Paper Layangan

The Pained Feelings

Eyebrows entered Al's car and closed the door, he looked at Al who looked very different from before. He looks so emotional and without speaking he sticks his gas tight. Unknowingly, Alis closed her eyes and held tightly to the sealtbeat. He hoped they would arrive safely.

Ciiitt.

Car tires squeaked, Eyebrows held the weight of his body that almost collapsed to the front and hit the dashboard. He opened his eyes slowly and glanced at Al who was still behaving the same as at the beginning. Eyebrows released his sealtbeat, he held the car's doorknob and wanted to open the car door but before that, Al had already intercepted him with a question.

"Why? why are you doing it to me, Lis?" ask Al with a hiss. He gripped the steering wheel tightly to channel his anger and disappointment. He was also disappointed in Alis who until now just kept quiet without explaining anything to him.

Eyebrows looked at Al in wonder. "What do you mean Al, I don't understand?" asked Alis while turning to look at the look on Al's face and also his hands that looked white.

"Why are you lying to me Lis?" back hissing and staring intently at the Eyebrows. "Java!!!" al said again with a shout.

His eyebrows were aghast yet he could only close his eyes for a moment. He did not understand Al's words just now. What a mistake he made so much that Al was so angry and shouted in front of him. He tried to remember the previous events, but he really did not know where the fault lay. Even until now he also did not understand the warning Arya when the table was eating earlier. All he knew was that Al was furious when he heard his father calling himself by the name of Syaiba. Is that the fault. Butwhat?

"Now you're out! come out I said!!!" yelled Al with a cry. He was so emotional and disappointed because the girl he first loved had dared to lie to him. Even he had the heart to close the fact that was plastered in front of the eyes.

"Al... what, is my fault Al?" ask Alis with a stammer. "Really, I, I don't understand this situation." Eyebrows looked at Al with fondling but Al did not care, he pushed Alis' body to get out of his car. He was really sick of seeing this innocent-looking girl in front of him.

After Alis came down, Al slammed the door of his car hard and slammed the steering wheel to turn away. Without looking at his Eyebrows, he poked his gas tightly.

Stunned eyebrows saw him. In just a few seconds Al had changed and hated him without him knowing where his mistake was.

Eyebrows stepped with gontai towards his home. He looked ahead, there was only darkness. Eyebrows raised his head, he stared at the darkening sky. There are thousands of stars. He sat himself slowly in the grass field in front of his house. Eyebrows groped his chest, he squeezed it slowly.

Why does it hurt when he ignores me. Why is this feeling so foreign.

Eyebrows looked back at the stars, he remembered the figure of Angga. He remembered the Angga question.

"I don't know if I like someone right now, but I feel so sick that he ignores me that he even throws the blame at me when I don't know where the fault lies." He hides his face between his knees.

His eyebrows were silent for a while, until he was shocked when he heard the voice of someone behind him.

"Alis, why are you decking?" said Riyan who had crouched down before Eyebrow and held both shoulders of Eyebrows. "Try telling sister." persuaded Riyan while bringing Eyebrows into her arms. He felt the weakened movement of his Eyebrows, he stared at the sleeping Eyebrow on his shoulder. Riyan immediately carried his Eyebrow and brought it into the house of Eyebrows. He looked at his sister who was sleeping. I don't know what he was thinking until Alis was so exhausted.

Slowly Riyan placed his Eyebrows on his bed, he took off his Eyebrow shoes and covered his Eyebrows to the chest. Riyan sat down for a moment on the bed, he noticed the look on the face of Eyebrow who looked restless and sad but there was not the slightest trace of tears there. I don't know what made him feel this depressed.

Riyan stepped out of Alis's room, he took his phone to contact his father and told him the state of Alis was fine along with him.

"Alis, wherever you go, you go home. Is big brother holding you too hard to make your condition like this." murmured Riyan as he stared at the wall of the house filled with mural paintings.

