Oye...Please Have Me

#MAAF (pov adul)

Where did Alisa actually go, I was really worried about her situation now.

Suddenly my phone rang

"Alisa where are you?why can't I call"

"I'm starting to contract you straight to the hospital huh"

"What??yasudah immediately send the hospital address I'm leaving immediately"

Alisa contractions?HpL it's 2 weeks away but maybe God will another, save my wife and child God, my love all the way to the hospital.

Upon arrival there I immediately searched the delivery room and it turned out that she was already there fighting between life and death, why did I become deg degan like this.

After waiting for almost two hours finally heard also the sound of crying babies from inside the room, soon I made a prostration of gratitude because the two people I loved survived.

"Alisa, our son is a boy and I've been pardoning him"

"You happy?"

"I'm so happy you're safe"

"is there anything else that makes you happy?"

"Another thing?what other things?"

"No, I want to rest dul, please leave me"

I don't know what alisa means, her face looks like she's not happy to have given birth to her child, is it because she is tired?maybe he was tired, the most important thing is that they were both healthy and safe.

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[Sarah, I have given birth in 2 weeks I will take care of the divorce papers with Adul]

a text received by sarah that afternoon, Sarah just sighed deeply and immediately saved her phone back

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"Alisa have you prepared a name for our son?"

"I don't know, not thought"

"What about Muhammad then?that's the name of the prophet, may our child be good like him"

"I want to rest dul, please leave"

"Alisa you why?did I make a mistake?"

"You never make a mistake and it makes me sick"

"After I'm healthy, I'm asking us for a divorce"

"But why?"

"This child was born with a good father like you, and that's enough for me, it seems like among us there will be no more attachment"

"Alisa I married you not kidding"

"And I thought this was all a game"

"I don't want a divorce"

"Adul, I know you don't love me right?why survive"

"I love you lis, I love you"

"Love???your eyes never show that, there's only one woman and she's not me"

"Alisa I..."

"Have it, I'm sick of pretending to be tough, I love you somehow since when I fell in love but I realize you can't love me"

Alisa cried while drowning her face in a pillow

"Adul, if you really want this child to be happy, we're divorced, he won't be happy with parents who pretend to be happy"

"I'm sorry alisa, I'll try to love you for Muhammad"

"No need, I've taken care of our divorce papers and I hope you accept my decision"

"You're really selfish, I can't believe you're doing this, I've been trying to make you happy, I've always wanted to see you smile at me..."

"Quite dul, I said just stop all your efforts and you deserve to be happy"

"i'll only be happy when I'm with you"

"Lied..."

"Alisa please give me a chance to do my best, I promise I won't trouble you"

"I'm the one who troubles you"

"Iisa...."

I don't feel my tears flowing just like that, there's a pain in the heart is so crowded, I think I don't love it in fact I'm very sick if I have to lose again, what's my fault why nobody wants me?....