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"You're gonna be a dad." Answer Dita.
Gino glared perfectly, his face sparkled happily he was so happy, there seemed to be thousands of butterflies tickling in his stomach.
" Well, I'm gonna be a dad? huh uh?" Gino cupped his wife's face and looked for answers from the two Netra who were staring at each other.
Dita just looked down and nodded. Shouldn't be happy together, then why Dita just sobbed endless?
"You why cry? don't you want to have a child with me?" Gino chirps make the heart flushed.
Dita then fell silent and one of her hands floated hitting Gino's arm. " It's not so!" he screeched in annoyance then twisted his body and lay down on the sofa.
"Then?" Gino was lying down.
"Isn't this too soon? we once did and directly..." Dita spoke with her moving hand slowly rubbing her own still flat stomach.
"Good dong! that's the sign this is a superior seed." Gino's chirps made Dita look at him seriously.
"I'm not ready to be a mother yet." Said Dita.
JLB!
PLAFT!!
Gino's face was slapped hard when Dita said that. She was pregnant but said she wasn't ready?
Is this a signal of a recurrence of an unpleasant event in Gino's life? Losing her son again. No. Gino really doesn't want that bad thing.
"You may hate me, or you may not like me, but please love this child, you just need time. I'm sure you can be a good mother. Don't tell me anything weird." Gino said with a worry that could not be hidden.
Dita walked and sat on the lip of the bed. "Mas, come here."
"Do you really want my descendants? I'm just not ready, not unwilling. I still doubt our marriage."
"Any doubt? doubt how?" Gino doesn't understand. All he knew was that he had tried everything. But the reaction from Dita remains bland.
Dita gulped her saliva slowly, a sign that she had trouble conveying this later. As if swallowing reality. "Mas, I've always wanted to love you and have a warm and harmonious family. But can I be honest?"
Gino nodded giving his answer.
Dita bit her lower lip in doubt. He looked at the already tense Gino waiting for his next words.
"Em. I still don't believe you."
"Can't believe what else, dear? We're married, living in a house and now you're pregnant with my son. What else makes you doubt?"
Indeed, their marriage occurred not because of the will of both but only because of the cooperation that is absurd. It is not easy for Dita to be in a family where there is an ex-wife from her husband also there.
Worries, suspicions, always approached the man of crazy stature. Her mind always wandered in an uncertain direction when she recalled her husband's own rhythmic relationship with Ayana. There is a feeling of unwillingness but Dita herself has not been able to feel and place it. He still doesn't know what kind of feeling it is.
Is it jealousy?
Or just feel threatened by the situation?
"Every time our family gets together, I feel tremendous misgivings. You and Ayana once had an ark together. How am I not worried about that?"
"What are you worried about? she's my sister's wife now. Then what can I do? my sister loved him more than I ever felt for him. But it was Dit, first!"
Dita raised her head trying to hold back her falling tears but in vain. " I'm afraid, you still love her."
Doubt is always there, who knows what the real human heart is? Here, Dita felt her position was threatened, while her husband felt he could completely forget. The two sides that turned their backs created an elusive atmosphere.
He took Dita into his arms. "Listen to me, maybe this is all weird to you, this whole thing is still so ambiguous to you. But I really mean this house of ours." Gino paused his speech and then kissed Dita's forehead.
The night ended with Dita who was silent and drew a distance between herself and her husband. Maybe this is nothing and just a hormonal change.
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In the morning, everything was still the same, Dita was silent despite carrying out all her duties from cooking, saying husband clothes, even she also composed all the files and files that Gino would bring.
Gino who just finished bathing did not find his wife in the room, he deliberately came out with clothes that had not been bagged and a tie that only he was carrying.
"Dith...!" Seru Gino approached the woman who was pregnant with the seed from him.
"Hmmm!" Only the murmur was caught by Gino's goosebumps and there was nothing else after it.
Gino hugged Dita from behind and then rained down the nape of his wife with a kiss..
"Why the hell? the snack?" Gino asked with a sip on Dita's neck that made him nervous.
"No crap, I swear I'm looking at you..!" Cetus Dita said what he really felt.
Gino let go of his embrace and fell silent. He looked at the back of the wife who was still completing her work. Dita turned around and saw the buttons of clothes that were still messy, then she buttoned one by one each button eye.
"I don't know, my mood is very messy. Last night all of a sudden I doubted you, and now I don't like seeing you. She's really pissed off....!" Said.
Being said like that obviously made Gino lethargic. " Otherwise it's my fault, until you're weird like this to me? Especially...? what do you want...? Exasperated by what?" Gino spoke while moving his hands, full of emphasis and a sense of curiosity.
"Negerti mas, do not understand..want to be annoyed with you." Said Dita whose hand switched to make a tie knot.
"But not angry, right?" Gino made sure at least his wife did not hold any anger against him.
Dita shaking.
Not angry but suspicious continue to be irritated for no reason. What the hell is this?
"That's neat, handsome now." Praise Dita who after praising and then put an apron on her husband.
Gino Gawongo gets strange treatment from his wife. " Dear, I want to work, why even in this use?" Gino is behind his wife.
"I'm hungry and I really want you to make half-matteng cow's eye eggs, 3!" Dita put on her smile at the end of her sentence.
Seeing the face of his wife who was no longer pouting and was more cheerful, Gino was powerless to refuse his will, Just make a cow's eye egg what is difficult?
"All right." Gino says he started making it. Meanwhile, Dita decided to take a shower.
Finished with the bath, Dita returned to the dining table and this time with a face that was so cheerful, her eyes were fixed on the results of the cooking of the husband's egg eyes cow.
Just by adding white rice and chili sauce on it is enough to make Dita eat with greed.
"Is it good?" Ask Gino who shows his attention to the wife.
"Nob." Dita nodded quickly.
Just fried eggs is that good?
Finished with breakfast together, Gino said goodbye and who would have thought the drama happened before his departure.
"I'm leaving." Said Gino who was ready to get out of his seat.
Dita immediately blocked it. "Don't!"
Don't why else? what was? what's wrong with me?