
After getting married Alisa's attitude is very cold and silent, I understand she is behaving like that because maybe she doesn't like me, I honestly still can't forget sarah,but it doesn't matter to me now the future of the child in Alisa's womb is more important.
"Alisa let's eat first, I've bought chicken pecel in the front alley, the sambel is delicious you must like"
"i don't want to eat"
"come on, I'm not asking you but I'm asking your son to eat"
"your child?this isn't your son, you shouldn't sacrifice for me like this"
"Alisa I'm...."
"quite dul, your kindness makes me sick"
"at least you should eat, I don't want my kindness to make your baby not develop well"
Alisa said nothing and she finally opened the rice packet and ate it, I know my life with alisa will be difficult together but at least the boy has a father.
"When do you want to see a doctor?"
"later I'll ask my lawyer"
"hahaha you are yes, the time of just checking the contents must use a lawyer"
"i don't want to bother you, I told you we just stay in my house there is a maid and you don't have to bother working"
"Alisa I am the head of the household, so I will support you"
"but dul, I can't cook washing and some houses"
"there will be me"
"then what am I doing here?I'm just a hassle"
"since we got married your language changed you're better and I like it"
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pov alisa's
what the hell is this Adul, why does he make me mali and...
pounding, what is it with me why is my heart beating so fast?lest....
aahh no, I don't want to, I don't want to,
I will learn to be a good housewife and a useful wife for you...
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The more days Alisa's attitude improved but it was not long ago, when she was cleaning my room, she found a photo of sarah there.
"Whose is this?"
"ahh, it's nobody"
"answer, I want to know"
"it's really nobody lis"
"I know I'm nobody to you so I don't deserve to know anything about you"
"Alisa it's not, 'okay I'll tell you, she's my ex-boyfriend's sarah"
"former?"
"yes, he asked for a break up, I can't make him happy"
"sorry I didn't mean it"
"it's okay, we haven't seen each other in a long time so you're calm, now you and this kid are my priority"
"Thank you dul"
That afternoon Alisa and I decided to eat at a restaurant not far from our house, Alisa wanted to eat her favorite fried rice here but, instead, I saw sarah with the little girl there, I wanted to come to her,asking her how she is doing now, but I can't, I don't want to hurt Alisa and suddenly Sarah looks at me, finally we just throw each other a smile.
Aahh her smile is still the same, still sweet and innocent, forgive me Alisa...
I finally got to meet Sarah in the parking lot, because I really wanted to see her up close, and I missed her.
But it turns out that sarah was married, and the little boy was the son, so she was dating a widower?wh why?did he leave me because of this widower?while I was still with my chaotic thoughts suddenly Alisa came and maybe I hurt her.
I'm sorry Alisa...