Patience Bound

Chapter 102

Arif arrived at the office with a haggard face, a black circle looming at the bottom of his eyes glaring in his mists like a lot of thought, the friends of the division were throwing glances at each other, and throwing questions at each other through gestures, until it was time for Arif's work break no one sorted everything was messy and had to go back and forth revisions, his friend was surprised because Arif was very changed, so much,

" Rif foraging yuk" asked Adam while patting Arif's shoulder which looked very alarming

" you go first" replied Arif briefly

" let me wrap dech you want to eat what bang?" ask Mirna

" no need" replied Arif while shaking his head

" Wir you find out how I wrapped you up for your meal" whispered Adam to the Wira's division's friend who is famous for being the wisest and most understanding of religion, understand him one of the big pesantren fallout at school and college he lives in pesantren, Wira is a person who can always be invited to confide, he said, as long as in the rice bribe wrap he can already remove all the soothing postulates that can always be a solution, he said,

" okay, rendang ye" his message, his friend gave a thumbs up as he passed out of the room for lunch, Wira approached Arif, and he was,

" Bang you sick?" asked Wira who is four years old under Arif, Arif shook his head while bowed "like again there is a problem, if you need a friend venting I'm ready, I can help you" said Wira while sitting in the front seat of Arif's desk, Arif looked at Ragu at Wira, but he did need a friend to vent, Arif sighed heavily and then exhaled before starting

" i met my son and ex-wife and her husband, and he seemed to love my son, even he was closer to my son than I was and they freely allowed me if I wanted to meet or walk my son, but I didn't think they were giving terms " said Arif while staring blankly ahead

" do you have to buy your child lots of toys" said the woman, Arif chuckled while shaking his head

" they're very rich people Wir, so they won't need my money that if you want our salary a month for them mah can make one lunch Wir" Kat Arif while chuckling funny to hear the words of Wira. "they gave me the condition not to let my son meet my lover, let alone walk together, let alone walk together, they say it will disturb the psychological and mental of my child" said Arif paused his speech, the forehead of the Vira looks linked to the sign of not yet understood with the speech ARif

" it seems like a real danger to give an ultimatum like that" Wira said, and Arif nodded

" i don't know what my lovers have done until they're that scared, and I don't know what my lover has done behind me until they don't see Syifa like Mona" Arif paused his words " and if I have to be honest until now I don't understand all my family so hate my lover even my brother who in fact they're legitimately he's also very opposed to my relationship with Mona," said Arif while looking down

" maybe your girlfriend, what was her name? Mona yes Mona is not a good woman if they do not like the Mona or maybe she has made a very fatal mistake" said Wira, Arif sighed before answering

" actually Mona was my first ex-love, we separated because she cheated on me with my former boss at the office where I work, I'm mergokin They were having intercourse and the severity of that time I was again my father and I watched it all. A year later I married Mira, Mira, she's a good woman and Sholihah my parents even love her very much even my brother Samapi is jealous of Mira Because seeing my parents who are so dear to her because she is a woman who sincerely he is willing to sacrifice everything, even he is willing to spend his savings in use for mama's treatment when I have not had time to tell what is the same he I even married the same he did not have his job want me to live destitute knowing he wants to open a stall and ngereditin clothes and household appliances the same neighbors around him are willing to do that when he is a rich family child but he covers his identity because I don't want to be in love when we marry because we are in a match, although at first he refused but after the official marriage he wanted to learn to accept me and about seven months ago my mother had to be operated on in the city and she willingly used her personal savings for the treatment of Mama here, and the depraved I let Mona insult Mira without defending a single bit and it turned out that was the beginning of my household rift and with a strait I would say to Mira that I still love Mona" t is clear Arif is long in width

" you mean?" her question doesn't understand

" i mean I'm sorry, but I'm not too meddling with your personal affairs but I've been wet to know everything, I mean you don't suspect that Mona's, that Mona, if he is loyal to you you will surely know more about the behavior of his best friend, and naturally he will prefer the goodness of his solitude rather than his best friend, it's possible that even I'm very sure that you know the Mona's ulcer" Arif stared fixedly at the Wira's eyes and he felt there was a point in what the Wira said

" i don't know but it doesn't feel possible because he used to cheat on me too because he needed money for his mother's medical expenses" Arif said steadily, trying to refute what Wira suspected

" and you just believe it?" asked Wira while chuckling sliced with Arif's innocence

" you mean he lied to me about his mother's illness" Arif said, confirming Wira shrugged both of his shoulders

" it is not impossible right" said Wira paused his words "bang the good woman will keep her honor even though the person she loves so much instead of indulging her passions with a mask of love" said Wira

" but wait like it's not just your child's problem that makes you Kayak gini, according to my description you have other problems" Arif stared at the Wira in his heart asking the real Wira santri or paranormal anyway can know, Arif sighed heavily that it was his responsibility to know all about her and it seemed like Wira could keep a secret and could become a good friend, too, because all this time there was nothing he could talk to but to Wira he could easily remove all the problems he was experiencing finally Arif told about his dream last night everything until he was unconscious crying with a puffy face because he was in a dream crying roared like a child and he was sure it was not just a dream, after finishing saying his dream last night did not feel Arif back shed tears, she said, Wira looks pity on Arif is very heavy life Arif

" Bang I think this dream is an omen and actually this is in the Qur'an and hadith, which helps someone from the grave torture is one of the children of Sholeh and Sholihah

Sorry nih bang Abang often pray late no' if you finish praying, or maybe the house has a debt but if this one does not seem to be asking for help with Brother and maybe Abang often make sins, but if this one does not seem to be, because what I know is as good as any parent's practice if the child always sins automatically the child is the same as plunging his parents into torture and will ensnare the person so as not to enter heaven and vice versa child practice can also save his parents who are tormented in hell, try Abang introspection, Abang, my advice is to stop committing adultery because it may be that now ensnare the late house and it is not impossible that Mr. Abang died the same thing will happen to him, and another one is good for you to find out who Mona is without her knowledge" Wira said as she patted Arif on the shoulder " sorry bang if the word I offended Brother but I lasain it because I care about you, you I already consider as my own brother" said Wira again

" do I have to break up from Mona Wir, because I've tried to avoid it but still I can not refuse Mona, I'm an ordinary man Wir, who has a desire" said Arif

" if that's the best, why not, but it's good you find out first who he is because you can also have a strong alibi to leave him but if you can take a good walk and advice I now pray, prayers of repentance and night prayers also Dhuha insyaallah it can protect us from sin" said Wira

" but my sin is too much even I can not forgive myself" said Arif again

" Bang Allah is a sea of forgiveness of any amount of our sins if we want to repent, God willing, God will forgive everything if we really repent instead of penance" said Wira again " yuk now we start with the Dzuhur prayer is not good to end the prayer, let's congregate, the repentance is not delayed ayok" said Wira while pulling Arif's hand, Arif still not moving he looked at the Wira "Bismillah bang he said he wanted to change for mercy with Allah and pray almarhumah ayok together" said Wira and finally Arif followed Wira

" do not need to be in the gang also Wir time" said Arif while chuckling and they also laughed while walking towards the mosque Hotel.