Passion 3 love

48. Don't so.

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Still wrapped in his thick blanket, the two men who finished matching in the early hours.

The warmth is still felt when the heavy hands begin to feel and caress the friendly face that is sleeping close the eyes. Wading through the beauty of dreams and overcome unpromised despair.

Jackie, the man has now truly become the slave of the woman who was dreaming beautifully. The woman who had once been wasted and several times received bad treatment is now the queen in his heart.

"Dear, wake up." Gentle Jackie pronounces. His voice was lathering and heavy creeping towards the eardrum made the existing fur stand.

Interested in a point curve when he smiled faintly to see the wife who was just merely curled up in her sleep. "Eungh....?" Just that and it went back to silence. The man then continued his sleep.

Until the sun rises, through all the cracks in the face of this earth.

Ayana who felt a heavy burden on her stomach started to wake up and slowly blinked her eyes.

He smiled so sweetly when he first opened his eyes, a handsome figure was asleep with a peaceful innocent face.

"My rabbit is still sleeping apparently. Sleep well? Ah, you must have been very good after you sweated a lot." Ayana muttered and giggled slowly observing the innocent face that was without burden.

Ayana was about to get up and go to the bathroom. But unfortunately, a little movement makes Jackie's consciousness quickly back. The man woke up and smiled sweetly and grabbed Ayana's hand.

"Where are you going?" Ask with a distinctive hoarse voice waking up. Can you imagine how Errrr sesieeh the JK who woke up from his sleep?

"I'm going to the bathroom. Why come along?"

"Can we take a shower together? It seems cool to experiment in the bathroom too." The taps are slightly frontal and straightened.

"Ih, Apaan anyway. Less overnight?"

"Hemh😊." Reply with a smile that contains a lot of hidden meaning.

" I'm going to take a shower." Said Ayana who then passed away going towards the bathroom.

Jackie just fell silent in his place without shifting and looked at the back of the wife who was increasingly disappearing swallowed by the door and visibility.

Why don't I get tired of loving her even though she broke my heart? His mind when he saw his back was passing.

...In the bathroom....

" Good thing I haven't forgotten you." Ayana is monologuing softly with her interlocutor a small white pill.

He smiled and took the pill. Relief was evident from the look in his eyes that stared at the reflection of his face.

Not long after, there was a knock on the door. Who else if not her husband.

"Well, did you sleep or faint?"

"Not both! I'm.... Hey do you want me to pack it up?" The ignorant Ayana Chirps that are welcomed with,

"Jeek!! it's disgusting!!🤮 I can't believe this why I married this abstract woman?" His complaint was clearly heard in Ayana's ears.

"Hey I listened to him my dear!!" From inside the bathroom.

"Stop! Don't talk about this. Give your focus to your job!!" Jackie was upset.

"Ok, I will !" Ayana who followed the laughter afterwards.

Though who knows if Ayana inside just because she wants to take a drug?

"We'll fight again if he finds out about this drug." He muttered, who then put the medicine back in the bag.

Ayana came out and finished her business in the bathroom. She stepped out one leg and sharpened her ears, activating her eyes to scan the surroundings.

"Open?" He flicked his mouth and then shot both his shoulders indifferently.

What care?

while she herself wants to serve her husband just for fear of sin, not just love each other. Here only Jackie is a slave to love. And Ayana?

Ayana can be said to be starting to go crazy because she still craves Gino. Using his spare time to open his phone. A familiar chat app with green color.

His eyes were perfectly rounded looking at one, two posts from Dita. " That's so friendly...🥺." Ayana looked down lethargic.

"Am I crazy?

Love my husband's brother? it's love or just a habit of exchanging greetings?" Ayana muttered listlessly.

Soon there were footsteps stopping at the door of the hotel he was occupying.

"Yes!" The voice owner then stepped in and approached and kissed Ayana on the forehead.

"Where?" Ask Ayana.

"Walking to the hotel, I asked for an exclusive meal to be delivered here."

"Why not just call?" Ayana pointed at the intercom available near the entrance.

"Hem, all of you look at the beach. After we eat we go for a walk." Ask with hopeful eyes.

