Patience Bound

Chapter 75

Arif after returning home from the funeral he entered his old house with Mira used to be there still displayed his wedding photo with Mira, a picture of the three of them after the syifa, and there was a picture of the three of them, the photo of Mira smiling sweetly with a hijab that is sticking up covers her beautiful hair and only she can see that hair, she said, Arif rubbed the photo with a smile and tears did not feel already dripping on the cheek

" sorry.." Just that word came out of his mouth, Arif's gaze turned to the picture of their big family there is Bu Diah, Mr. Agus, Susi, Ridwan, himself, and so on, Mira Syifa and Rayhan in the photo were seen happy smiles from all the photos were taken during Lebaran yesterday, Arif took the photo and sat on the chair and hugged the photo and his tears flowed so profusely in the solitude he was aware of had caused the pain of everyone around him especially his mother and Mira and Syifa are victims of his selfishness, in self-blame for the passing of his mother, in, then he doesn't attach much importance to the feeling that either his love or lust with Mona might be his family still intact and happy, if only he did not insist on having his mother move to the hospital his mother would not have dropped to take his life, all because it was in his brain, he said, in crying so that he regretted until his mother's last breath he was not beside him he was even sipping the pleasure of sin how dirty he was, still his mother forgave all his mistakes so very great.

Arif curled up in the chair as he continued to hug his big family photo while crying, she said, Arif did not even realize that Susi entered with food on the tray and saw the sight Susi no doubt he was also sad he knew Arif was also a victim of the crime of Ivan who wanted to separate Mira and Arif through Mona somehow Susi did not know what caused Ivan to want to destroy the life of Ridwan cs, I don't know what they have done before so Ivan hated them so much, until everyone around them has to be dragged into Ivan's vengeful circle,

Susi is also convinced that Mira is also actually innocent she also seems to be a victim because Mira is Farhan's sister, although Susi had disliked Mira because Susi felt her parents loved Mira more, but after knowing that his parents deserve so much mira, Mira has a heart and sincerity for his family, he is willing to sacrifice energy, and he is willing to sacrifice his strength, the treasure and turn to help and care for his sick mother while he was visiting was reluctant because of the envy that in his heart now Susi realized it, Susi felt that too much Ivan was dragging innocent people and it was not impossible that new victims would appear, Susi felt she had to get up and wake them up and she had to be brave she did not be afraid because maybe she could be the key, in will try from Arif, Susi felt had to rise. to break ivan's chain of vengeance, Susi no longer cares if Ridwan should know that Rayhan is not his flesh and blood he does not care if the video is spread everywhere even though he has to lose his life in will be willing.

Susi walked over to Arif who was curled up while hugging a photo

" bang, Brother don't be like this Brother must be strong Brother must be a protector for my father if you are weak brother kayak gini who will protect us" Susi hugged her only brother, Susi, Arif raised his head to find out who came even though he already knew who it was, after knowing and seeing Susi who came Arif smiling forced.

" Sister is fine, just give your brother time to realize all your mistakes even though it's too late" said Arif, looking forward to his empty gaze and then sighing.

" ok origin Abang eat first yes I don't want to ya ngerawat duda bangkotan whose tone is just Segede elephant" said Susi tried the way it usually works, it usually works, Arif chuckled at the level of the widower Susi gave while patting the top of Susi's head fondly.

" Yes, where is the food" said Wisif, hearing that Susi immediately got up and took the food he had brought to Arif, finally Arif ate calmly. Susi smiles at Arif who eats, Susi sees Arif's condition is very attentive, it seems Susi must measure the time first to talk about Mona who memeperalat Arif, Arif, maybe later after he was a bit calmer because he saw Arif's condition that was slumping, he said, but he must immediately tell Ridwan but how Mona is confused he is sure his phone is plowed by Ivan or Riky and Susi is sure his movements are monitored by them, Susi has to play beautiful to trick them and that's what Susi is thinking about how to tell Ridwan because only Ridwan has the most potential to help her, especially Rayhan's safety.

Arif had finished his meal Rayhan was playing with the Goddess of his caretaker, Arif and Susi sitting in the television room of the house of ridwan, Ridwan,

" deck, how's dad doing?" Arif began to ask about his father because after the completion of the funeral Ridwan had not dared to meet Pak Agus he felt very sinful.

" what a bad brother on deck?" said Arif while smiling wryly with eyes glaring, staring blankly "Brother has made mama father, father, Mira Syifa is sad and worse brother to make mama die and you know when mama died Brother what is it?" he said, Susi let out a long sigh and nodded

" i know that even everyone knows what you did that time because everyone who has grown up understands and can see how you look" said Sus, Arif who heard that laughed smirkily even everyone knew how depraved his behavior was. Ridwan nods at Susi's question "bang, but I love Mona so much, until I do something like that" Susi said she knew Arif was currently very sensitive and fragile.

" So you don't know this taste is still pure love or just sheer lust,?" he said "because every time you meet him the sin must be repeated and maybe because of that the same father your mother really dislikes even hate Mona so much" he said as he cried again, Susi who saw that was not the heart

" yes already gini now Brother is now clean praying for forgiveness with Allah, doain mama calm down Abang first, and slowly Abang talk to the father, maybe it will make you calmer go back to being my great brother" Susi said

" is God willing to accept your forgiveness?" he said with a laugh recalling his sins that had piled up so much

" Have you ever heard that Allah is the Forgiver of the sins of His people who repent? then repent, God will forgive" Susi said

" will you try, thank you for reminding Brother" he said while stroking his beloved sister's hair.

" yeah I want to see Rayhan and father first yes" Susi said

" yes, go away"

" So you don't bother anymore, you have to take a bath, you have to smell" Susi said as she squeezed her nose and ran over, Arif just laughed at her sister's behavior.