Patience Bound

Chapter 82

Ridwan and Susi who have received the recording from Mira after hearing all the recordings Susi's face stiffened pias can not be denied Susi fear, Ridwan who realized the expression on his wife's face Ridwan immediately grabbed Susi and buried his head in his chest to provide calmness

" don't be afraid I'm here against fear with Istighfar praying let alone in front of others you strong woman is not a weak woman who easily gives up with the situation" said Ridwan while continuing to hold Susi

" i'm sorry that I you got dragged into trouble" said Ridwan, now aware of Susi's situation because of her, because Ivan had a grudge against her, Ridwan had already told of his relationship with Ivan now they agreed to be open to each other and also about those who would live a normal household and learn to accept each other

" i'm afraid they'll hurt a lot of people" Susi said with tears that had washed Ridwan's clothes

" we are facing the same" said Ridwan as he broke his embrace and summed up Susi's face

" don't cry anymore, I don't want to have an ugly wife and crybaby said Ridwan while wiping Susi's tears and teasing her not to think anymore

" ih you are mah nyebelin tau not" said Susi while pinching Ridwan's waist and Ridwan even laughed at Susi who was pouting with her eyes moist

"now we must try to resuscitate Arif before Mona comes, and remember in front of them we must behave not know what and do not arouse suspicion for them now we meet Arif ya" said Ridwan and embraced by Susi and they walked Ridwan holding Susi's hand gently until in the middle room seen Rayhan was playing with his grandfather while watching TV and when he saw his parents out Rayhan directly slipping into Ridwan's arms

"do you know what I did?" said funny with chubby cheeks

" what is cake" Susi said

" it's not the time that grandfather cooks that grandfather is a guy" he said Ridwan and Susi laughed at the cuteness of his son.

" where are you going?" ask Mr. Agus

" we want to go to Arif's house before he has not come out" Ridwan told his in-laws

" yes Rayhan is here with grandfather again yes we continue to make kites again" said Mr. Agus

" we make a lot of cake later I want to sell" he said passion

" ok" said Mr. Agus

" horeeeee." said Rayhan while jumping.

" so don't you want to come with Mama?" ridwan asked Rayhan,

" no ah want to be the same grandfather, papa mah can not make kayak grandfather, papa mah will not be able?" they all laughed at the very cute Rayhan

" yes already papa with Mama to the house om first yes" said Ridwan to Rayhan "pack us ahead first yes" on Pak Agus

" Assalamualaikum.." Greetings the two of them, Arif was seen looking at a picture of their large family that is still complete when there are still Bu Diah and Mira.

" i brought this first meal" Susi said while arranging the food on the plate

" eat first the Rif to be strong" said Ridwan sbil pat Arif's shoulder slowly

" i'm not hungry yet "

" you have to insist on eating I'm not willing ya bini I ngurusin you who are sick if you want to be sick wait ntar if you already have bini" said Ridwan

" yes it was "in the end Arif ate even though not much, after finishing eating, Arif turned to Ridwan

" you when nyampe wan ?" tannya

" semalem "said Ridwan paused his saying "you how good?" ask Ridwan

" yeah gini deh I feel like the most useless person in the world know not" said Ridwan with a wry smile

" it's natural you feel like that, but you'll be a person that Peking does not use anymore if you can not change" said Ridwan "suggestion I be Ridwan who used to be Ridwan that we know, Ridwan, you know the person who cares the most is the father but now your attitude is the same you changed, right, and it's all because you change yourself so that you can't accept the changes that happen to you, you in far away family, so that you can't accept the changes that happen to you, friends even the same child your wife was nyampe go it all because you who changed yourself until we all do not know who you are now, if you can't change yourself you're ready just so you won't be a stranger to us, you see mama, you see, how do you feel when you take the life of a boy that you harepin instead of guiding you to do miser but your child does not exist because you are doing things that are hated by you" said Ridwan paused his words, "you know that no parent wants to carry on his child all parents want their child better than them, you know, you know, you know, you know that no parent wants to carry on his child, let's see Syifa who used to be so close to you now she's even so scared of you, everyone who's around you away you should be able to look out for yourself, try to be firm against yourself you reject all the things that can make yourself hated the same people and people will come back well and you will live comfortably or choose a stuck so like this and ready to be ready you hadepin your destruction," Ridwan again paused his words to take a deep breath before starting the conversation

" i'm not saying that the sense that is in the self is wrong you value it yourself if the matter is, we men spearhead the family back and forth the family is in our hands, you if you want to love someone yaaah that many people say is bad in any respect but you love him equally you are not wrong but you show the same everyone if you can change people's views, but you can change people's views, the person they think is bad you can change for the better instead of you turning yourself into a bad follow but you fox him so better you are old you can already value yourself if you judge a problem, do not just hear and see from one side but you see from many sides, you see everyone no one likes the same Mona you've tried to fox her into our streets not yet if you've tried often but she doesn't want to change you'd better change course because the time you keep with your stance ready just so you fall in with him, and my advice you should step back change course,

you're the only son and your only parents are only a father and mama is very fond of prayer from you, you, you must know that I sure know very well that the actions of a child of a deceased person and all the deeds of that child will reach the same person who has died, if what you do is good, it means in the afterlife, mama will be better but if you practice sinful mama who is calm in heaven will be pulled to hell, you can imagine how mama is, sorry I'm not ngancem you, or why you're bad because I'm also not a good person but I think you've gone too far away from the things that you have held firmly as a child, husband, brother and even a parishioner" Ridwan glanced with the tip of his eyes at Arif's reaction and it turned out that Arif heard with wet tears on his cheeks.

" bang I know you love Mona so much because she was your first love, but he's no good bang I'm his best friend who knows very well who he says he's very bad even will destroy our brother and family, brother and family, bang I'm a person who has been hanging out with him I've also fallen but fortunately there are mas Ridwan and Rayhan who realized me and Brother actually know I'm not a holy girl anymore when married Ridwan even my association was not very good but Ridwan made me realize to change, Brother must be firm with his own brother if you want to be good just show my brother's stubborn nature with his principles that will reject the things you consider bad" Susi hugged Arif "I love the same brother who always cared about me who always reminded me, but for a few months now the brother I knew went missing and came the one whose face was the same brother but the other attitude that was not my brother really, came back to be my brother, I miss my old brother" Susi said while crying and hugging wisdom, Arif who heard the sister he loved so much said like it felt very sinful and they hugged with tears

" i'm sorry Brother apologized Brother "he said as he continued to kiss Susi's head

" now that you realize that you are too far away to leave you, now you will return you will try hard to resist that can keep us away" said Ridwan with a steady determination

" thank you guys for playing" he said with a smile that had not been around for some time

" we don't need an appointment yes but you if you can open only words, you're horrifying the real man who held his words is not a dime promise that there is no evidence" said Ridwan while patting Arif on the shoulder "prove I believe you can Arif that I know is Arif who will always try better even with material limitations even though" said Ridwan with a smile " we have returned to love Rayhan from earlier left, and try to talk to your father and show that you can change" he said and extended his hand to Susi " let us return to the pity of the father who had been ngasuh Rey" Susi welcomed Ridwan's hand with a smile.

" remember Brother's promise" Susi said before moving on,

finally they left behind a stunned Ridwan contemplating himself and the words of his sister and sister-in-law.