
The decision had been made, although between right or not could not yet be decided by Reva, this time he stepped up confidently. In front of a large door in solid ash with a silver handle now Reva stands. It was Arya who opened the door for Reva and nodded inviting her in.
“Reva...” said Theo who was suddenly standing when he saw the figure of Reva who was in front of him. His smile was perfectly fluffy and the look of a face full of happiness was clearly visible in his eyes.
Theo immediately walked over to Reva, as well as Reva. They stand face to face of course with the opposite face. Theo raises his hand to Billy as a gesture for him to leave the room. Billy nodded politely and at a glance he glanced at Reva who of course he recognized.
“What bought you here, reva?” ask Theo with a cheerful.
Reva took off her sunglasses and looked at Theo confidently. “You offer an agreement right?” ask Reva without hesitation.
Back, a smile was clearly visible on Theo's face. “Yaps! Please sit.” Theo invites Reva to sit down. He glanced at Arya and seemed to signal her to leave. Reva and Theo live in the same room with the same air but in different moods.
“What do you ask sweetheart?” theo asked with a fixed look at Reva.
Reva boldly looked at Theo. For the first time he felt the call “Sweetheart” sounded so disgusting. Do not blame his words, blame the man who said the word with all his possessiveness.
“No physical contact, no hurt my family even my baby and quite silent, without any explanation to my family.” Reva said with confidence.
Theo nodded with a triumphant smile on his face. “Deals!” he shouted as he extended his hand. But Reva just turned her face away. “Hahahha…. Sorry I forgot, shaking hands is part of physical contact.” Laughter filled the room.
Reva just fell silent without chiming in. “Reva, your terms I accept. I will make things better. And about physical contact, I will fulfill it. But I won't refuse if you want to touch me anytime.” Theo said with great emphasis.
Disgusting, that's all Reva had in mind. Not to Theo, but to himself. Again, he had to fall in the same condition. The condition where indeed he was helpless again because of a circumstance more precisely because his heart was too much hurt. Wrongly? Yep! But he just wanted to give one good away from the mistakes he made. Whether it's true or not.
*****
“Bu, look!” Ira exclaimed as she thrust the tab in her grasp at Alea. “All news about our company already gag there. The comment column that I recently replied is also in delete.” Ira continued with shock.
True, for several days Ira has been monitoring news about the company where he works. In fact, he took the time to reply to comments from fingers that made his mental fall. My brother did, but he just wanted to vent his anger at the comments that were not true.
All the news about Wijaya corp and Adiyaksa corp was lost somewhere. Alea could only frown and still try to digest what was happening.
“Lea!” edho exclaimed, who came with a crush and an unusual look that he showed Alea.
“Why?”
“SM corp dropped its demands to withdraw all investments. This is the 4th largest investor for our company.” Light Edho with a look of happiness that he cannot hide.
“Jeez, really?!” Alea surged in excitement. Again a good news made his heart almost dislodged.
“Iyaaa.. Hopefully other investors will also listen to us and gag so revoke the cooperation.” Edho said expectantly.
Alea nodded at Edho's words. He felt everything slowly starting to improve.
With a spirit Alea drove her car towards the hospital. Along the way his lips endlessly smiled. Things begin to turn around and he can't wait to tell Nida and Reva.
“Mih! Reva!” aela exclaimed as she ran over to the two people who were enjoying their lunch.
He hugged Reva and Nida alternately.
“Honey, what's the matter?” Nida still looked confused.
“Mih, re.. There is good news.” Alea said with sparkling eyes and a big smile, making the two people before him look curious. “One of our investors, canceled the revocation of his investment and news about our company just disappeared.” Alea fulfilled her sentence.
Reva and Nida gaped in disbelief.
“Truly darling?” nida wanted to convince. Alea nodded with excitement.
Reva immediately opened the phone and searched for the name Wijaya corp and Adiyaksa corp. True, the bankruptcy news is both gone from any online media.
Reva's shoulders sag. That quickly Theo turned the situation around and the amount of power that the man had. Reva's heart is getting thinner. I don't know what he feels. In his mind kept buzzing the sentence “If no one can appreciate you, then leave. Focus on making yourself happy before making others happy.” But in fact, seeing Alea and Nida embracing each other made the corner of his heart warm up. Is this the happiness Reva was looking for?
****
The pile of files is getting stuck on Raka's desk. He seriously opened the files in front of him.
“Pak Raka, this is the file you requested.” Again, Anwar brought a file that was no less thick.
