Passion 3 love
84. Not to lose alone.
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Ayana woke up in silence she looked at the face of the husband who was still holding her very tightly. Jackie hugged, eroding the distance, as if Ayana could not shift or be a little away from him.
Her lentiknya fingers stretched out slowly, gently rubbing the face that still close her eyes. Smooth snoring, still softly heard.
"I'm sorry, I've failed to look after our son." Lirih Ayana muttered in a cool and calm morning atmosphere.
The husband squirms and stretches his arms, he welcomes the morning with a smile that is specific to the wife.
"Bag sweetie." He said with a distinctive hoarse voice waking up and closing his eyes for a moment.
"Amorning, are you awake?" Lirih Ayana spoke with a half whisper.
"Eum..." Jackie wriggles and hugs her back and she accidentally fuses the tip of the nose with Ayana.
"When can I go home?" Ask Ayana with teary eyes. He held something too heavy to squeeze his chest.
Jackie stared fixedly at the two beads that started to get wet slowly. " Do you want to see it?" Jackie rubbed a clear grain that fell from the eye of the wife.
Ayana nodded slowly with a mist of sadness enveloping her.
"Cheal soon, when we get home. I'll take you to see it."
"I'm sorry I can't take care of our baby." He sighed with his deepest regret.
"Hussst! stop Dear. Don't throw all the blame on yourself. You're innocent, this is all his will. We've tried our best. I was sad, I lost too. But please, you need to stay by my side, keep me company." Jackie peeps at his wife's forehead.
"If we cannot gather in the world, we will gather together in heaven. You're his mother, always pray for him. I will always pray for my son." Jackie.
Ayana stared fixedly at Jackie's bead as if demanding her to explain something.
"Son? he's a boy?" Ayana shed her unstoppable tears again.
Jackie agreed with a nod. Ayana is sobbing in the warm embrace of her husband. He only cried bitterly and was unable to condemn or prosecute anyone.
"My son, I'm sorry, Mother Dear." Lirih Ayana spoke in a trembling voice and her shoulders went up and down holding a sob.
Jackie swallowed the bitterness, so she bit her lips so that her crying did not break. Jackie as a father felt the same way. He's so lost. And he remembered the doctor's message not to pretend to be strong in front of his wife.
"Husssti.... Honey, already. Our son is a good son Eoh." Jackie cupped Ayana's face and stared fixedly at the wife's two neutrals. "Our son doesn't blame you. He loves you so much, he knows how you struggle to take care of him."
The couple were crying in the morning. Both mourned the departure of the child.
"Mother Sri?" Say Ayana again with eyes filled with sadness.
Jackie was crying in front of the woman. " Him, unhelpful. He died on the spot with the cab driver." Answer Jackie.
"Then Shaga? how's she doing?" Ayana was still with eyes wet with tears.
"He survived. I'll take you to visit him, yeah, he's at the end of the hall." Jackie answered and then straightened his wife's hair.
Jackie felt this was the right time for him to dig up information about the fateful incident. According to Shaga's confession, before the single accident occurred, he had been pierced by a dagger. Jackie won't swallow a one-sided statement. He also wanted to hear a statement from his wife.
"Well, was it true before the accident that someone tried to stab you?"
"I remember that moment. I went for a walk with Ms. Sri. I met Shaga by accident, she just came home from work. Then while I was waiting for a taxi on the side of the road, suddenly someone was riding a motorcycle fast and Shaga suddenly ran and hugged me."
"What! she dare to hug you?" Jackie screamed loudly.
" Don't be jealous, he did it just to protect me and our baby. Because of that, he was stabbed. Ah not just stabbed but ripped his back." Ayana said.holding resentment because of her husband's jealousy.
"After that, Ms. Sri and I took her to the hospital. On the way, everything was fine at first. Suddenly my stomach had a big contraction. Everyone panicked, Shaga who was in my lap panicked. He's so scared."
"What! you're hugging him? What do you have on me?" Again Jackie screeched making Ayana squeeze the tip of her lips.
"Hussst! be quiet, don't overdo it. I was just helping her back, not cheating on her!" Ayana.
"Yes, but not necessarily with his lap." Jackie regrets what Ayana did.
" Then what? whatwhat? the cab is small and narrow, baby. In front there is already Bu Sri and the driver. There was no choice, Madam Sri was afraid of blood, and I could not ask her to sit with such gaping wounds. Understand our condition at that time." Ayana begged her husband to understand.
"From the first meeting with Shaga, Ms. Sri was already frightened. He's gone pale." Ayana's chirps made Jackie speechless thinking of something.
Jackie remembered the special ability possessed by Bu Sri. Jackie thinks maybe what makes Bu Sri scared and pale is the picture before the accident hit them?
"O.... Okay. I get it." Jackie then got out of bed.
"Do you want to take a shower? em. I mean I'm gonna wipe your body." Jackie said, switching the subject. He did not want his wife to get late in the grief. Talking about this alone has made Ayana sobbed repeatedly. Jackie couldn't bear to see it.
"Now....~~~😢." Ayana answered with her tears.
Jackie painstakingly wiped his wife's body and sprayed her perfume.
"Here you are, you are beautiful." Said Jackie praising the wife even without makeup polish and only appeared with a pale face.
"Thank you." Lirih Ayana.
"From your story, I've recorded it. I'll make a report on the stabbing act that caused the single accident." Said Jackie washing her hands in the bathroom.
