Patience Bound

Chapter 93

Two days have passed since the incident that day Arif is still faithfully locked himself in his room and Mona is still faithfully waiting for him this is the third day, has entered the third day, Mona goes into Arif's room carrying a tray containing food for Arif

" dear, eat first yes "Arif just shook his head weakly, how not his body has been two days without food

" dear listen to me, you may be sad, may be angry, and may regret the actions that you have done but your life must continue to make everything a motivation you must prove that you without them can live happily, if you can live happily, you can still continue to live and succeed and with this incident you can see clearly who really cares about you, if you are like this they will be satisfied to see you slumped, see now you know now Mira and what her name is she is getting married today, you show them that you are also very happy without them" Mona said at length while feeding Arif, kunyahan Arif stopped short of hearing today Mira is getting married there is a pain to his heart but a moment later he realized that he was participating in the marriage of Mira, Mira,because he had an affair with Mona so that Mira is no longer you live with her, Arif can only resign even though in the deepest recesses of his heart has begun to love Mira, but the feeling was disguised because of Mona's return to her life but it was too late for her to realize, she lost Mira and her son so much that now her father and sister left her alone let alone her mother had left them first and now the sense of loss was enough to make her down,

" you have to rise for your life" again Mona maneuvered after seeing Arif's horror, she did not want to lose Arif she would do anything so that Arif did not leave her life.

Arif is still quietly diving into his heart and fondling what he has to do said Mona there is a point also he must rise.

" we go back yes we continue our minds advancing our cafe" finally Arif nods in agreement as to what Mona's advice is even though he's not sure what she chose is right or wrong that he knows for sure everyone left even though he was aware that they left too because he's guilty.

" yes you've now spent the rest of the meal after that you took a bath and we left" Mona said and again Arif only nodded weakly.

Arif will try to find out who Mona really is in his own way he is very curious why everyone is so much dislike Mona, he said,who Mona really is and if Mona is what they say she will try to change it even though Arif does not know if she can do it.

after they finished preparing, they finally left the village on their way, just silent, no one dared to start a conversation

" honey you now can't possibly live in the Ridwan house that you used to live in with your parents, how were you staying at my house?"mona asks, Mona really wants Arif to always be with her, because she does not want to lose her hunt, Arif sighed before answering Mona's question

" i'd better find a boarding place around the cafe just so that it's not far away from work" Arif tried to reason because he was sure that they were not home all would add to the problem.

" you know what the cost is, at least stay in the apartment I offered first as you want Yes" whined Mona

" i'd better stay at the hostel anyway it will add new, more complicated problems" he explained to Mona

" what's the problem?" mona says getting upset, Arif takes a deep breath before answering Mona's question

" i see, we will get problems from people around us because we are not married, what people say if we live one roof but there is no marriage bond" explained Arif

" we're getting married but not now we need time I want you and Susi to forgive me completely, then we'll get married, I hope you're patient first, and we should have to live not at home because if we are one house it will be difficult for us to get, until here you understand" said Arif at length.

"but you work in a cafe, right?" ask Mona again

"i don't know if I should try to find another job I want to prove to everyone that I can support myself without having to rely on you, and I want you to also be able to accept me if later I get a job that is not big salary" Arif said explaining his wish

" you want to avoid me as they want, and intend to leave me after what I did for you,?" Mona was already crying, Arif took another deep breath, shaking his head

" i don't want to avoid you, if I avoid you I won't ask you to accompany me to find a rented place, right if I avoid you, you can find me in that place, you can find me in that place,I'm just pointing out that I'm a responsible man who can't only take refuge from your treasure, he said, I want to show them that what they think is wrong I approached you because I love you not because of your possessions" Arif Mona said

"if I miss how"

"we will meet weekend or we can call if we have a cell phone" Arif assured Mona

" but you have no intention of leaving me, do you?" mona asked still hesitant to agree to Arif's request

" what is the reason I left you, I will not be able to avoid you, anyways all about me you know" Arif said again

" if I help you find a job like what?" asked Mona again offering help, Arif shook his head

" i'll try to find it myself if it's new I'll ask you to help you" said Arif, Mona sighed for a while and nodded in agreement

"sorry not that I don't appreciate all your help, but I'm careless at saying that I'm only taking refuge in a Mona I want to prove that I can also progress without your help, too, and after I succeed I will immediately propose to you to be my wife," said Arif me. Apologize because he realized a little bit of Mona would be disappointed, for sure, but he has to do it he has to be decisive in order to make it all happen.

Mona finally gets back to running her car looking for a decent contract for Arif to stay in.