“That's a project where?”
“Surabaya sir.” Sahut Anwar while showing important pages of the file to Raka.
“You guys have lunch first. We meet at 3 pm.” Said Raka while closing the file in front of her. Anwar just nodded while retreating.
Raka picked up the suit that was draped in her chair. He has to go somewhere. But when he was about to move, the figure of the woman was already in front of Raka with a big smile that he aimed at Raka. Raka exhaled his coarse breath. For whatever sake he feels careless with what he sees but of course he still has to face it.
The hospital is where Raka goes. For a few days he had not visited Indra and he believed Reva was there.
Alea stood up to see Raka coming. His eyes were rounded with a flash of anger in his eyes especially when he saw the figure standing beside Raka.
“Hay lea, how are you?” greet Laras with a fake smile.
Alea did not reply, she immediately pulled Raka's hand away from the woman who was now playing her curly hair.
“Lo why bring that woman here huh? You want to make reva angry?” asked Alea who did not know what kind of trouble this was currently going on.
“Gue gag take him, he follows me. Though it was over lunch I gag said if you want to come here.” The light of Raka who was alone.
“Gosh, you guys having lunch together? Lo crazy yak! How about reva sampe tau?” Alea was really glaring, not out of thought with what Raka was doing.
“He's my business partner. I work professionally.” The real Kilah Raka was also unsure.
“Lo don't be stupid raka! You forget what women do the same lo?” Alea punched Raka's arm in agitation.
“Gue tau, but..”
Raka's sentence stopped when she heard the sound of the care room door dragging. It was Reva who came out of there with a basin of water that he used to wipe Indra's face, hands and feet. Reva looked at Raka, Alea and of course Laras alternately. Soon he turned his face without a word. All that seemed was disappointment from the look in his eyes. He rushed off somewhere.
“Re, wait...” exclaim Raka who immediately approached Reva.
Reva ignored him and continued walking. Raka walked beside Reva trying to compensate for Reva's move.
“Re, there's something we need to talk about.” Raka said quickly.
Reva stopped her steps. “Sure, we need to talk.” Reva said without looking at Raka's face at all. He put the water in his hand on the table.
Doesn't Raka know Reva's disappointment? Doesn't Raka know Reva's heartache? Doesn't Raka know that Raka's words keep ringing in her ears? And did Raka not know, seeing Raka and the woman make the gap between them widen and Reva hesitated to survive?
“We end it all.” Reva said while looking at Raka sharply.
“What do you mean? What should end?” Raka held onto both of Reva's shoulders and looked at her fixedly.
Reva released one by one Raka's hand. “We can be happy with each other's choices and our own way of thinking. You do not need to retract your previous words. You don't have to keep those words and go back to saying them at other times. Everything you say about me is true. And I'll just slow your pace down. Go with all the thoughts in your head.” Reva said firmly.
Raka was stunned by Reva's words. He still couldn't digest all Reva's words. Reva said it with complete conviction. Only teardrops drenched his right cheek.
“You sure? You already gag love me re? You're going to give up?” ask Raka later.
“Yes! Everything is done!” resolute Reva.
“Then why are you still crying? Are you sure of how you feel?” raka's eyes started to turn red. His face looks scared. He never thought it would be at this point. The point where Reva says she doesn't love him anymore.
“I don't cry for our love. I was just crying over our separation, my stupidity and feelings I shouldn't have.” Reva Firm.
“Yes feelings of sadness and disappointment when I realized, we can not survive while my love still remains the same.” Inner Reva.
Raka stared in disbelief. He touched Reva's face with his trembling hands. “Reva, think carefully of what you said. I know I got the wrong re, but I.” Raka sobbed. He could not continue his words.
Reva brushed off Raka's hand. “Don't say my name, 'cause I'm gonna melt. But I had a gag to endure in my pain. I beg you, we end it all.” Lirih Reva who then bowed withered.
Raka was speechless. He looked around and saw Reva turn around and leave. Raka pressed the base of her eyes to stop the pace of her tears. But it can't actually. The tears continued to flow, a rhythm of the sobbing and his shoulders moving up and down. Is this what we call regret? The regret of not being able to hold back the anger and letting the words from her mouth hurt Reva. Deep, Raka knew, deep in the wound she had inflicted on Reva's heart. Unfortunately, his regret was too late.
Can't he repeat everything? Can't time go back and Raka promises never to say those inappropriate words again.
*****
Reva, are you sure?