Passion 3 love

55. I'm not letting go.

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What is the truth of the effort?

Yup!! right, it's not easy to give up and try to keep trying as hard as you can. That way?

It feels heavy indeed if we have to choose between something we deeply love. As of this moment, Ayana was only speechless in her mind. Unable to determine, reject, repeat or even decide.

He himself kept the pain.

She herself was wallowing.

He himself and himself blamed himself.

Huh, I should have been even more strict with him that night. Ayana sat up and struggled with the regrets that had surrounded her now.

That night, the last time they had a relationship and unexpectedly came to fruition from her current pregnancy.

Ayana is only able to gently rub the forehead of the man who is now sleeping next to her with a sweat on his forehead the rest of them make love.

Anyway, this is our son. And you're really expecting it, what would you be like if you knew the truth?

You will be happy, but....

If you knew the real doctor's phonis, would you take my son from my womb?

Nah! No!!

Ayana's mind wandered, thinking about everything from all sides.

Think of the happiness of her husband, her in-laws, and also the lifeless fetus.

Ayana involuntarily shed tears, when the pain and sliced back present when she remembered the phonis of the doctor.

...Flashbacks On....

The infusion needle is still stuck, dripping slowly according to the needs of his body.

Ayana was still drowning on the patient's bed, when a doctor came in and examined her.

At that time, he himself and Dita were still down to buy breakfast, he said as he said goodbye.

"Good, this is good enough." Said the doctor who examined all the vital signs on the mother as well as the fetus in her stomach.

"Can I tell Doc?" Ask in a weak voice.

"Mom, even though I said you were good enough. Not that I can go home soon...." The doctor looked at the pity of the two chocolate beads Ayana, as if hesitant to say something.

"What's up Doc, why look at me like that" asked Ayana.

"Mom, we should have an abortion before the mother's fetus grows up. This mother's pregnancy is very risky." Said the doctor who was greeted by the trinkets and cries of Ayana who broke.

Ayana just wants something simple, have a whole and happy family.

Unlike her who was from the moment the baby was abandoned by the mother.

He thought, why has his life always been such a miserable game?

When she was a baby in her mother's house, when she was growing up, her father abandoned her.

When she is forced to marry and begins to have new hope, her baby, her first child, dies and leaves her.

Then now he will be abandoned again by his son-in-law for the second time?

Nope, no! even if she was going to die, Ayana would rather sacrifice her own life.

"No Doc, I don't have anything in my life." Ayana blaring.

"This child is my only spirit." Speak with a vibrating and disorganized voice.

"Mom, you should discuss this with your husband and mother's family. Mother's life is more important." Said the doctor.

Ayana looked at the doctor right in both eyes. Dive in and look for the meaning of his words. So easy he said Ayana's life was more important than the life of the fetus in her birth.

Ayana shook her head strongly and her tears had flooded both cheeks, unwilling to part with her future baby. " So according to the doctor, my son's life isn't important?" His wit with a sharp reddened look restrained the emotions.

"My son-in-law also has a right to live!! I lost my son once, Doc. Don't you know how the pain is?" Tanda Ayana.

" Tell Doc, what's the worst chance?" Ayana grabbed the gynecologist's hand, looking at him with pity as if begging for honesty that was fruitful.

"Worst of all, you won't survive." He said with a look my eyes held haru. It is heavy to say bitter things with the patient or his family.

Ayana laughed bitterly and rubbed her stomach. " For my son's sake, I'm willing." His words which he then smiled so sweetly and rubbed his stomach affectionately.

The Doctor nodded a few times and snorted slowly, a sign that he was also actually being heart-pounding in this situation.

...Flashback....

The burly and muscular hand overstretched his stomach, the stomach which now contained his future son. Very carefully, Ayana moved Jackie's hand.

"Don't overlap, pity him." Lirih Ayana monologues speaking with her husband's hand who then lifts her up and kisses her.

In his eyes the still sleeping face of peace. "What did you dream of my husband?" Ayana spoke without a voice.

He stared fixedly at the peaceful and perfect looking face before him, looking handsome and charming even with his slightly open mouth and let out a smooth snoring.

Ayana's outstretched hand rubbed Jackie's messy-looking hair and she spoke in her heart. I used to disappoint you, betray you, and hurt you deeply. Ayana smiled bitterly as she remembered it.

And now, I'll make it up to you. I want to give you happiness, even with my life I have to pay for it. She then kissed her husband's nose.

Jackie squirmed and half opened his eyes. "You haven't slept?"

The cell phone lying on the nightstand and looking at the clock. " It's two o'clock in the morning, honey. Let's sleep! Hurry...!" Jackie said with a heavy voice that was then followed by the kisses of affection that landed on his wife's face.

"Yes..." Sahut Ayana who then entered into Jackie's warm embrace.

It was comfortable, warm and calm that he felt.

He did not know what the end of his life story would be like.

He did not know how his sacrifice would take place.

Enjoy it for now. That's what he started to put in his head.

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"Darling, you didn't eat?" Jackie asked when he saw his wife only ate fruits that had been cut and had become a fruit salad.

"This, I ate right?" Ayana lifted her bowl and showed it to her husband.

"Yes, I mean eat rice. Carbohydrates are important." Jackie corrected the meaning of the question.

Ayana giggled "For me, as long as my jaw and teeth work together to chew, whether it's fruit or vegetable." Ayana stopped talking and swallowed the fruit that was in her throat.

"For me it's still eating my husband." His words were full of emphasis as if advising Jackie.

"Eat well Eoh...!" Jackie rubbed his wife's cheek. "I've worked so hard that you can eat well." He said he then spooned the rice and side dishes on a new plate and gave it to Ayana.

"Due to health, eat well so that you get pregnant quickly." Jackie then smiled after thrusting a plate of food in front of Ayana.

Ayana just silently looked at the rice presented before her with a flat expression.

"I can't wait to have Jackie junior." The link is full of hope.

If you knew there was Jackie Junior here. You must be very happy.

But I still want to keep this a secret until I can't get rid of it.

Hold on, kid, I'll tell your dad in three months if you're here.

Ayana lowered her head to speak from her heart with the baby.

...Why did his face change so? Did I say something wrong?...

Ah~~~~ It seems that he is not ready for that yet. Jackie went silent astray observing Ayana's face.

"Cha!! Come you!! I'll eat well. Look it!" Ayana then smiled excitedly and started devouring the food Jackie had brought for her.

She did not want to disappoint her husband.

The question arises.

What do you think is the character of the female protagonist here?

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