Passion 3 love

82. Ego

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*There is no life without pain, there is no love without hurt. People are born to fight, not to be losers. Every problem we face will be self-evident. That we are actually capable and self-awareness.

Mimi lita's.

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A bulging mop filled with tears, a burly man wept in his mother's arms. Jackie he didn't think that his promise to check his wife's womb would end up hurting.

One day after the accident, and right now at 11 Jackie's alarm goes off. Reminds him of an appointment to meet and check his wife's contents to the hospital. But instead they kept their promises in this wound-filled way.

"Bun, why isn't my wife awake?" Ask with a face facing the Mother.

"Prophey dear, we have to pray a lot. Your wife will be fine." Our Lady of Winda raised the son even though she herself had shed tears.

Dita and Gino were there, too, after Jackie told him about the accident. One that makes it awkward, Why when there was an accident there is also a Shaga aka Yogi there?

Gino continues to suspect Yogi's involvement, while Yogi aka Shaga is still unconscious. No one could be questioned, Ms Sri and the taxi driver were burned in an explosion.

Now their only hope in digging up the facts is Shaga and Ayana. They still can't believe it's all a coincidence. Alex, even though he was still injured and with a brace around his neck, he still came and gave his sister moral support.

"Already, calm yourself. We pray for healing for your wife." Alex said, slowly patting his sister's shoulder.

"Oh...!" Alex groaned as he moved his shoulders.

" Mister, lower it slowly. Don't forget you're sick too." Said Diah who then held Alex's hand and lowered it slowly.

Our Lady of Winda saw a tinge of happiness on Alex's face when Diah noticed it, the mother of Winda felt her efforts were not in vain. While Dhani's father he can only quietly look down fan save his sadness.

"Our grandkids are Bun." He spoke, but it was clear enough in the wife's ear.

"Dad, God loves him more than we do. We have to be sincere." Said the Virgin Mother who is actually just trying hard.

Meanwhile, Dita. He remembers everything. How to help Ayana whenever there is a problem. And from every incident, there was always Shaga there. It was as if God sent Shaga as a helper. And, this incident is the heaviest where the accident almost claimed the lives of both.

"Alex, you better go home. Your body is not too fit either." Said Dita to her sister-in-law.

"Ah, yes Dit. Uh.... Sis." Follow him to his friend. Alex often forgets that Dita has become his sister-in-law now.

Dita did not mind that, only her husband did not accept it. Gino doesn't want his sister to go to his wife. "Call him polite Lex." His rebuke to his sister.

"Yes, sorry. His name also forgets." Alexis Fizz.

"Jack, Brother go home first. I'm sorry you couldn't stay with me longer. May your wife come to her senses." Alex said goodbye.

"Thank you, brother." The short answer from Jackie represented how broken his heart was at the moment. He couldn't talk much, sadness made him speak a thousand languages.

Alex then goes home with Diah helping him. He rubbed it very carefully. During the trip Alex looks a lot silent, he seemed to be swallowed in sadness. His face looked gloomy without any passion.

"Sir, you look so lethargic. What's up?" Tanya Diah who helped put Alex on her bed and raised one leg of her master and then covered it tightly with a blanket.

"I didn't think anything bad would happen to my sister-in-law and take the life of my niece-in-law. Just a few days ago, Ayana sent me a message. He can already take a walk in the park and will visit me, then now?" Alex cried with tears.

For her, Ayana is still her sister whether she is married or not with her biological sister. There are many memories created between them. Because between his two brothers, Alex's warm attitude is the most able to make Ayana comfortable and unconscious often share his complaints.

Alex rubbed his fallen tears. He was so sad and beaten. If he was like this, what about Gino, who is an ex-husband and Jackie who is still an official husband?

For Diah, for the size of his sister-in-law, Alex was so over-weeping the calamity that befell his sister-in-law. To him this looks awkward and exaggerated.

"Maybe this is too much for you. But to me, she's like my own real sister Di. From her baby I often hold and babysit her. He's a sweet and obedient boy. It's just that his fate isn't so good." Alex rubbed his face.

"He lost his mother from the moment he opened his eyes to see the world. He was often left out if his father was working. She was often bullied at school because she was poor and hitchhiked to our family. Jackie's protecting her at school, and Jackie's willing to equal their years in college."

"Without getting married to Jackie, I will protect her as my only sister. I love him." Alex was moved to reveal all his heart.

Now Diah understood, why the three brothers were very loving and privileged Ayana. It turns out that Ayana's past story is so poignant. Born and separated from his mother, living hitchhiking with his employer's family, became bully-an material because of his poverty. Without Diah knowing, the clear circle also dripped.

"Oh, don't cry. Lady Ayana will be fine because she is a kind and gentle woman. Don't cry sir, remember your wound." Say it softly.

There is a sense of regret here, there is something that Diah threw away and just missed. Now he's aware of Alex and how his family is. Although rich, but not necessarily they set the treasure as an absolute condition for happiness.

It was evident from what Alex told him. The status of Jackie and Ayana is very paraded, the rich man and the poor son of his gardener. What Diah feared has now found his own answer. Diah who was afraid and felt inappropriate for Alex, now realized that what was feared by humans was not all going to happen and bear bad fruit.

Sometimes, we become aware of something after seeing the misfortune that befell others. And it was Diah who reflected on what happened to Ayana to uncover the truth about the Armanto family.

"Akhs..... Shhhh.....!" Alex hissed whimpering withstanding the pain in his chest as he could not control his sadness and crying.

His breathing became breathless while as a result of the fracturing of his ribs he was already in pain to breathe normally and this he was crying bitterly.