Ayana doesn't understand. " Dear, I don't have any enemies, then who wants something bad to happen to me?"
"Okay, but there's a lot of possibilities behind us. I need to know who dares to do bad to you and make our son's life go away." Jackie spoke with a hardened jaw holding back his anger.
Ayana endured the pain of seeing the flash of hatred and resentment in the eyes of the husband. Flashes like this are also those who used to welcome him every time they met.
"Darling, don't hold grudges." Say Ayana softly.
Somewhere else.
News of Ayana's realization immediately filled gossip pages and also online and offline news. No doubt also Lena who in the middle cell laughed satisfied to hear the news of fetal death in the stomach of Ayana.
"Good work Marvin." He praised Marvin, the person who harmed Ayana.
The rider was Marvin. He takes Lena's orders and executes the action. The money that Lena promised had been raised.
"Now I have no regrets about rotting in prison. At least you can't get pregnant anymore Ayana Jasmine." Lena muttered as she saw the daytime news from the small tv hanging on the wall of the hall.
"Look, I can still mess up the happiness of the Armanto family." Lena cheered in her heart. He's so happy at the moment.
Meanwhile on the other side.
"Ah~~money this is my best friend now. I have to make more money. The Armanto family they look so rich." Marvin sipped the liquor that was still in the bottle.
"I have to thank you or what? Your family has removed my super-perfect brother from the face of this earth. And you're the one who brought me up with that sweet girl the plaster giver." Marvin cried awkwardly alone in his dark room like a storage shed.
"****!! I don't even know if I should be grateful or sorry right now. Fucking shit!!" Marvin screeched his disappointment and threw his drinking bottle against the wall.
Elsewhere in the afternoon.
" You promised from morning. And you just drove me now. Wh why? you jealous?" Ask Ayana to Jackie who is impressed always buy time to bring Ayana to meet Shaga.
"No, I'm to! jealous. I have to thank him too, right? because it saved you."
"Em. I believe my husband is kind, patient, and friendly. Aye right?" Ayana throws a compliment based on coercion so that her male nature is better because of satire.
Jackie pushed the wheelchair Ayana was in very carefully. Many times he made sure that Ayana was fine.
"You okay?" Ask.
"Yes, I'm fine. Don't worry." Ayana said with a sweet smile.
When they visit Shaga's nursery, Reizu the girl is wiping Shaga's cold sweat.
Ayana thought that the woman who was near Shaga was Shaga's sister.
" Shaga?" Call Ayana in a soft voice.
Although shrill, Shaga who was still lying on her stomach was able to hear it well.
" Aye...." His voice was also very slow.
" Hi, Yogi!" Jackie said with a snot.
"Yogi?" Ayana scrunched her forehead. But she did not want to be carried away by the provocation of her husband.
"Ga, how are you?" Tanya Ayana who is getting closer to Shaga.
"He's good, introduce me Reizu. I'm Shaga's future fiance." Said Reizu who extended her hand to Ayana.
What Reizu did, in fact, brought a fresh breeze of its own for Jackie. Jacki smiled at her and chose to sit on the sofa. He had not expected that Reizu would do the pliers thing inversely proportional to his conjecture. Jackie thinks that Reizu will prevent Ayana from approaching Shaga. But truth?
Reizu pushed Ayana's wheelchair up so close that it stuck with Shaga's bed.
" How bad are your wounds?" Tanya Ayana who grabbed Shaga's hand.
" I still can't lie down. Wait a minute, I'll be tilted first." Permit Shaga before moving.
Shaga was then painstakingly able to switch positions. He leaned towards Ayana.
"I mourn the passing of your mother and son." Yang Shaga knows, Bu Sri is Ayana's real mother.
"Yes, thanks. I'm already okay. I didn't lose it alone. My husband is also so lost." His words made Shaga glance at Jackie who was focused on staring at him.
"I'm sorry, because of me you're getting sick like this." Ayana.
"Oh, it's okay. I sincerely did. " She said with a smile.
Reizu was silent to the conversation between Ayana and her future fiance. As for Jackie, he was already stifling with jealousy.
"Ga, get well soon." Ayana grabbed Shaga's hand and held it tightly.
Seeing that, Reizu chose to leave the room with a reasoned exit to buy something. Shortly after, Jackie also follows Reizu.
Jackie ran after Reizu.
"Rey! wait!!" Jackie pulled Reizu's shoulder.
"Why really? I'm hungry, I want to buy something. It's been so exhausting to see her all day." Reizu.
"You shouldn't have left them both. You're his fiancee's candidate." Jackie.
" then?" Reizu folded her hands to the chest. " I don't want to limit it, we already have a cooperation agreement. So take care of your wife. I'm afraid she'll be captivated by Shaga's sweet demeanor. Do you want to lose to him for the umpteenth time?" Said Reizu who then sauntered away.
Jackie was in disbelief. Reizu the girl who was once famous for being the most perfectionist and classy is now giving up something that will belong to her has freedom? it's hard to believe. Has the sun risen from the west?
"Ah, fuck! I left my wife." Jackie goes back into Shaga's nursery.
"Where?" Ask Ayana when Jackie comes back.
"Pursuing Reizu." Shaga replied briefly.
The short answer from Jackie made Ayana curious and had many questions. What is the relationship between Shaga, Reizu and Jackie?
