Pellucid
Chapter 132 - Love of My Life
Four years after the birth of the twins.
Above the navel of Police General Prasetyo Pambudi sat a slightly distended woman. The woman was four months pregnant, her 4th baby.
The beautiful woman was wearing a sage green dress with a bone white hijab. Next to her, there is a beloved husband who wears his full police uniform.
Followed by the three adorable cute boys who wear the same nuanced clothes as their mother, the trending color, sage green. The three were busy running around their grandfather's navel while laughing carelessly. The ones that remained were kept in check by Bik Ningsih and Bik Siti as well as some of the aides who were with them.
In the woman's hand was a letter.
"Well, how are you?" ask Bening gently.
"Is it up there Papa has seen Bening and Mas Juna happy? Is Papa happy there every day, every time because he had gathered with Mama without having to separate again? Even accompanied by Papa's first grandson, Son of Arjuna," great-granddaughter Bening.
Arjuna quietly clasped his wife's shoulders which began to tremble. Signs that his wife looked teary-eyed mixed with longing. He tried to strengthen his wife.
For, however, as a child, we will certainly still miss and love the figure of parents who have left us to face the Creator. It will always live in our hearts. And it'll never die. Whatever happens.
"I'm sure the three of you must be happy together there with Papa Mas Juna as well. Bening is happy, Pah. Very happy. Thank you after Mama's departure, Papa didn't throw Bening away. Thank you for giving such affection and fond memories to Bening despite our short warmth. But all of that is very memorable in the heart of Bening and will not be forgotten forever. Thank you for all the gifts you give to your grandchildren. Not at all unexpected. Before leaving, it turns out that Papa has left it all to Doctor Heni," Bening's great-grandson increasingly sounded soft and sad. Her tears were shed without being told. Moisten her pretty cheeks.
When he remembered the twins' pregnancy at the age of five months, Dr. Heni came to him and gave all the baby gifts and equipment in very large quantities. All that, his father bought when in Jogja last time. And all those things were entrusted to Doctor Heni to give him at the right time.
Silence happened for a while because Bening who was still as unwilling as she was wiping away her tears.
"May Papa be calm there. This is a letter from someone who Papa may have been waiting for an apology from long ago. Because it has made our family sad. Make Papa sleep for ever leave Bening in the time when Bening still need Papa. But Bening realized all that was the fate of God. Bening and Mas Juna had already forgiven him. And Bening was sure, Papa would also forgive him. Maybe he's apologizing right there to Papa and Mama, too," bening said sobbing bitterly while inserting the letter into a small black jug made of clay. The pitcher they put on the mound of the land of the late Police General Prasetyo Pambudi.
Kendil who deliberately brought Bening and Arjuna to the tomb of the father to burn an apology letter from the late Della Wijaya.
Yes, Della died exactly two days ago after battling cervical cancer that she suffered in recent years while in prison. The fight has ended because the cancer has spread to almost all of the inner abdominal organs. Until finally took his life.
Della follows Doni's departure for all eternity. A month before Della died, Doni had gone home. The man died of H I V. He was buried in Garut next to Dimas's grave.
Right, I don't think I should be forgiven. I have done too much wrong to you, brother Arjuna and your family. I really want to apologize to all of you especially you, Bening. But I dare not look directly at you. I'm too embarrassed. It feels like a despicable human being like myself would be inappropriate if I dared to meet you in person. If you read my letter, it means God has called me. May in the hereafter, all of you forgive me. Say my apologies to your late father too. Later on if in nature I met him, I would prostrate at his feet to apologize for all my mistakes. I'm so sorry. Thank you, Brother Juna. Ii'm sorry.
From a despicable person you don't deserve to forgive.
Della´s.
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Now the fire has been lit Arjuna and Bening. The two burned the letter.
"Hiks..hiks...hiks..." The bening is getting sobbing. His crying could not be contained. Although since at home, he has tried to strengthen his heart so as not to cry but still can not.
"You are The Best Papa Ever. Love you, Grandpa General. Thank you Papa and Mama for naming your daughter Clear. Even though this self is full of sins. But until the end, the name Bening is still clear clear without stains. All because of Allah SWT and Papa's prayer. Stay present in the dream Clear yes, Pah. Bening will always miss and love Papa until this heart stops beating," great-granddaughter Bening lirih who still shed tears while moving forward to kiss her papa navel.
"Hiks...Hix...Hiks.." Bening's cries could not be restrained and eventually more and more spilled while hugging her husband.
The sudden cry of Bening made the three boys who had previously been engrossed in running around his grandfather's belly button, immediately stopping their steps. Then they looked at his mother.
"Huaaaaa, Mama. Why cry?" asked Berliana, the eldest, who finally cried as he stepped closer to his parents who embraced each other in tears.
"Hiks..hiks..huaaaa...huaaaa.." cried Brahma Satria Mahendra, the third child of Bening and Arjuna who was two years old also joined in crying while following the steps of his brother.
"Huaaaaa.." All three compactly cried loudly. Making Bening instantly stop her crying and smiling thinly looking at the three of her children.
"Let's cry already. Now let's say hello to Grandpa General. Then we go to Bandung to granny's grave. Later the pinter, Papa ajakin take a look at the stars to Bosscha." Arjuna tried to persuade his three children to stop crying.
"She's pintell, Pah." The Brahma who first prattled and stopped his cries when he heard the words of the way out of the lips of his Father. Bening and Arjuna's third child is very intelligent. Even though he was two years old.
"Me, Pah. Pinter also dong," replied Berliana who did not want to lose to Brahma.
"Ah. I always miss. Binar's too huh, Pah." Whimper one of their twins commonly called Binar.
"Goodle. Papah and Mamah boys are all cool. Great," said Arjuna gave a thumb sign to give positive appreciation to his three children.
The embodiment of good parents always gives an appreciation to our children. Although the appreciation we give to children is not in the form of physical gifts.
Just a compliment in the form of a positive word or two like my son is great, my son is smart and so on. It is very supportive in the brain of our children that they feel loved wholeheartedly by their parents.
Because actually the parents are the best role models that will be imitated by their own children. So if you want to give a good role model for our children. To be great and proud children.
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From afar a woman looked at the small family of Arjuna and Bening. The woman smiled happily at all of that.
"Pras, all your messages have been done as I promised. May you and Dew always be happy there. After this, let me go. Because this self has found its true love and it feels loved. Not love clapping one hand. Forever you will remain my first love. But he is the light that God brings to my life when my heart does not believe in what is called love. He brought so much love to me. A love capable of tearing down my soul and shaking my heart that has been frozen because of my love for you. Only he can make this stubborn Heni Widyastuti blush with shame when the love comes and I feel it. Goodbye Pras," Inner Doctor Heni as he glanced at the pink stork-shaped folding paper in his hand. A gift from Papa Bening for him, a few years ago.
Suddenly the figure of a man who still looks very handsome and handsome at the age of which is said to have reached half a century more was calling at once approaching him from behind.
"Honey," called the man in a firm yet gentle tone.
Doctor Heni turned his head and a smile appeared on his face. I saw my husband walking towards her.
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