Oye...Please Have Me

#back to remember2

In the hallway of the hospital was very quiet just sobs crying Alisa heard, already 2 hours we here the doctor has not told what kind of condition adul.

"Sarah, I don't want anything to happen to Adul, if something happens it's because of my fault sarah I deserve to be punished" alisa said while crying

"Please alisa, we pray that you are fine she is strong and I am sure you are stronger and this is not your fault" I said as I hugged alisa

"i resigned sarah, if she hates me she leaves me and doesn't remember me anymore I'm willing as long as she's alive and well"

I looked into alisa's eyes, it was clear tears of sadness were so deep there, how stupid I had thought I wanted to go back to Adul.

Suddenly the doctor came out

"What's the condition of dok adul?" ask me curious

"this ma'am, the patient's condition is better but I beg you not to be under pressure or whatever is not good for his mental"

"Yes doc, can we see the condition directly?" ask me again

"Yes please, but the patient is resting please do not be long"

"yes doc"

and the doctor passed, we went into the room, it looks like a still unconscious adult on the hospital bed.

"Adul, please forgive me, I promise not to interfere with your life anymore as long as you excuse me and realize again" said alisa holding Adul's hand.

I could only look at them without being able to say anything, so long as I saw the sight I finally decided to go home just not to bother them.

"where are you going sar?later if you realize and he asks you how?" alisa asked a little panicked

"You just answer that I'm home my son is waiting for me to lis"

"But...."

"believe me he won't ask me well, I said assalamualaikum first"

"iya walaikumsalam"

I passed from the room, there was a niche in this heart that was disappointed I don't know because I don't understand that clearly I don't want to be carried away by the flow of their lives anymore,yes I will not see them again, let them take care of their own lives and I will live with my children and my family as well.

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This morning I felt very unwell, to get out of bed it felt very tired, slowly I sat on the bed while looking at the clock that has shown at 6:45 wib,

geez I have to drop off the school sella.

Suddenly, she came into my room.

"Well, I've had bad luck" he grumbled with a frown

"for a while, son, you don't seem to be feeling well, you're in between manjang not okay, right?"

"Hospitalized?yauda it's okay mah I set out with mang ujang aja, mamah rest ya mah assalamualaikum"

he said while kissing my hand

"walaikumsalam dear be careful yes"

Sella passed out of my room, while I was sitting limp on the bed suddenly my phone rang, I saw it coming from Alisa,I don't want to lift her up let her take care of her husband myself I'm really tired of dealing with their problems, maybe by going from their lives I'll be able to calm down and they can be together again.

[Sar please go to the hospital, Adul is rampaging here, please help me]

a short message from alisa and I really no longer want to deal with this, I covered my body with a blanket trying to rest trying not to care about this all.