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...Ayana POV....
His snoring sounding tickled in the ears made it difficult to fall asleep perfectly. But, I like it. I love hearing it for me this is lulaby. The singing of our loved ones before we enter the dreamland.
Jk, My husband, what's wrong with you? From the moment you came, you said nothing but missed. Honestly, your attitude like this makes me anxious uncertain.
What exactly are you keeping?
My hands can no longer remain silent. I gently rubbed his mane looking slightly sweaty.
"Darling, look at your father's nose. He's so tall. Mommy hope later, you'll have a nose like that." I muttered slowly, very slowly so that he would not listen to what I said.
I have to wait a few more days until I am 4 months old. At least at that age, you can no longer afford to throw away my son.
Not that I'm a stubborn man who fights destiny. But I just want to fight for my son's life.
Sad and devastated when I remembered this, I used to grow up without my mother's affection. And.... does my son have to feel it now too? Just growing up with his dad?
"Eungh..," I heard her voice run down. My man he wriggled and tightened his embrace at the lower intersection of the chest.
"You awake?" Dediku asked him who had not opened his eyes. He just squirms and then yawns.
That's habituation. Even though he has been asleep long enough he will still yawn in his sleep. It's funny to see his face like that.
"Eungh...!" Again he just gently curls up while moving his chin which is on my shoulder. ! His roaring breath on my cheeks made my fine fur crumble.
"Are you better?" I asked him who I didn't see I knew he was smiling.
"Kill? I should've asked you that, Ay." He answered with a hoarse voice typical of people waking up.
"I'm fine." My real answer is I just don't want him to know the truth.
He sat leaning against the pillow he placed as a back pad. " If you're okay, why are you here and not telling me? And this..., these infusion hoses? up to two like this?" He spoke in a soft tone of voice without emphasis or threat.
His tone was comfortable in my ears. But. I just feel weird. Shouldn't he be angry?
"I know you're at work, I don't want to bother you. You're tired of working and I don't want to add to your burden anymore." Refuse I faked what really happened.
He grabbed my shoulder and then peeked at the tip of my head giving a different warmth than usual.
I should be happy, but I'm instead mixing my fun with turmoil. He's different.
" You're my wife, you're not my burden. Whatever it is you're supposed to tell me." His words managed to nudge my lies that I've been covering up so far.
"Yes." Yeah." My only answer is to say yes but still live the lie.
"Darling, you'll come down later if there's an officer we'll get reprimanded." I said to ask him to come down immediately.
Don't forget where we are at the moment. We're still in the hospital. She insisted on going to bed and sleeping while hugging me all night but as a result I couldn't even sleep because of her snoring.
"Leave it. When can you go home?" He looked at me without asking me what my pain was. He's impressed he doesn't want to know why I'm here.
"Stay waiting for the results of the examination later in the afternoon. They say the doctor's in interest."
"Oh." He just oh ria without asking any more.
I swear, he was different. He... is he stuck?
"Hoamzz... !" I yawn in front of him. I swear I'm so sleepy now.
" You sleepy?" He asked me gently looking at me.
"Yes. I couldn't sleep. Maybe it's congenital.., em..." I instantly clenched my presumptuous mouth. I almost said it wrong.
"What's air?" Ask curiously.
Must rack the brain to find the best reason not to provoke curiosity. " These are drugs, drugs." I replied grimacingly covering my intelligence in lying.
He nodded his head a few times while playing his lips as if he was swallowing a description without curiosity.
Afternoon.
"Who?" I asked Jackie who was still peeling apples for me.
"Something." He shook his shoulders and got up from his seat.
I saw his burly body walking towards the door, opening it and laughing afterwards.
"Come on, come in!" He said to someone who had not yet been seen.
Seen a middle-aged woman who was seen walking with a very familiar gesture in my eyes. Ah yes it is my foster mother. " Sir..." Called her.
"Nana. How are you Nduk? healthy? She's...." The question stopped when I looked at my stomach and I understood where the question was going.
" Good Mom. Well, everything." I replied, smiling and hugging her warmly.
Is this what it feels like to be worried about a mother? I like this feeling. It feels different than what you gave.
"Mom, how do you know I'm here?" I asked her when our embrace unraveled.
He smiled at me and then rubbed my aura. Tuck the kid's hair behind my ear. " Of course from your husband. He's so worried about you." Her speech.
My eyes turned to Jackie. I demand an explanation from him.
"Reverse, didn't mom tell me that Ayana was being treated here?" The answer.
The answer really confused me. How could Sri's mother even know about my situation and where I am? I just didn't tell him at all. It's strange!
"A... What does Jack mean?" I was curious and demanded an explanation.
My husband then approached and hugged me in front of Ms. Sri. He seemed to want to calm myself as well as share the warmth in the cold weather when it rained like this.
" Not much thought. Pity our baby later." He whispered in my ear and then broke his embrace and turned to look at Bu Sri.
" What did you bring?" Ask who then opened the package that was brought by Bu Sri.
What did he say?
Poor our baby? Since when did she know I was pregnant? What... What do I have now?
"Ah this is Soto. I know that you guys really like my soto, right? This is mom bring. Eat a lot to recover quickly." He smiled at me. Also husband. They both smiled at me.
Ji. if he knows. Then why didn't he act anything?
He wasn't angry or lecturing me? Did Madam Sri tell him?
Ah it is better that I enjoy the food in front of me.
Although now I'm thinking a lot but that doesn't mean I don't eat right away. I need to eat for my baby too.
They both chatted and looked very familiar.
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"Hmmh....! This scent. I miss him so much. My mattress...! I miss you." I said as I entered our room and immediately splashed out carelessly on the soft mattress I missed.
" Be careful Ay! Watch your stomach!" His half-running words when he saw me slash as he pleased and not slowly.
He looks very anxious.
"Be careful. Remember you're still pregnant young."
"Jack, how do you know about my pregnancy?" I asked because I was no longer strong with my curiosity.
"Mrs Sri. He used his power to tell me everything about you. Ay. promise me to open up to me. And no matter what happens, we'll face it together." He spoke softly while lying next to me and taking me into his arms.
"Aren't you angry?" Manya make sure.
" No, for what? You do and choose what makes you happy. Shouldn't I support you? I'm sure we'll get through it together." His words are a condition of implied meaning.
Tight, and warm. He hugged me and gave me warmth. Jack you gimme hugs.you warm me up.