" Sir, stop... Shut up. shut up. Take care of your breath, breathe slowly." Diah helps Alex lie down and gently rubs Alex's shoulder to soothe her.

A few minutes passed, Alex was able to catch his breath. He breathed regularly and sounded a fine snoring from his lips.

Why do I feel so sorry after rejecting him? Now I realize something, his family although rich, but very different. I should have realized this sooner. If his family sees anything from his possessions, of course his mother will not meet me to match me with her son. Now I live lamenting my own stupidity.

Diah thought of everything and could only bow languidly lamenting his fate.

"Well, wake up, baby. Get up, "Slowly Jackie rubbed the pale hand that had been stuck in the infusion needle.

"Jackie, don't force him. Give him space, let him wake up on his own." Said Bunda Vinda rubbing the back of the son who was crying tergugu cupped the hand of the wife who was unconscious.

"But Bun, he's been asleep for two days. He hasn't spoken to me in two days..." This is how the pain he feels now, Ayanas used to be all this pain to face him alone. When Jackie hates him for being consumed by sedition.

Mommy Winda understands the suffering of the child. He decided to give more space between the husband and wife. " Then Mother will go home, yes, you are here to look after her. Tomorrow's a change of mother will take care of him and you can work. You also have to take responsibility for your work."

Jackie nodded in understanding. " Yes, Mommy Go home is also here only allowed two people to take care of patients. I'll take care of him."

Mommy Winda said goodbye and then kissed the forehead of her son and daughter-in-law. He hoped his daughter-in-law would come back.

As the clock ticks around his seconds, minutes and hours, Jackie is still talking to his wife. Discuss all the past stories and also their thoughts about having a momongan.

THE TEST!

THE TEST!

THE TEST!

A tear thread drenched the back of Ayana's hand and Ayana moved slowly one of her fingers. Jackie who saw the small movement then pressed the button on the headboard to call the doctor.

"Darling, you're awake. Are you conscious?" Jackie smiled in relief and kissed the wife's face very carefully. He's so emotional right now.

"Jack's.... Child... Infants... Our baby?" The first thing Ayana remembered was her distended stomach. And now he felt it flat and it was in excruciating pain.

"Huuu ....! Don't move much. The doctor will come and check on you." Jackie distracts Ayana.

"Our baby ....!" Ayana was crying hysterically, she was so lost.

The doctor came to check on Ayana. Everything's stable, it's just the baby can't be helped. Ayana must feel an excruciating pain.

There is nothing more painful for a parent than to witness the death of their child.

Mimi lita's.

After the doctor examined Ayana's condition, the doctor then gave a sedative injection and invited Jackie to tell him something.

"The condition of the patient is good, everything is good. It's just.., her uterus..."

"What's wrong with my wife's womb Doc?"

"Because of the impact of the accident, and indeed from the previous history your wife already has problems with her uterus and coupled with pregnancy without readiness of the uterus,....." The doctor was silent. He seemed to shake the mental state of the patient's family.

"What's up Doc?" Jackie really mixed up now his feelings.

The doctor looked at Jackie. " This is only according to the predictions of the results of our diagnosis. But the rest we leave to God. Sir, your wife because of the condition of the uterus, we diagnosed it will be difficult to have a baby. I beg you and your wife to strengthen each other."

"I know this is a big blow for Ayana's mother because I also handled her during her pregnancy. I know how excited she is and how loving her baby would be. But God wants something else." The Doctor looked seriously at Jackie who was already downcast with tears flowing down.

"Most importantly, you don't pretend to be strong in front of him. It will only trigger negative thoughts from him. Just show me what you really feel. Show him that you also feel lost and not him alone who feels lost." Doctor's message.

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After leaving the doctor's office, Jackie returned to his wife's nursery. In her kiss Ayana's forehead and then she went up to the bed and lay down next to her. Slanted to face the wife.

As far as we're together, you're the only one who's always been a victim of my selfishness. I'm sorry my wife. Jackie looked at Ayana and kissed her cheek.

In another ward,

A beautiful girl who felt forced to keep a patient was folding both hands to the chest and stared at the patient who was asleep with a prone position.

His name was Reizu. She's a blue bloodline girl. She is the strongest candidate as the future wife of Shaga Prayogi.

"I'm the only one who loves you alone. From childhood, from before we've been betrothed." Reizu muttered looking at Shaga's face.

Reizu then sat down and gently rubbed Shaga's hair. " You're so stubborn, you love challenges and making a fuss. Is your life destined for that?" Gentle and delicate Reizu spoke.

"Yes, I was born a troublemaker, why?" Shaga said grimly as she first opened her eyes due to the smooth movement over her hair.

Shaga is very fond of expressive women like Ayana, women who are cheerful and lifeless. As for Reizu, he grew up full of upbringing in the style of blue blood descent, anything pakem. Laughing is the rule, let alone talking. Never expect Reizu to laugh. He would only smile and that was with one hand covering his smile.

" It's okay, that's your right my future husband. It's all up to you. It's just you better behave better." The gentle way Reizu spoke the word made Shaga even more lazy to listen to her voice.

" Don't talk too much about slugs! go back to your house. My butterflies hurt to hear you slow in speech, slow in everything." Oceh Shaga is upset.

Shaga hated Reizu too much, she was too meek for him. Shaga needs a little textured and put up a fight. Not a submissive, obedient and easy to give up like Reizu.

"No, I won't obey you. I will only devote my life to my husband, I will only obey, submit and obey my husband. That's what they taught me."

" Get out!" Shaga yells at Reizu's exorcism.

But Reizu actually sat so elegantly and crossed her legs and stared flat at Shaga.

"I won't follow all your words because you're not my husband yet." Final Reizu speaking.