Riyan again took his phone to contact his man who always monitored Eyebrow without his knowledge. He will find out the cause of the Eyebrows being like this.

*****

Al was pensive in his room, he squeezed his hair violently, and looked back at the photo of Eyebrows on his nightstand. The photo he had taken secretly when Alis played kite first. Really he did not expect, Eyebrows was so hearty to lie to him and keep a meeting about himself that will be betrothed to his own best friend. What will he do to Aldo.

All this time Al continued to support Aldo and his matchmaking without wanting to know who would be betrothed with him. Regret came back to him as he had already dropped his heart on the wrong person. The one who should never get his attention and love.

Al really did not expect, Alis is Syaiba. Then, the game moreover that will be played by Eyebrows to deceive everyone. Or maybe the rumors about him are true as well. Al shook his head as his thoughts about it approached him.

Tock

Al stared at the door. He adjusted his breathing to sound back to normal.

"Come in! not locked." said Al interrupting.

Arya appeared behind the door of Al's room, smiling and approaching Al who seemed to sit and lean in the head of the bed. He knew that his only son was not okay.

"Al, papa hopes you forget the simple girl and want to accept the matchmaking that you once asked before" said Arya while sitting in the single seat in the room Al.

Al looked at his father with sadness. He has not been able to forget Eyebrows, although all this is sudden and without his control. But he remained angry because he was so disappointed in his eyebrows. He just kept quiet while staring at the ceiling.

"She's just taking advantage of Al's situation, because she feels good for helping you and papa. That's why he acted, just wanting him to take your heart. Realize Nak, you have been deceived by it." said Arya again. He felt unwilling that Al fell on the simple girl who pretended to be innocent.

Al hardened his jaw to hear Aryan's words like that. "It's not that easy Pa, and you have to remember, Eyebrows are not like that" said Al sarcas.

"Isn't she the girl you've been betrothed to your best friend, Aldo?" arya asked back to remind. "Then, what's his name if he does not take advantage of the situation, while he is almost engaged to Aldo" said Arya back while watching Al who was just silent.

"Pa, Eyebrows aren't like that, she's a nice girl. Not like the girl you imagined it to be." Al answered and looked in his father's direction. He wanted his father not to look down on Eyebrows.

"OK, okay. Papa understands, you are being blinded by love. And your love will never reach Al, because you've betrayed your friendship if it happens" Arya said in a low voice. "And one more, please think about the matchmaking you once asked for. But, all the options are in your hands." walk towards the door without turning to Al and close it.

Al clasped his hand firmly, he slammed whatever was around him. He even rolled around on his bed to relieve his overflowing anger. Al stood up and rushed to the bathroom, wanting to cool his mind to calm down.

Prangggg.

There was a shard of glass from where Al was. His hand was covered in blood, he deliberately punched the mirror that was there.

"Al! open the door Al!" Harwinda banged on Al's bathroom door hard. He who accidentally passed by, heard the sound of something breaking, like broken glass from inside Al.Bergegas room he entered and noticed the room room that looked messy, like a broken glass, and he heard water gurgling from inside the bathroom.

Al opened the door slowly, he looked at his mother who was worried about him and watched himself closely.

"Your hand why Al?" harwinda asked as she grabbed Al's right hand, which was still bleeding.

"Auntie, please get me a p3k box!!" shouted Harwinda. He led Al to his bed. And put Al there.

"Why ma, does he have the heart for me? why is he lying to me?" al asked with a disappointed look.

"Al, calm yourself. He didn't mean to lie to you, just a different situation Al." said Harwinda as she grabbed a cotton swab that had been covered in alcohol. "He must have had a reason behind all that."

"The reason is clear ma, he lied to me and deceived me." said Al.

"You don't judge before you know the truth. Find out first before you conclude. Because you will regret if you make the wrong decision." said Harwinda while wrapping Al's hand with a bandage. Just this time Harwinda saw her son who looked very messed up.

Al went back to silence and thought about his mother's words just now. He also considered his father's words earlier.

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