Pellucid

Chapter 38 - Missing

To support the feeling in reading this chapter.

Othor suggested playing a song called "City" by Dere.

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Last night after taking a brochure, Bening was hit by doubts about wanting to leave the city of Yogyakarta. Because this city is the birth city of his father as well as Arjuna.

Although many of his Papa relatives settled in other areas, there was still a sense of worry that one day he would meet his father or Arjuna. Moreover, it turns out that Ayu is still a relative of Arjuna and Arjuna's parents also settled in this city.

In this city, however, is the burial place of his son. He could not leave the grave of his son. Although he has not set foot in the tomb of the son to date.

If he settled in another city, would rarely make a pilgrimage to the tomb of his son if he missed. Really dilemma.

But in the end he gave up. Because his heart prefers to live in the city of Yogyakarta. A city that brings good memories as well as bitter memories.

Single-minded. Six letters are easy to pronounce, but quite difficult to apply. He tried to rise from the slump. Even if the road has to be limped.

He is convinced that his future is still long as Doctor Heni said. Remaining himself desirous of writing that future with shining white ink or black ink that remains gloomy and way in place.

Bening decided to enroll in a study program of legal science education level Strata-1 or Bachelor (S1). Initially, he wanted to choose a general medicine major. But because the cost of studying in the medical department is quite high, while he has no permanent job, he decided to study in the department in accordance with the amount of savings.

Moreover, Doctor Heni slightly advised her to take a major that made her more mingle and meet many people. Moreover, a lot of issuing an opinion is better.

That will make it easy for Bening to have many friends, socialize, and speak out to get out his thoughts or opinions.

Anxiety disorders and post-traumatic stress or commonly called Post Traumatic Stress Disorder experienced by Bening can soon disappear and heal completely.

However, Dr. Heni still gives full rights to the choice is on Bening to determine the major of his study. Finally, he chose the science of law.

Doctor Heni smiled proudly at the choice of Bening who was different from what he told me before that the Papa wanted him to become a doctor.

But now Bening wants to determine what is the choice of his heart and also for his own mental health. Dr. Heni greatly appreciated this move.

One week later, Bening was finally accompanied by Dr. Heni to register as a new student candidate at Gajah Mada University, Yogyakarta. Three more days of assessment tests will be conducted simultaneously.

Bening also currently has worked as a cashier in a bakery or bakery shop not far from UGM campus. He deliberately took a shift model job so that later he could stay in college while working.

Although the doctor forbade it, but Bening still did it. Doctor Heni actually has one maid who will come in the morning and then come home every afternoon every two days to clean his house.

Finally Doctor Heni let Bening do what he wanted and liked. He smiled proudly at the spirit that emerged from within a Bening man at this moment.

"It looks like a person's face. But who is it?" inner Doctor Heni saw Bening from afar who was busy in the kitchen of his house.

"Ah.. is not possible Clear this one there is a relationship with him. Jeez Heni... Heni.. why am I still thinking of that scarecrow again. Forget Heni. He already belongs to someone else."

Doctor Heni cursed himself who still remembers someone in his past. Seeing Bening carefully made the memories of his past suddenly reappear in his memory.

She quickly dismissed the incident and apologized to her late husband. Whatever happens, her late husband remains number one. They were married because of a marriage.

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The atmosphere this afternoon was raining. Although the intensity is not so strong. In the streets of Yogyakarta many people deliberately pull over their motorbikes to shelter. Then the vehicle slowed down because the rain fell evenly.

Bening was silent staring at the rain falling behind the window of his room. He accidentally opened the curtains and saw the rain drops soaking the ground.

While in Jakarta, Papa Bening also saw rain falling quite profusely wet the capital of Jakarta behind the window of his room. This afternoon he came home early. Arjuna came to his house and wanted to stay.

Arjuna was sitting on the sofa in Bening's room near the window. He also stared at the rain and rain that drenched the earth this afternoon quite dense from the window of Bening's room.

I don't know why today he misses Bening so much that he asked permission to stay at Bening's father's house. Now, these three people are staring at the rain that is both falling making the surrounding air become cooler and cooler even in different cities.

The longing is getting worse as the rain falls more and more.

"Jinting, Papa misses. Are you okay in there with Mama?" inner Komjen Pol Prasetyo Pambudi wondered.

"I miss you, Bening. I love you. Titip greetings my longing and love for our child," Inner Arjuna.

"Father, Clear kangen. Is Papa there kangen Bening too?"

"Did he remember me, God, or did he forget me and his son?" mind Bening mute.

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Missing about you never left .