat down and then she went straight home.
*)
That morning Fita arrived at 07:00 and sat in the waiting room waiting for a call, at 11:00 pm for an interview, just a regular interview and he again had to wait for the last test, which is a speed test to choose an item that is okay or not.
All the tests Fita had gone well, then he went home and like yesterday he stopped by the park he used to go with Ijal, like sharing he told me about his experience today.
Not long after that there was a phone from the company number that he had taken the test.
“Sore, with brother Fita?”ask the office assistant.
“Iya?” Fita replied.
“Later in the evening you immediately start working yes shift 3 starting from 23.00 wib to 07.00 wib and meet with the supervisor, for the important free uniform is not a shirt yes, understand?”
“Iya understands, thank you yes.” Fita replied.
Fita is happy because she can finally work again, at least the time is now just to make money.
Suddenly a phone came in from Fatur.
“Where does dear receive?” Ask Fatur.
“Iya, later malem I directly work.” Fita replied.
“Good then darling.” Fatur.
“I want to sleep, later I work, you don't bother me first ya.” Fita replied.
Fita does not like Fatur too much, he only makes him as entertainment with this quiet condition.
The night Fita left for work, he still remembered what machine he first held, he was paired with an old child named Kak Riri.
“You're new huh?” Ask Riri.
“Iya Kak, please guidance yes Kak.” Fita replied.
“Yes, how do you want the work here, here if there are more days there are no holidays, but the wages are good, you just graduated from school?” Ask Riri.
“It's okay, sister, anyways at home also want to do what, better overtime. no brother, yesterday had time to work but out of contract.” Fita replied.
“Oh, work where before?” Ask Riri.
“In the company shampoo Kak.” Fita replied.
“Padahan good to know there if you are diligent you can be a permanent employee.” Riri.
“Not my whooping Foot anyways there it works heavy.” Fita replied with a smile.
Fita rested on his own at that time because he was new so not too joined with people, while Evi rested afterwards. The next morning Fita out of work at 07.00 wib in the morning it feels like he is starting to enjoy his work now, plus the supervisor is good, friendly and nurturing, he said,so it is not afraid and it is also impossible to fight if the supervisor is well rich like this.
His days go the same as last day, work, go home from work, sleep and work again, he never thinks to go out for him now it's time just for work, it completely shuts itself off from love.
Fatur decides Fita.
“We just broke up yes Fita, you are too busy with your own world you hardly have time for me.” Fatur.
“Jeez spoiled child, I have no time because I work not playfully remember that, just realize your age is also still below me !! you fit it so my sister, sober !!!” Fita replied.
Finally Fita just enjoy his life that is running this, more precisely the resigned.
You want to deket same I yes please, do not want deket yes already, no loss is my principle. Fita.
Fita really worked hard to pursue her dream to have a home, night so morning and morning so night, head for legs and feet for the head. A whole month and it goes on for months until his best friend scolds him, he's Gena's younger brother from David.
“You continue to work is not tired?” Ask Gena.
“Not a mouthful of heartbreak, calm.” Fita replied.
“Do not torture yourself, do not want to play?” Ask Gena.
“If I go in the morning there I am at home we can play, do not need to bring hard.” Fita replied.
“As far as you are, do you not want to find a girlfriend again?” Gena asked while flirting.
“I don't need girlfriend butuhnya money.” Fita answered while laughing.
“Jeez, you crazy huh?” Ask Gena.
“Iya I've been crazy, crazy as money, keep you want what !” Fita replied.
“Tersubscribe.” Gena Saying.
“Joking me, let's get me paid.” Fita replied.
“Really?” Ask Gena.
“Serious yes.” Fita replied.
“Eat ice cream yes in caffe okay.” Gena Saying.
“Free me payin, if need caffeinya I buy for you.” Fita replied.
“Can you, yes already come.” Gena Saying.
Fita and Gena are indeed as close as nadi, he is like his own sister and they each other never jaim, as it is, at least he entertainment as long as his heart is quiet because of Ijal.
If you know Ijal, I am like this because I regret not choosing you, hurry back, Ijal, I always wait for you here, always. Fita.
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