Oh My Fak Girl's

Episode 87's

Edho decided to drive Reva to the front of the office. He wanted to spend more time with his girlfriend. He continued to pay attention to Reva who had been silent since then and only answered her sentence briefly.

“Re, can to the parking lot daft, I have something first for lo.” Pinta Edho suddenly.

“What's dho?”

Without answering, Edho pulled Reva's hand towards the place where he parked his luxury car. He opened the car door and picked up a beautiful paper bag.

“This makes lo...” Edho handed the paperbag to Reva. Reva was still hesitant to accept it because what Edho gave was definitely not something cheap.

“This what?”

“Gue squirms this object directly inget same lo. I hope you like.” Again Edho smiled and looked a little nervous.

Reva is not a stupid girl who does not understand the meaning of every gaze and attitude Edho, especially Edho once said that he really likes Reva. He did not want Edho to expect more or in the future to make Raka misunderstand. Whether past or present, Edho is one of the best friends who do not want Reva to make awkward or away because of a feeling that should not. At the moment, he knows Edho is his cousin.

“Gue gag can accept this dho.” Reva gives back the paperbag in his hand.

“Ayolah re.. Consider this a gift from a temen. I hope I see you occasionally use.” Edho said with great determination.

Reva tried to smile. “Gue will consider this a gift from a brother to make his adek.” Reva firmly with a look full of confidence.

Edho tried to hide his disappointed face which was still clearly visible. But as long as Reva is happy, what is the meaning of disappointment in his chest.

“Hem... brother..” Edho quotes Reva while bowed.

Sure enough, what Reva was afraid of did happen. Both feel awkward for each other. Reva had already created a boundary line that Edho could not cross.

“As long as lo seneng, gag no problem for me.” Edho firmly with a sweet smile that he tried to carve.

“Thanks dho...” Edho is only nodding. “O yes, how are aunt nida and om indra?” asked Reva doubtfully.

This time, the downcast Edho looked back at him. “Om senses good news. But aunt nida lately is not healthy. He was more often locked up in the room. Eat in the anterin to his room. Maybe you can find him, who knows he's excited again like when you play to his house.” It was Edho's light that made Reva remember Nida's laughter so loose when she was with him.

Hearing Edho's story, somehow Reva's heart melos. There was a sense of anxiety filling the recesses of his heart. A feeling he had never felt before. He rubbed his own chest that felt tight and tried to regulate his breathing and make sure that everything was okay.

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With a flogging feeling in his chest, Adrian drives his car towards the town where Arini lives. After traveling for more than 3 hours, Adrian parked his car in front of a shophouse that was still crowded with employee activities even though it was the day before night.

Adrian tried to calm himself. He did not want his arrival to muddy the atmosphere that had been no good. After being convinced of his decision, he got out of his car and walked casually towards the shophouse.

“Eka, please ask the distributor when the child's nightgown is sent. Our stock is empty.” Excite a voice that Adrian believes belongs to Arini.

"Yes mba..." Excited the woman who got the order from Arini.

Right, in front of him stood a woman who was counting neatly arranged goods on her shelf. Since deciding to part ways with Adrian, Arini started his own business by opening online shopping for the needs of babies and children. The basic reason Arini opened this business is not to meet the needs of his life but to divert all his sadness with routine activities that drain his energy and mind.

“Arin..” Adrian said that made the petite woman turn her body to face the source of the sound.

“Mas adrian..” Werent in disbelief. For a moment they looked at each other. For a long time they had not seen each other's faces

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In his study upstairs, now Arini and Adrian are. They were still silent to each other with a glass of drink in each other's hands. Adrian twirled the glass in his hand. I don't know why his lips are so soft right now.

Adrian glance at the woman in front of him looks thinner. He sipped his drink before finally answering Arini's question.

“Kean hurts, I video call you gag replied.” Adrian without looking at Arini. He was enjoying the drink in his hand.

“Kean sick? From when?” Arini was shocked from her seat. It was obvious that he was worried.

Adrian just smiled.  “I think you already gag care the same kean.” This time Adrian looked at him and made Arini swallow his saliva violently. She felt judged as a mother who neglected her beloved son.

