Oye...Please Have Me

#Adi

I know I'm such a jerk that I hurt Sarah,at first I only used her kindness because I did not really like her so I often develop a relationship with other women behind her anyway she would not know.

That day I intended to borrow 2 million rupiah for him because I thought for sure he would lend me to pay my debts, but what I can say is that he has no money,I was so angry and disappointed that I called my other boyfriend to borrow money, and he agreed as long as I wanted to be with him all day.

Who wouldn't want to be with a sexy woman like Lani,she's a karaoke guide she's a widow and very good and she says she likes me a lot even though I don't like her at all but nothing I have nothing to lose anyway.

that day I was mostly drunk with lani in the house until I was not aware lani invited me to do the relationship, at first I refused but she kept making him helpless, helpless,finally, the thing I regret the most until now,

Sarah came and saw it, she left me, at first I thought I would be fine without her but the more days I felt so lost to her, the more,and I just realized that I'm deeply in love with her.

I fell in love with Sarah when she was gone, I asked her back many times but it seemed like she would not be able to forgive me and I heard she was getting married, my heart was really sick and broken

"is this how you felt first?sick and broken?"

I'm sorry sarah, I won't interfere with your life anymore I'll work abroad, may you be happy with your husband.

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"sir Adi excuse me, I am the assistant ferry sir"

"oh yes please sit down, how is the contract submission what the ferry sir agreed?"

"yes, the ferry agreed, but he could not come here because he had to take care of his sister's company who had just died"

"well sir, then I have it"

"yes please"

I now work at a well-known overseas company, I serve as a marketing manager here, I can get here because of Sarah, I,he introduced me to a boss and the boss liked my job until I got a promotion and got to this point,

yes, all my achievements are because of sarah, if I were not that stupid, of course I would have kept it and maybe now I am happy with him and our children, he said,

aahh what I'm thinking, I can't be like this I have to moveon if ABG says now.

Sarah I thank you for I never forget to pray that you are always protected by ALLAH swt.

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jakarta 12 12 2018

It's been 2 months Kevin's departure, I still belom can go to the office and now I live in the kevin mas house with sella, fortunately big brother kevin is a very good person, he said,he often visited to see our situation.

Thank you for giving me a good family like your family,

may you be happy by her side and pray for me so that I can live my life without you....