One Big Dipper Two Love

Chapter 95

Nata really didn't come home. Hangga who felt her body was very tired because of all day looking for Harum, decided to look for Nata tomorrow only. After all, there was no way he could knock on the door of a man's house these nights.

Hanges had tried to contact Nata, but the voice of the operator answered his call. He also tried to contact Melly, but there was no answer. Nata's best friend may have slept. Think Hangga.

Hangga sleeps in the room that used to be occupied by Harum. The shadow as he told Harum to occupy the guest room, flashed across the wishful thinking. Hangga still remembers, when it was the first day the veiled woman was legal as his wife. His heart ached considering the ugliness of his attitude towards Harum. Plus the fact that his mother just revealed last night made him more wracked with guilt that slices the heart.

Hangga closed her eyes. Before he fell asleep, he said a prayer. Wishing tonight he could meet Harum, even though it was only a dream.

Early in the morning, Hangga went to Melly's house. Time shows at six in the morning when Hangga arrived at the house of Nata's best friend. Even the owner of the house was still covered in a deep blanket and Hanges had to wait half an hour to meet Melly.

“What are you doing? Tumben?” The sentence that Melly first uttered when she met Hangga who was sitting on the terrace.

“Hai, Mel. I'm here to pick up Nata,” said Hangga directly at the core of the problem.

“Fetch Nata?” lontar Melly with her eyebrows intertwined.

“Iya. Nata nginep here ‘kan?”

“Nggak.” Melly shook her head.

“Why? You're noisily the same as Nata?” guess it.

“If Nata doesn't stay here, go to Nata nginep where?” Instead of answering Melly's question, Hangga even threw a question to his wife's friend.

“So really yes you are noisily the same Nata? Until Nata where you don't know.”

Hanges are weak.

“If Nata gets hazy, it means severe storm nih,” said Melly.

“Come on, Mel. I'm here to find Nata. You might be able to give me a hint of where Nata is now.”

“Ck.” Melly clucking. “Actually if you want to find Nata it's easy. Samperin is at work during office hours. Nata must be there. Nata may be able to get away from you, but he can't escape his responsibilities at work.”

“Yes Allah, I don't think.” Hanges knocked on his forehead with clenched hands.

“Thanks yes, Mel. I'll go home first. Sorry, it bothers you early in the morning.”

“Oke.”

The house of the house. Just a few swings of her foot, Melly called out her name. “Hangga!”

“Ya.” The man looked and turned his body.

“Wound on Nata's wrist is what scar?” asked Melly looking at Hanges.

Hangga was silent for a moment, only then did she shake her head.

“Do not say that it was an incision scar because Nata was desperate to kill himself,” said Melly. “It goes too far if you waste Nata. You might love another woman. But, no other woman can love you like Nata loves you,” Melly concluded and entered her house.

Hangga just flinched hearing the sentence Melly said.

*

Hanges still goes to work. It's impossible to skip work again today. During the break, Hangga came to meet Nata at his wife's place of work. His heart was relieved to see Nata was fine. He invites Nata to have lunch together, but his beautiful wife refuses. Since the suicide attempt, Nata never again wanted to have lunch with him.

“Let me alone first, Hangga,” reject Nata when Hangga takes her home. “You don't have to worry, I'll never do that stupid deed again.”

“Why, Nata? You're my wife. You should have come with me.”

“You said, I'm selfish. And now I'm depressed with my own ego.” Nata said while looking at Hangga. Stare right at the brown bead of eyes to find out if there is still great love from his girlfriend.

“Everything is not the same. That's how I feel now. And I'm hurt, tormented by our present state.” Nata bit her lips, holding herself back from crying again.

Hangga grabbed Nata's hand and held it. “I'm sorry, Nata.”

“Let me alone first, Hangga. I'd like to pull over for a second. Let me pull over for a minute.” Nata's hand moved about to wipe the standing water on the eye patch, but the clear grain had fallen first.

Hangga cupped Nata's face with both hands. Her thumb gently rubbed the trace of tears on the smooth cheeks of the beautiful woman.

“Do not make me more tormented by forcing myself to be close to you. Hiks, hiks, hiks,” Nata said sobbing.

“OK. If that really wants you. If it calms your heart. If it can bring back my old Nataku. I'll allow it. But, tell me where you live? Let me calm down,” said Hangga still stroking Nata's cheek. Hangga became aware, he had not done this to Nata for a long time.

“I live in a contract with two of my friends. Very close to my workplace. So, you don't need to pick me up. I can walk, it's very close to the office."

“I'll often look at you.”

“Do not!”

“Why?”

“What Fragrance have you met?” Instead of answering, Nata threw a question. He knew that yesterday Hanges truant to work to find Harum.

“But.”

“I've heard mom's story about Harum. You must find the fragrance. The presence of Fragrant will probably slightly reduce the burden on my heart." After hearing Harum's life story, Nata felt guilty and it was increasingly torturing his mind.

“Iya. Pray for me to find Harum soon.”

"Amen." Nata nodded, coinciding with the exclamation of two of his friends who were standing a few meters behind him.

"Nata, go home with you?”

“Iya!” Nata looked back at his friend's call.

“OK, Hangga. My friend is waiting.” Nata turned around, preparing to swing a swift step toward his two friends, but Hangga's hand checks held his step.

Hangga grabbed Nata's shoulder, then quickly hugged him. Not caring about the gazes of those around him who were still passing by. “I'm sorry, Nata. What you must always remember is that I will always love you at any time. I love you, Nata.”

Nata fluttered in the arms of Hanges. The tears were shed again, but this time they were not tears of wounds, but tears of novelty.

Considering they were in a public place, Nata took off Hangga's embrace. “Thank you, Hangga,” said Nata smiling. Then quickly passed from before Hangga, approaching his friends.

Hangga looked at the footsteps of Nata who continued to move away from her.

His heart was relieved when he saw the wide laughter of Nata who walked while joking with his friends.