Pellucid

Chapter 39 - My Love Finds You

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Othor suggested playing a song called "Paper Milk" by Tulus.

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The entrance test for new students has already begun. Bening was preparing in his room. Today he entered the day shift because the morning was going to test.

Doctor Heni continues to be encouraging and very confident that Bening is able to pass the test with a value that will be satisfactory.

After passing three hours of entrance tests of new students, Bening was in the afternoon directly to the bakery, where he worked. In his heart he kept praying that he would get away.

Two days later, Bening was staring at his phone. His name became the top three with the best value.

Of course, he managed to enter the department he had chosen, namely Law Science. Dr. Heni was very proud to see the achievement of Bening in accordance with his predictions. Even its value exceeded his expectations.

"Congratulations, Bening. Good luck with the success of the lecture and smoothly until graduation arrives later," said sincere Doctor Heni praying for him.

"Amen. Thanks, Doc."

Then Bening said goodbye to take care of the administration to the campus. After that he will go to the tomb of the son for the first time. Dr. Heni allowed it.

After an hour in the administrative office of the campus, Bening finally officially became a student of the Faculty of Law at UGM for a new teaching where the lecture time will start simultaneously one week more.

"Alhamdulillah." said Bening sumringah while staring at the student card on his name which is now in his hand.

Then he put the card in his sling bag and rushed to the ojek to go to the final resting place of the son. Before that, I stopped by the flower shop. He bought a bouquet of white roses for his son.

His feet slowly stepped up, approaching the grave of the son he knew was located after asking the tomb guard. He was wearing a white canal dress with a floral pattern in the middle.

Then he crouched down near his son's tombstone. His hands trembled with water and placed a bouquet of white roses on the grave of the son.

Not to forget, Bening also opened his bag and took a small frame in which there are two photos of his USG photo and another photo of Bening carrying the body of his baby after birth. He placed the photo near his son's tombstone.

"Assalammualaikum put_ son of Ma_ma. Sorry Mama just came to see you, son. You're not mad at Mama, are you, sa_yang?" great-grandson Bening asked the son stammeringly. Sounds sad.

Those wry eyes began to tear up making his gaze a little blurry. Tears that began to pool and accumulate in his eye sashes, eventually dripping also by itself flooded his smooth cheeks.

"Mama is sure you're a good boy. I must not be angry with Mom. Mama promises to come here often. Honey playing with grandma there is fine. Don't be naughty or bother Grandma Dew there," Bening's great-grandson was getting sobbing bitterly.

Unknowingly her tears were getting louder and more excited. His eyes were puffy with his cheeks getting wetter and looking flushed. His hands were busy stroking the tombstone and the ground of his son's tomb.

"Sorry, sweetheart. Sorry Mama, Son. Mama who is not becus take care of you until you go ninggalin Mama alone. Huhu. sorry your mother who bo-doh this. Hiks.. hiks... hiks.." Bening's cries and screams grew heartbreaking and sobbing bitterly until both hands hugged his son's tombstone.

"Mama, please take good care of my son. Sorry Clear, Mah. Sorry Clear, Pah. I failed at being a mother! Huhu.." cried Bening while sobbing.

Degs...

The atmosphere of the cemetery was quite quiet, making the screams and cries of Bening sound quite clear. Moreover, the distance between Bening and a young man in full police service uniform who was crouching on the grave of his late father is not too far away.

His extremely sharp ears heard the shrieks and roars of the voice of someone once familiar, instantly teasing his soul and heart. Today he deliberately came from Jakarta to Yogyakarta because today is the anniversary of the death of his late father who died a few years ago.

He came to the tomb after his mother. Because his mother is still irate to talk to him. Upon arrival in Yogyakarta, he went straight to the grave of the father and had not visited the home of his parents. Even the mother did not know she had come to Yogyakarta.

Suddenly, he immediately turned his head and stepped slowly towards the source of the crying sound that continued to sound more and more heart-wrenching. His face suddenly turned deathly pale as he was near the girl who was closing her eyes and hugging a tombstone with tears growing.

