Patience Bound

chapter 11

after Susi and Ridwan came home they were still sitting in silence, actually Ridwan decided to come back and suggested that ok Agus, Mira and Arif stay at her house while she and Susi are alternately waiting for Miss Diah only Susi refused on the grounds that tomorrow the child tomorrow must go to school and finally Ridwan decided to take Susi home and he will go to the hospital again.on the road only silent Susi can only choose his clothes look once if he was scared and was was, until in a place that is rather quiet and deserted Ridwan pulled his car over

" what do you mean you lied to me, huh.?" ridwan asked it seems like the question that he had wanted to ask soon would be overflowing at this time also from earlier he was resistant because it was not good with Susi's family and it was impossible that he would also ask at home because there are children, "why do you make such a useless person and like not caring about the state of mama huh? Mama is your mother why do you have the heart to behave like that, you do not realize how panicked, difficult father, bang Arif and Mira looking for and thinking of a way out for the treatment of mother, mother, you know for yourself what their situation is like, they are fit What part you do not worry, hah let alone helping with medical expenses see if you were never this kind of child you are and now you're dragging me to be a very cruel person like you" anger Ridwan finally spilled also he did not think with the behavior of his wife, while Susi has not had time to defend herself has been cut again the same Ridwan" actually your problem what the hell is the same as your family? just like your real mother you have the heart to do that, do not let my family who experience such things you will do more cruel things." he continued furiously and gasping in anger, Susi raised her head with tears soaking her cheeks

" i.. I ..." Susi has not continued her words she wiped the tears with her hands "I don't want you to worry and not focus "

" is that all?" Susi shook her head

"Astaghfirullah Susi, you think no, you are not responsible but you are my responsibility automatically with mamah and father, indeed legally it is the responsibility of bang Arif but look at the economic situation bang wiser, while we are able to be obliged to help them we have susi..." Ridwan rubbed his face rough not knowing what to do with Susi.

" why the hell are you always defending them, I'm your wife mas you should defend, not them!" Susi replied without any guilt even like she was the victim.

" yeah already said the same you will have no end we discuss this next time I have to go to the hospital again, I take you home and I will take my needs while in the hospital" said Ridwan while doing the car at moderate speed he seemed to draw and take a deep breath to relieve his mounting emotions and was afraid to do things that were out of bounds to Susi his wife.