Oh My Fak Girl's

Episode 153

After the return of Reva in the midst of her family, she chooses to remain silent in her room. He laid down his body with an indeterminate feeling. He rubbed the place beside him, imagining that Raka was there and was looking at him. How much he missed the man even though his disappointment still could not be lost.

“He's my husband! You have no rights over him even if you have feelings for each other!” arini's speech now buzzed clearly in Reva's ears.

Reva could imagine, the pain that Arini was feeling. Although the condition is different, but realize next to the man he loves there are other women, of course have the same pain. Reva again shed her tears, she sobbed while holding her flat stomach.

“Honey, how should you do?” he sighed with excitement.

The memory of the incident when Laras proudly smiled against him and the look of a triumphant face, was still vividly reflected in Reva's memory. It seemed that he suddenly became nauseous. Reva immediately got up from her bed running towards the bathroom and spilling all of her entrails. He's holding on to his sink wall. He could only cry as he looked at his own face, he was completely tormented with all the memories that appeared simultaneously in his heart and mind.

The shadow of Raka that he missed so much, the shadow of Laras that he hated so much, the shadow if the child was born without a father and of course the pain that was eating away at his heart.

“Re... It's me. Can I enter?” alea's voice was clearly heard in front of Reva's room, knocking on her door leaf slowly.

Reva immediately washed his face. He didn't want to look like this in front of Alea.

“Sign up..” he said while walking back to his bed.

Alea's shadow emerged from behind the door with a warm smile. He carried a plate of cookies and a glass of soda over the tray. In the past, Reva did this for her brother, this time Alea wanted to do it for her sister.

“Gue same mamih make cookies for lo, try deh.” Alea put her food on the table on the balcony of Reva's room.

“Thanks sis..” say raucous.

Reva sat beside Alea who was blocked by the table. He kept looking at Reva, a lot of questions that popped into his head but whether this was the right time or not for him to ask.

Reva took one of the cookies in front of her, then put it in her mouth.

“Enak de?” ask Alea immediately.

Reva just nodded. He chewed his food, but he did not enjoy the food in his mouth. His mind is still very messy. And seeing this cake only further stifles Reva for making her recall Raka and her pain.

“De, are you okay?” asked Alea doubtfully.

Reva's gaze was now on Alea. “Hem, I’m fine..” says.

But of course he lied, even though he nodded and smiled, the tears still dripped on his face.

Alea looked at Reva inside. Reva wiped her tears and tried to smile back. “Realy, I’m fine kak.” Reva repeated her sentence to convince Alea.

Alea just smiled. He grabbed Reva's hand and held it tightly. “Kalo lo tired, rest. If you are tired, try to sleep. If you want to cry, yes cry. Gag pa-pa if you have another good gag. But do not mutusin anything if you are tired or sad again, because emotions are only temporary but regret it can be forever.” It was Alea who tried to calm Reva.

Reva could no longer hide her sadness. He sobbed in front of Alea. Her tears were filled without excuse. Alea immediately approached Reva and hugged her tightly.

“Gue in pain..” wafts Reva with a broken cry, making the corner of Alea's heart grimace along. Alea understood. He tightened his embrace on Reva and rubbed Reva's back gently. He wants Reva to know that he is not alone. There was him and the people beside him who cared about his feelings.

For a moment they embrace each other. Letting time slowly reduce the pain in Reva's heart while hoping, everything will be fine.

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Near night, the sound of a car was heard stopping in front of Indra's house. Reva who was not so enjoying the food in front of him, only played his rice with a spoon.

Reva flinched, it felt like she was not ready to meet Raka yet. Reva immediately went to leave, but Raka was already in front of him.

Raka looked breathless with a messy appearance. Blackened eye circles and shabby clothes. It looks so sad. Reva turned her eyes away from Raka, because suddenly her heart was back to grimace in pain. And the teardrops seemed to be a marker of his pain.

“Re, is this really you?” Raka immediately approached Reva. But Indra stopped him.

“You what are you?! Not enough you hurt my daughter huh?!” Indra's eyes barked, it felt like the flames of his anger had suddenly re-ignited.

“Pih, I beg you, I have to talk to reva. I have to explain a lot of things.” Raka said without turning her eyes away from Reva.

“Moreover want you, go there, go!” yelled Indra while pushing Raka's body until staggered down on the floor.

“Wh!” Alea immediately approached Indra. He held Indra's hand tightly, while looking at her closely. “Pih, please don't be like this. Raka the husband reva.” Alea tried to remind Indra that it seemed like her emotions were really peaking.

“But he's already hurt papih's son! Papih gag can let him again hurt reva!” yell Indra.

“Pih... Lea understands. But we gag have the right to prevent them from solving the problem. If reva emang gag wants, Lea will also ask raka to come home. But they still have to solve the problem. Is it re?” this time Alea's gaze turned to Reva.

While with Reva earlier, Alea often reminded not to let the problem drag on, because there will be more prejudice between them. In Alea's little heart, he was sure Raka had a reason. He knows exactly how much Raka loves Reva. He cannot falter just because of a Baras.

Reva only fell silent, as if agreeing with Alea's words, he indeed had to solve his problem with Raka. Delaying everything is not a way to survive but to slow down a decision that may further torment the feelings of both.

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Reva was in her room with Raka. Yes, he decided to talk about his problem with Raka. Reva sat on the edge of the bed, while Raka was still pecking at Reva's bedroom door. He closed the door slowly. In a few moments he walked up to Reva and rested before her.

“Honey, you believe the same. Mas gag ngelakuin anything with that woman. What you see is not what it really is, you can explain it.” Said Raka with great earnestness.

Looking at Raka's face, her anger re-emerged. Reva stood up and moved away from Raka.

“What do I see and what do you think I don't see? What kind of explanation do you want to give?” Reva looked at raka cynically. Raka just glued. In fact the recognition of “I didn't do it” was never enough for Reva. And if he had to explain it, what kind of explanation he had to give while he himself did not remember anything of the night.

Seeing Raka who was just speechless, making Reva's anger even more. “Why? You gag can clear?” this time Reva approached and looked at Raka hatefully. “Do you want to explain that that night you felt very happy, you enjoyed the atmosphere. Do you enjoy the moment you both moan and you also enjoy every intimate sensation you do? Is that what you want to explain?! That's right you said I gag squirm everything?!” shout Reva.

“Ngak re! not like that! For God's sake I don't do such a thing with that woman!” Raka raised her voice. He held onto Reva's two shoulders and stared at her fixedly. His eyes were reddened with tears that began to drip. “I gag may confess to crazy things with other women. You are in my heart and mind. I beg you re, you trust me. I do gag remember whatever happened that night but I'm sure, I gag betrayed you, because you're the only one I love.” Said Raka with great emphasis.

Reva turned her face away from Raka. He rubbed the rough tears that endlessly kept dripping. He shook Raka's hands and walked back away from Raka. Raka could only be bowed with a sobbing that he could not stand.

“I need time. My heart is too sick mas.” Lirih Reva flipped her back to Raka.

Raka was riveted again, it felt like his power had been drained.

“I gag know, what else should I do to convince you. I can only swear, I'm sure I didn't do anything with that woman.”  Tandas Raka's.

Reva only fell silent with a cry that had not subsided. I don't know which one to believe, Raka, his heart or his logic. Even the devil in his heart spoke with “Didn't Adrian say he only loves you when he does it with his chosen woman?”

No, he doesn't want to decide now. He still needs time, time to convince himself.

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