One Big Dipper Two Love

Chapter 107

“I want to know, what's the reason Mas Yuda wants to marry me?” Harum paused his speech for a moment and ventured to look at Judah to the deepest spot of his eyes. “Does Mas Yuda love me?”

Yuda who was staring at Harum immediately bowed to get the question. Undeniably, Judah did admire the figure of a beautiful veiled woman and the pious. However, so far Yuda has not had any special feelings for Harum like his feelings for Ranum first. Fragrance is very different from Ranum. If you can be honest, according to the assessment of the cool widower beran one, spec Ranum is much more sophisticated and qualified than Harum.

Even if Yuda has a special feeling for Harum, it is a feeling like a brother to a sister. Harum is indeed more “diistimewatan” than the previous babysitters daughter Yuda.

Angan Yuda recalled his conversation with his mother.

“Until when will you be alone like this, Yuda? You need an escort. Harum also needs a connecting mother who can take care of it.”

“And there's Harum who takes care of Harum, Mom. Smells are very compatible with fragrances. She doesn't need mom connect.”

“Until when, Yuda? Until when will Harum continue to take care of your son? Like the previous nannies, Harum will one day leave. You never thought that one day Harum met his soul mate and left us and could no longer take care of Harum your son.”

“Yuda, I think what you need is a woman who can love your child as sincerely as possible. Who wants to love and care like a mother to her child. I see, Harum loves your son so much. She is also typical of simple women who are gentle and motherly. Ibu Tasa, Harum suitable to be a mother continued Harum.”

“But, Fragrant too young to be Yuda's companion, Bu.”

“Let her age be young, but she is mature and so motherly. But that's up to you. For sure you must be ready if one day Harum asks to stop being a babysitter of your child.”

“Don't talk like that, Mom. Yuda is not ready if Harum leaves and no longer takes care of Harum.”

“Then marry Harum, Yuda! Let her be your son's mother.”

Before the mother made her suggestion to marry Harum, Judah never thought to give up his widowhood. Judah is only afraid that if one day Harum leaves, he will lose the best babysitter for his son.

Fragrant still continued to stare at the bowed Juda. From the facial ripples that Yuda displayed, Harum could guess the contents of Judah's heart.

After being silent for a while, Yuda raised his face looking at Harum. “Look, Rum. I am not a teenager anymore who can easily feel the love from one woman to another. If I say love, I fear it is the crime of my mouth. If I say no love, in fact I am interested in you.”

Although her feelings for Harum have not reached the level she feels for Ranum, Yuda's heart admits that Harum is the first woman to interest her heart. Of the many women who tried to get close to him and get his attention after the departure of the wife, there was nothing that made the heart of Judah interested, except Harum.

“That is the basis of my decision to propose to you. I need you, Rum. My daughter needs you too. I don't think love alone can guarantee a good relationship. Love also cannot guarantee a marriage will last and be happy. In a marriage there will be many unexpected things that will be experienced by married couples. Various problems that come in marriage, will not be solved enough just by love alone. Mutual commitment, mutual respect, good communication, responsibility, and financial stability, all the things I mentioned earlier are equally important in a marriage.”

“And we can start from there. As time goes on, I am sure we will both find happiness. And when we feel happy, then our hearts can believe that it is LOVE,” said Yuda at length.

Harum continued to dive into the look in Judah's eyes as long as Judah spoke. From the look in the eye and the explanation of men who are very far from age, Harum can draw the conclusion that Judah did not or did not love him. Yuda just needs himself to be a mother to keep Harum small. But, the answer actually makes the heart of fragrant relief. Just like Judah, he had no love for Judah.

“Good, I understand, Mas.” Harum nodded in understanding. After that he took his eyes off of Judah, looking at the beautiful roses that were so beautiful.

“Ja-so?” lontar Yuda's. From the intonation of speaking, his fragrant papa looked uneasy. Obviously restless, because he was afraid Harum refused his proposal.

No, what Judah feared was not the rejection of Fragrance, but rather the fear that Harum would reject her proposal and decide to stop being her daughter's nanny. Oh, my God, I'm not ready.

Smelling looked back at Yuda. Before answering, he took a breath to fill the air in the chest cavity. “I received Mas Yuda's application," disconnected it.

*

Hangga had just finished wiping Nata and changed her clothes. During Nata's hospitalization, Hangga always did the job. Nata refused to let Hangga do it, but her husband insisted on doing it.

“You ‘kan my wife. It is my obligation to accompany you during illness and take care of everything,” said Hangga when Nata never refused to be taken care of by him.

“But what I believe can be done with the nurse, Hangga. Let the nurse change my clothes later.”

Nata Trenyuh heart get the treatment from the husband who loved it so much. Nata regretted his former attitude which was very selfish. He used to be so angry when he found out that Hangga loved Harum and had felt very hurt because he thought that his love for her had disappeared.

But now, Nata only realized that the love of Hangga to him was so sincere. Although he believes that Hangga still loves Harum, but his love for her is still awake and does not change its size.

“I'm tired of sleeping continuously,” complained Nata after Hangga replaced his clothes. “I want to take a walk out, Hangga.”

“Yes can't dong, Yang. You will be sick again like this.”

“But, I'm saturated here continue.”

Hangga looked at his wife. Sometimes, Hangga wants to cry when remembering Nata who used to be cheerful, supple and always working spirit, must be imprisoned in a hospital like this because of his illness. Then Hangga turned her eyes to the glass window, and an idea appeared in her head.

“No need to walk out, Yang. I helped you stand on that window. From the window you can see the garden below. Want?” haggar Hanges.

“Mau.” Nata expressed enthusiasm.

Nata's treatment room is on the third floor. In one 1st class room occupied by Nata, consists of three patient beds. Luckily Nata got the position of the most corner bed near the glass window. When Hangga felt saturated, he often stood by the glass window looking at the hospital garden filled with various kinds of greenery and flowers.

“Be careful, Yang.” Hangga helped Nata stand up and took his wife's steps toward the window. Previously he moved the chair he used to sit near the window to anticipate if Nata was not strong to stand.

“See the park like this, I am happy,” said Nata who was standing near the window glass with the hand of Hangga. Her smile expanded staring at the colorful flowers that were resplendent.

“If you are tired, sit in this chair, Yang,” said Hangga attentively.

“This is how it feels to be a sick person. Small things that used to be considered normal when healthy, so amazing when sick.” Nata smiled obliquely.

“Iya. That is why humans are required to be grateful.”

For a while, the two were immersed in the beautiful garden landscape below. Staring at a park like this, it turns out to be a separate entertainment for both Hangga and Nata.

“Hangga, look at the person sitting in the park. Like a doctor Yuda deh.”

“Which one?”

“Tuh sitting on a bench near the rose garden. Doctor Yuda is not the heck?”

Hanges noticed the point Nata pointed at. “Like doctor Yuda anyway," he said after believing from the gesture and clothes worn, the man who was sitting on the bench of the park was indeed the doctor Yuda.

“He's talking to who?” lontar Nata still noticed two people talking on the park bench.

“Not knowing,” says Hangga. His view cannot be separated from the figure of a veiled woman who was talking with doctors who handle Nata's disease.

Hangga and Nata, both focused on looking at Yuda and the veiled woman next to Judah whose faces were not so clearly visible due to her sideways sitting position. A few moments later, Nata realized something. He turned his face to Hangga, coinciding with Hangga who also turned to him.

“Hangga. The woman who sits with the doctor Yuda is like Harum ya,” said Nata.

The sentence Nata spoke was exactly the same as the one in Hanga's mind.

“True, Nat. Similar Fragrant.”