Not focused on the surrounding. For he is shedding the taste that is in his heart. Until now the man in his past who tried to avoid desperately, God comes directly before him now.

The man was standing with a pale face staring at him. Yes, Arjuna is in the same burial area as Bening at this time. Even Arjuna was already standing in front of Bening right now.

Degs...

Arjuna's perfectly rounded eyes stared at the figure before him. Then a few seconds later the focus is directed at a tombstone that is being embraced Bening. The name of Arjuna's son was given when he died two months ago.

Then his eyes quickly looked at the clear stomach that does not bulge in general pregnant women. It was as if his spirit was being forcibly uprooted from his body. And his voice stuck in the esophagus. Cold sweat flooded him.

His heart was hit by a large rock. It feels really painful. More painful than knowing the news that the woman who contained her baby a few months ago was declared dead due to a plane crash.

But the bitter reality before him was now eating away at his soul. His son died. It was like drowning himself in the tomb of his own son. As a result of his booby caused Bening to suffer and now his biological son died.

"Be_ning," call Arjuna in a stammering tone.

Bening's hearing was immediately shocked to hear the voice of someone who had been familiar in his ear, Bening immediately opened his eyes.

Degs...

The two pairs of eyes were fluttering at each other in a straight-line view. Both were surprised. For sure.

She wiped her tears and stood up. The two views are still stuck together. No one wants to break eye contact between the two.

Silence happened. Shut up and shut up. The feeling of both of them is raging fret and ask questions with different questions in their minds. Finally Arjuna decided to speak first.

"What is he, my son?" asked Arjuna softly in a soft tone. His firm eyes suddenly became soft and already glazed staring at Bening.

"true."

Arjuna's heart grew increasingly mengelos hear Bening sound to answer him. He immediately closed his eyes and tears spilled instantly soaked his handsome face. Instantly the bones in his body were limp. He immediately knelt before Bening and the tomb of his son.

"I'm sorry if without your permission. I used your first name for him," replied Bening flatly.

Arjuna's cry broke out, that deep regret came back to haunt an Arjuna Sabda Mahendra.

"I'm sorry, Papa, son. I'm sorry, Bening. Sorry," said Arjuna, sobbing bitterly.

Bening just stared flatly at what Arjuna was doing before him. But the teardrops still wet his white cheeks.

"Nobody needs to apologize or be forgiven. All is the will of destiny. Excuse me first," said Bening flatly as he stepped away leaving Arjuna who was still kneeling.

Instantly Arjuna stood chasing after Bening. And immediately both Arjuna's hands tightly hugged Bening's body from behind. Now Arjuna's face is hiding in the recesses of Bening's neck. The man was still crying bitterly.

"Sorry.I'm sorry. Even if you forbid me. All my life I will say sorry to you. Please let me take responsibility for you. I beg you" said Arjuna Lirih pleading.

"Your responsibility is gone, Arjuna Sabda Mahendra. The boy is gone. You don't owe me anything to be responsible for. It's been off your shoulders since her heart stopped beating while in my womb," bening replied flat and straightforward as her gaze remained staring straight ahead and did not turn to Arjuna who was crying hugged her.

"But Bening, I_" said Arjuna cut off.

"Live well with the woman you love and that woman is better than me. Please let me go. My witness is waiting in front," said Bening.

Then he tried to take off Arjuna's hand that was holding her. And Arjuna let Bening go.

"I love you Clear. I'll make sure you love me too and have the same feelings that I've felt for you all along. I will prove to you that my love is sincere not just a sense of responsibility. With my love, I will definitely find you back even to the ant hole though," Inner Arjuna looked at Bening who was running towards the exit of the burial area.

"Thank you God. It's keeping the woman I love alive. And you brought us together today."

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No one else can stand

Stop my race, my love for you

I'm happy

You were born into the world

And you exist

Among billions of people

And I can

With my radar

Find you