“Not it mas already have a reva that can keep kean better than me.” Arini's voice sounded vibrating.

Although he did not see his son for a long time, but he always received news, photos and even videos about his son. Including when Kean was sick and Reva who took care of and treated him painstakingly. Arini's heart melos, with Reva Kean looks very happy. He never fussed or cried. He no longer saw his mother's sad and tearful face.

“Why is it always reva that is your focus arini? Why is concluding always your choice before you ask?” Adrian looked at Arini sharply. Arini could only bow while squeezing her interlocked fingers.

“Because you can only love Reva right? I gag was in your life. I've only been the mother of your child, never been the wife let alone the woman you love.” Sahut Arini with a tone of voice that began to rise and tremble. He could no longer hold back his tears. For the first time she dared to speak in a high tone in front of her future ex-husband.

Adrian was silent. For some sentences Arini is right but for other sentences wrong.

Adrian's face lifted, staring at the sad woman who is now sobbing. Perhaps in Arini's view, Adrian was a very evil man. He torments his mind by never considering himself to exist.

“You're right rin, I do love reva.” Adrian's first sentence makes Arini's heart more melos. He tried to hold back his real tears that he really wanted to spill. “Since then maybe even until now. She was my first love that made my life colorful.” Remember Adrian with a face that can not be explained.

I swear by anything, Arini is eager to slap Adrian and peel him all out. His defense all this time to try to accept Adrian and wait for him it felt like it was really going to collapse.

“You always think that reva is the third person in our relationship that makes our family messy.” Adrian sighed for a moment to pause a sentence that he felt was very heavy to say. He looked confidently at Arini while shaking his head. “Nggak rin, reva gag was once the third person among us. I am the one who presents you in our relationship as the third person.”

Instantly, Arini who had been bowed had now turned to look at Adrian. His face was full of surprise and questions.

“I love reva but I gag never fought anything for him. When our parents set us up, I actually had the choice to refuse and fight for reva as the only woman who would accompany my life. But I was filled to see your every concern for my parents, my heart was warm when I saw you laughing happily just by telling you and that was the reason I was willing to marry you. Whether there is a feeling or not in this heart for you, which is clear I have chosen and my choice is to betray reva.”

Adrian bowed, he rubbed his rough face moistened with tears. That regret came back to his feelings.

“I used to think, reva didn't want to fight anything for our relationship but ever since I met her again, I realized it was the way she loved me that was by letting go of me.”

This time Arini really sobbed. He deeply regrets thinking that Reva ruined his family. Reva is the one who made her husband's heart turn away. In fact, he was wrong. In her pain Reva is still willing to hand Adrian over to her.

“All about us, in fact it has been wrong since the beginning of the day. And I'm sorry, separating you guys.” shrewd Arini with a vibrating voice.

“There is nothing wrong with our marriage rin, it is all her destiny and I chose her. It's just, I do still feel so guilty about reva that I gag can never forget him and ask you to wait.”

Adrian grabs Arini's hand twisting each other. He held it tightly. “I'm already on the edge of my feelings. I've let go of the reva and just kept it as a memory. Thank you for holding on all this time. And thank you for giving me kean. If after this you choose to keep going and end it all, I will accept. But don't make kean lose his mother's affection. He needs you rin..” Adrian said with great sincerity.

Arini again sobbed, staring at her hand which was tightly grasped Adrian. The shadow of every memory starting from he met Reva, survived for Kean and his love, to decide to end the marriage even had mediation, now revolved in his head.

There was no other feeling in Arini's heart other than feeling disappointed and unappreciated as a wife. But seeing the current Adrian, Adrian who approached first with all his recognition, he felt Adrian had changed. In the past, let alone talk about their feelings, look at each other never. each was busy with his feelings and pain to hurt each other.

Slowly Arini raised her face. He dared to look at the man who always made his heart beat fast.

“You always have a place in my heart mas. And I will always open the door of my heart if you will return.” Arini firmly with confidence.

Adrian can only be glued. He stared at the black bead that now felt so sad. There was a warm feeling that flowed his blood. It's time for Adrian to come home.

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