Patience Bound

Chapter 107

Arif opened the door with a random face and clothes scrambling, and an excited expression

" geez baby why are you so this really what pain?" asked Mona with a panicked face and hugged Arif who did not return his embrace but did not refuse, in the heart of Arif begged God that his charade is not known Mona, but also in the heart of Arif, somehow the feeling of love that has been so big is now evaporating somewhere, somewhere, Arif recalls the footage where Mona threatened Sifa and Rayhan with a knife and did not feel her tears flowing and it was realized by Mona

" dear why? what happened" and it became a special advantage for Arif it turns out that God supports his charade, Arif immediately wiped his tears and sat on the sofa in a sluggish manner

" honey I beg you not to be like this, same story me" said Mona while stroking Arif's jaw, Arif did not answer he just handed the Envelope with the hospital logo in a weak tone

" what does this mean?" asked Mona not understand

" i want to ask you" said Arif pausing his words while staring fixedly at Mona's eyes "do you love me?" ask her again

" you are why the hell in asked what the answer is" said Mona annoyed

" Just answer" said Arif

" yes I do love you" said Mona steadily

" you won't leave me behind no matter what happens to me?" asked Arif while looking fixedly at Mona, honestly Arif loves Mona but considering everything Mona has done to her family her heart is so sore

" I'm not going to leave you, you're the reason," he said nervously, Arif smiled wryly

" ok I hold your talk, I hope that after you read it you will still not change" Arif said as he handed the envelope again with a face made alarming, finally Mona grabbed the envelope slowly with trembling hands opened the envelope and read the contents Arif looked down and looked at Mona fixedly, his mouth opened with eyes bulging his hands closed his mouth open then turned his gaze towards Arif's handsome face, Arif seemed to be trying to scratch j****rnya and face flushed like something and Mona looked at Arif with an indecipherable look

" as from when did you feel these symptoms," Mona said weakly

"actually already from the village even I have felt it but I can still hold it" said Arif paused his speech "peak yesterday and just came home from work I ventured to check and turned out the results.." arif said he could not continue, he stared fixedly at Mona's flat face

" why don't you ever talk to me" Mona asked

" i'm afraid you left me" said weak Arif

" what if I catch it too" Mona Pias said

" sorry "that's all that comes out of Arif's mouth

" how is this" Mona panicked

" you should first check "a suggestion Arif, sighing heavily "you will not leave me right" asked Arif

Mona does not answer Arif's question, Mona's face looks pias and sweat

" dear, I beg you to answer me" said Arif, shaking Mona's shoulder, while Mona was silent "if you want to leave you with me" Mona didn't react at all she just kept quiet like a depressed person

" i have to go home already night "that's all he said while walking out without caring about Arif, Arif just smiled wryly staring at Mona's departure

" i was stupid and even stupid to love you" Arif said his heart hurt to see the woman he had been fighting for even he was willing to sacrifice his family but he just left.

" o God give me strength, open lose your sorry door" Arif rubbed his face rough, he did love Mona very much she was Arif's first love, Arif, Mona is the first person to enter Arif's life after Mona just arrived Mira, Arif saw the clock has shown half a ten-night clock he walked gontai towards his room, Arif said, he saw Syifa who slept soundly hugging her beloved doll that Reynand bought

" pardon my dear father for your father's stupidity to get affection and attention from others who even love you more than Dad, I promise to make up for all of your stupidity" said Arif, gently dipping his forehead and not feeling a tear falling on Syifa's forehead, Hadi went to the bathroom and cleansed himself afterwards and prayed isya he prayed for forgiveness for all the sins he had committed, his breathing was tight with regret and pain.

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Mona drove her car through the streets of the capital that began to be empty, when she arrived at the basement apartment she parked her car as long as she lay her face on the steering wheel, she really loves Arif, she really loves Arif, he then went down and walked unsteadily towards and climbed the elevator regardless of the people's view of him, then he entered the room and entered his room and dropped his body on the bed he was shocked to hear Arif had the disease

" why should you, why the disease "he cried, he cried, honestly Arif is the only man who is always loved even though not only Arif who is a man who touches his body but love and heart just the same Arif, hard work he gets Atif love, Atif, but why does it have to be like this

" wait if Arif has the disease don't ..." Mona didn't continue her words she was crying she decided tomorrow she had to go to the doctor and hopefully she didn't catch it.

The next day Mona was in the check room

" please sit down, "the doctor invited Mona "what complaints"

Mona was silent she hesitated to say her point because she thought it was a humiliating illness.

" there is no need to be ashamed" said the woman's doctor with a friendly smile, understood Mona must be embarrassed because not a few people who experience the disease and embarrassed to accept it.

" I it's au "Mona stammered, but she quickly mastered herself "this is it doc, my husband, my husband, yes my husband got the disease what's the name I forgot it's just that so around his genitals experience itching like ulcers itch" Mona tells Arif as her husband because there is no way she says that she is her boyfriend because of the intimate relationship

" oh that I understand," said the doctor understood "what it must be like" Mona shook her head

" have you been experiencing that itchy itch for a long time?" ask again

" he said it was about two months ago but he didn't tell me" Mona said bowed

" you have sex often?" ask the doctor, and Mona nodded again

" it is true that such diseases are mostly contagious but not a few who survive and are not infected because the disease depends on our own immune system, Mona raised her head she raised a hint of hope after hearing the doctor's words

" to make sure we have to do the checks" he said, directing Mona to be examined and after a series of very tiring checks because until the full day she spent at the place, Mona got the results

" According to the results of the examination Alhamdulillah to***in must be healthy and not infected, probably because the immune Mbak strong" said the doctor smiled

" doc can I ask? mona said steadily to the female doctor" the doctor nodded

" may" he said

" if such a disease can be cured doc" said Mona .

" it could be but the chances are very small, it might not even be cured" the doctor said " and almost all the couples of those with the disease contracted a hundred to one ratio and mbak including that one person, the, and I recommend no longer having sex except to wear safety but that too will most likely transmit the disease and the sufferer will also feel pain and itching are extraordinary after doing the relationship" the doctor explained.

" i thank you doc, I'm sorry" and Mona went up and walked out of the hospital with mixed feelings between happy and sad happy her in healthy and sad she could no longer have intercourse with Arif while she was can't biak not do that.