Oye...Please Have Me

#crossing

That afternoon I was planning to pick up sella at school and suddenly my phone rang, no matter from whom because there is no name, the new number must make a fuss I thought, I thought,

[Sarah...this is me Adi can you meet?]

A short message that made me stop my car, want what else this guy, shameless.

[i know you won't return my message, I heard your husband died, I'm so sorry Sarah, I wanted to meet just to be happy with you, and I'm sure I miss you too.]

Again the man interrupted my life, no matter what, why not let me live quietly though, I just want to focus on my life and sella, but why is it always like this.

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"mamah sarah why the hell, than just kept quiet?sella told me mamah just yes"

"ah sorry dear, mamah many more thoughts, the work at the office piled up and mamah just tired"

"young we just go home mah, and she's tired too"

"yes baby, tomorrow we go on the road well tomorrow sella holiday"

"yes mah"

Sella's a very good boy, I'm lucky to have him, tomorrow I'm going to mother's house, long time no stop by her house either.

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"Sarah, I've cooked for you and sella let's go in and eat first"

"sarah's mom said don't bother, we just eat done"

"mother wants to spoil you, rarely you stop by ibi very long"

"why don't you just stay with me there"

"no dear, this house is a relic of your father, my mother wants to take care of him"

"Grandma sella laper granny cook what?"

"ohh sorryin grandma sampe forgot the same sella, here's my dear grandmother cook opor chicken omelet and tempe fried"

"Wow the power's good sella want to eat"

After eating, she seemed tired she immediately took a nap while I was just talking to the mother in the house, it had been a long time not to talk to my woman, aahh it feels comfortable when talking to her.

"How are you doing, son?"

"usually ma'am, alhamdulillah the company is increasing"

"thank God, my son wants to talk"

"speak what?"

"two days ago Adi came here to propose to you"

"Mother I told you I didn't want to.."

"Listen to my mother, son, do you want to live alone forever?I know he's got a bad memory, but I see he's serious and now he's changed son"

"he used to cheat mom, I don't want it to happen again"

"mom knows, but shouldn't you try first?"

"Tried?what do you think my life is, Mom?just an experimental material like that?"

"No son, I just want you to be happy"

"i'm happy mom, I'm happy with sella like this"

"but you need a companion, son, think about it"

"I've decided, ma'am.."

"Sara...."

"mom I don't want to discuss this please.."

I went to leave my mum still on the porch, what was my mom thinking Trying??is my life that funny that even a marriage can I try?,I am really not ready to go home anymore especially with Adi who has clearly been duplicitous and did not rule out the possibility that he will do it later when we get married,

I don't know if I just want to focus on my career and sella...

Kevin why you left me, I really need you I really need you right now...