Oye...Please Have Me

#Why? (Alisa)

In the morning I called Sarah is she coming to Adul?but sarah says she can't she wants me to take care of Adul, why with her?doesn't he want to go back to Adul?then why let me take care of Adul?does this mean he's given me another chance to be close to my husband?if so, I will not waste this opportunity.

"Assalamualaikum mas adul" my greeting to the adul who sat in front of the porch of the house.

"Ah Alisa why did it come?didn't I tell you oada sarah that you didn't have to come?" answer's astonished

"Yes but sarah asked me to take care of the mas adul until completely recovered, here I bring breakfast chicken porridge like mas adul"

"How do you know I like chicken porridge?ah yes, it must be Sarah who told you yes" he replied with a smile holding the package of chicken porridge, which he said,

No dul, I know because I'm your wife (in heart)

"Ah yes sarah who knows"

"That's your son?what's his name"

"Muhammad, his father who gave the name said so that he could follow the tauladan kanjeng prophet"

"Why can his father think the same as me, I always wanted to have a son and was named muhammad" he replied smilingly looking at Muhammad.

"Alisa you said you were going to divorce your husband why?

" Have I not answered that my husband does not love me"

"you have a son from another man so surely he's angry instead of not loving"

"You're wrong, she's not like that, she knows I'm pregnant so she married me"

"meaning?she married you even though she knew you were pregnant?"

"yes, I was suicidal, but he saved my life and my son"

"he's so nice well, do you love him?"

"initially it was normal, but he was very kind and also sincere concern for me the more days the feeling continued to exist and so it was"

"Then why do you want a divorce?"

"she loves another woman, I don't want to make her bond with me and unhappy, I want to let her go so she can be happy with that woman"

"Are you sure after the divorce she'll be happy with the woman?if he gets harder and hurt how"

"I'll make him happy"

"How?"

"Whatever it takes, I'll do it"

Adul chuckles, stinging my answer

"Why laugh?" ask me for wonder

"You're funny"

"Funny?"

"You said you'd make him happy, but you let him go, if you really intend to make him happy why not try to make him love you first,if it doesn't work, think about the next step"

Stinging a great answer as if I felt beaten, he was right I should try to make him happy with me and if it doesn't work he can choose his own life.

"Mas Aful, what would you do if your wife asked for a divorce?"

"Depends, ask her why"

"if he wanted to make a happy mas adul would mas adul divorce him?"

"No,,,"

"why?"

"Because I will make her happy until she has no reason to divorce me" she replied with a smile.

My heart dag dig dug not careless, my heart was heating up for a moment, aahh I seemed to really fall in love the other time to this man in front of me, my husband is adul.

Muhammad suddenly wept, I tried to silence him but failed but when Adul held the muhammad strangely he was immediately silent and did not cry anymore, I was amazed to see him.

"Kok me like a pity with this kid huh?Funny, I wish I could have this funny kid" he said

I don't feel like my tears just melt, though,I can't pretend to hold everything back but if I tell the doctor that it will force you to remember and if he is forced to remember it will be bad for his health,I don't want that to happen I want to get well and come back to me.

It's 2 o'clock I say to go home,adul said tomorrow if I bother not to come, but if I want to come I have to bring muhammad with me,I immediately agreed to his request that I was really very happy today.