"Yes, it's up to you." Ayana's answer implies that she herself has no interest in heading to a place or destination.

Jackie caught something a little bumpy. But, given their relationship that had just improved, she brushed aside all her negative thoughts. Don't want any commotion in the middle of their honeymoon.

" Oh yeah, you've had a shower, right? g-get ready. I'll take a shower first." Jackie said, who went into the bathroom.

Ayana continues her makeup activities and Jackie is preoccupied with her rituals in the bathroom.

While in the bathroom, Jackie accidentally finds a packet of medicinal tablets. His forehead shriveled and began to be curious. He was curious, how could a five-star hotel have such an unsophisticated worker?

You can leave rubbish in the bathroom. Very unprofessional.

But, a moment later he fell silent thinking and observing the tablet pack. "Oh, this is just rubbish." Mumbled himself.

They eat together and after walking together spend time like other romantic couples. Many capture their moments together in the form of photos and videos. It looks sweet, doesn't it?

But behind all that. It turns out that only one side truly loves half to death. While one side of the other still can not forget the full death of her previous husband.

"Ah, tired!" Jackie complains with his face that looks very tired.

As for Ayana, she still walks leisurely enjoying the cold ice cream in the hot weather. "You." Jackie asked for his wife's ice cream.

Not happy, but Jackie actually undoes his intentions. He, the instant his face changed. " Why are you? you really don't like being close to me? From yesterday we arrived, you didn't say at all what you wanted." Said Jackie who was actually being undermined with a sense of confusion.

"We got married together, and honeymooned together. But I feel alone here. Decide everything yourself and you just follow. And now, just enjoying the ice cream alone you're deliberately avoiding." Said.

Ayana was stunned, this man had apparently turned into a figure that was so sensitive and sensitive. He had to rack his brain to answer his stack of questions without messing up the atmosphere.

"Not so Jack, I just don't want you to feel any less because this ice cream is also a little. Please don't misinterpret." Ayana said she gave an explanation and hoped Jackie would believe it.

"Hhhh, Excuse me!" Jackie screeching depicted in his eyes the man was inflamed. "I don't really want this food!" Jackie slams the ice cream held by Ayana into the sand.

"I just want to see how you react. And it turned out to have been answered. You're reluctant to share with me." With a firm stand.

DEGH...!

Being hit right in the chest made Ayana freeze in place. Is this really her husband?

Will Jackie get back to him yesterday?

Ayana, her mind was back to the moment where Jackie used to treat her badly.

"You're gonna get mad just because of the ice cream thing?" Ask Ayana who approached Jackie. He shook his head and stared intensely at Jackie's bead.

Jackie breathed his coarse breath, and turned his gaze to look at the expanse of the ocean, which seemed more attractive to him than to look at his wife's face.

Jackie who has put a lot of hope, now becomes doubtful about the relationship they link.

Has he not forgotten it? Jackie's mind groped, glaring at the story then the three of them.

"Ahhh~~~~ my husband is angry. I'll just go back to my room and pack. Sorry to bother you." Ayana said that sounds ironic, right?

Instead of persuading or seducing, Ayana instead acts indifferent. Jackie lets Ayana back into the room. He just stayed where he sat, looking at the expanse of the open sea with the pounding waves that broke the silence.

The beautiful scenery was not as beautiful as his mood.

Jackie looked at himself.

Am I wrong?

Why am I being so sensitive? If indeed he has not been able to forget it does not mean that my brother will respond back with the same thing, right? Jackie thought to himself, his feet playing soft brownish-colored sand.

What did he say, he's packing?

Does that mean he's coming home? Jackie regained his senses and straightened his back for a moment. His eyes rounded and followed his wife with a run.

In the hotel room.

"Why take me away when in fact he will come back evil like yesterday?" Ayana murmured while putting her clothes in the suitcase.

"Hhhh, good thing I'm taking the hormonal contraceptive pill if I don't? If we keep fighting like this, what if we have kids? it's gonna be a lot of fights and it's not good for my son." He said with his hands still arranging his clothes.

Ayana was in front of an open closet and her body was blocked by the closet door while earlier because she was also upset about Jackie's attitude, she went into the room without closing the door because she was stuck in hotel sandals. How reckless, what if some crazy guy comes in?

"Thank God I didn't become a fool for giving myself up completely to him. I don't think his real attitude is like that. He's different, he's not my old Jackie." Ayana folded her clothes one by one.

"He used to be so sweet and kind. But now, he had a bit of trouble controlling his emotions. Unlike Kak Gino who can be more legowo and patient in handling women." Ayana said comparing something that should not be.

"Oh, how lucky Sister Dita is. They look so loving." Mumbled again.

Suddenly.

BRAK!!

The closet door pushed and closed hard to make Ayana jump and slightly shifted from where she was sitting.

Her face looked up at the figure of her husband standing in front of her with his clenched hands and sharp eyes. Do not forget also if the neck veins have come out striped holding something that will come out of his mouth.

"Oh, so you've been keeping him in your heart all this time?" He spoke with a complementary affect. Her voice raised makes Ayana chirp.

Ayana gulped her saliva rough. "You heard it, didn't you? so why ask again?"

Verily, Ayana pierced the flames of discord among them. Notya muffled but Ayana instead ignited anger. "I don't think I need to explain anymore." Ayana said lightly.

"Ay, is there no me in your heart? Why did you close it for me? Ay, I love you so much. I'm sorry I never did you any good."

"Jack! don't you understand that I need time? If you're the one who has to sacrifice everything for your father's life then your own boyfriend accuses you of not being and trusts others more, how!!?" Ayana vented what had been buried in her heart.

"I've been quiet all this time, I've just been quietly treating my wounds. No one supports me but Brother Gino. Then do you think I can easily forget him?"

"He, the only one who protects me, suffices me, and takes care of me when you corner, belittle, and demean me. Do you think I can forget??" Ayana spoke with the roar of her tears that had been freely plunging down her cheeks.

JGIEGER!!

As if struck by lightning, today, Jackie knows what Gino means to Ayana. It was much different from him who always demanded to be respected, the figure of Gino was preferred because he wanted to understand. Not always to be understood.

"Until death I cannot forget it, and also remember one more thing. At that time, you... You are the cause of my son's death. You made me lose our baby!!" Ayana screamed as she remembered that time.

Jackie, he's just sculpting. He should have retorted, but it seemed like he was holding something back.

"At that time, I had no one. Sister Lena she almost wiped my life, I asked for a divorce back then to stay away and protect my baby. But you!! You....!!! you came and made my baby go away for good!!😭😭" Ayana roared and gripped firmly Jackie's collar.

"It was only my baby that I had in this world. My possessions, family, and husband have all been let go!! But you screwed things up, for Lena's sake!!" Ayana roared and limped on the floor.

Jackie was still silent in his place.

"You know, that day I almost went crazy....!!! And only Gino is only Gino who strengthens me. Then...." Ayana got back up, with her wet eyes she stared fixedly at the bead Jackie oppressed her in a sharp look.

"Then you came back after I found the courage? You know because of that I don't dare to hang out with men, I'm afraid to hang out with the rich. I'm afraid it'll be their game."

"Haha!" Ayana laughed suddenly and it was awful. He was just crying and roaring hysterically and now laughing loudly until his voice echoed to fill the room.

"Then you came back..." Ayana rubs Jackie's cheek gently and kisses her.

" And after that you tortured me in your own way. What am I wrong with you??!" He shouted until his voice became hoarse. His face turned red and he ruffled his own hair.

" You know, I'm tired of trying to die!! Ahahaha!! My life is meaningless!!" Ayana laughed cynically and stared at her reflection in the mirror.

"Oh, don't be like this, please!" Jackie hugged Ayana from behind.

"Ayana Jasmine, that's my name, isn't it? Beautiful huh? but not as good as my way of life." He spoke in a voice that was trembling and moaning in pain in the soul.

Author: "I can't talk. I wrote it while I'm thinking of me being Ayana 😭😭😭😭."

"Don't do that..." Jackie hugged the still-vibrating body warmly crying softly.