Oh My Fak Girl's

Episode 148's

Laras was still looking at Raka who seemed to be in the fog. He carries his personal belongings, really just his personal stuff. He just left his suitcase. Fuck that shirt he still wears, for whatever reason he doesn't care. All he was thinking about right now was Reva. Yeah, just Reva.

“Raka, the meeting is still one day away.” Said Laras who sat on the edge of the bed while playing the tip of his curly hair.

Raka did not care about it, as if Laras was not there and there was only herself with mixed feelings.

“Raka, if you leave, I can cancel all investments from our company.” Said Laras as he moved to approach Raka who was wearing his shirt. “Leave reva, then you will have everything, hem..” whispered Laras who played his fingers over the chest of Raka field.

Raka was already completely caught off guard with the shameless woman before him. He immediately shook Laras' hand violently, but Laras only chuckled.

“Don't be a fool, rejecting me means all your efforts will only be in vain.” It seemed that Laras did not care about Raka's refusal.

“You think I'm afraid of losing everything? I'm not that bad!” resolutely Raka who passed away left Laras who was fixated.

“Raka, you will regret raka, definitely regret it!!” shout Laras.

Elsewhere, Reva is now waiting for her departure time to return to Jakarta. He sat alone in one corner of the waiting room. His mind drifted away. His tears had dried up, it felt that his strength had been exhausted even just to sob.

He looked at his stomach that occasionally felt a pain. He smiled in his pain. Was he not torturing the innocent in his womb?

“Honey, we're going home. Mother promises to be strong and we must be equally strong yes son.” lirih Reva, raucous.

The call to get on the plane began to sound. Reva stepped in small steps along with the other passengers. He chose to hide his face with a hoodie from his jacket. He ignored all the questionable gazes directed at him.

While Raka, he still had a heated argument with one of the airlines. Several times he tried to buy tickets, but in the current hours the plane has taken off. He had to wait a few hours later to be able to return to Jakarta and the fastest is 3 hours on the next departure schedule.

“Aarrgghhh!!!” Raka ruffled her hair in frustration. I don't know why things really seem to be cornered. It was as if turning back was not on his side and unfortunately, he could not do anything.

Raka let out a rough breath. Remembering Reva made her heart feel stop beating. He didn't even have a chance to explain it.

“Stupid! You idiot! Stupid!” Raka cursed herself. He could not imagine what kind of pain Reva was in. Raka was trapped in her deep cries and fear that had seeped into her heart, if Reva left.

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Arriving in Jakarta, Reva chose not to go straight home. He asked the taxi driver who took him to drive him to one of the nearby hospitals. He was no longer able to withstand the pain and pain in his stomach area.

“Non, let me help.” Said the middle-aged man while memapah Reva.

Reva, according to him, because his body was no longer able to walk alone.

In front of the ER, several medics greeted him and immediately laid Reva down on the blankar. They ran carrying Reva who continued to grimace in pain. Until without feeling Reva began to lose consciousness.

“Tak-tuk-tak..” heard the constant voice that Reva heard in half of her consciousness. Sounds like the sound of softer horse boots. He also felt a cold sensation in his stomach.

Reva blinked her eyes trying to adjust to the light around her. Someone dressed as a nurse smiled at him.

Reva came back slowly. It feels like his head is still very dizzy. The nurse cleaned the remaining gel in Reva's stomach, but Reva held her hand.

“Sus, what was that sound?” asked Reva raspingly.

The nurse smiled before answering Reva's question. “Which mom just heard, that's the sound of a mother's fetal heartbeat. The cracks are indeed weak, but still within normal limits.” The light of the woman.

Reva was fixated, he remembered the words of Anna's doctor, that in a few days the fetal heartbeat of Reva would begin to sound. And sure enough, today he could listen to that heartbeat.

Reva sighed deeply, her lips trembling withstanding the cries. “Is she okay?” ask Reva, raucous.

Nurse nodded. He touched Reva's hand and tried to calm her down. “Mother rest first, I will call doctor.” The light that then passed.

Reva is back alone in her treatment room. He looked around him, it looked foreign and he was still in the same hospital. Reva sobbed as she recalled the sound of the baby's heart beating. It made his heart grow thinner. Maybe this is the feeling that Arini felt at that time. Struggling and accepting between the pain he felt. Is this the karma he has to accept for his actions in the past?

“Good day ma'am reva... how does she feel now?” ask the doctor named Lita in her name tag.

Reva immediately wiped her tears. He tried to smile at the beautiful doctor in the hood. Beside him was the nurse who had been checking on Reva.

“Still sick doc.” Reva sahut slowly.

“I permission check yes.. Which part hurts bu?” lita's doctor placed her stetoscope in Reva's heart and then moved on her stomach.

“My lower belly. Feel pain and tenderness.” Bright Reva pointed at the area of the stomach she was complaining about.

“Good ma'am. There are some things I need to say. Is there a family who accompanied?” Ask Dr. Lita carefully. Reva just shook her head. “Good mother, the condition of mother and mother's fetus is now improved. And lucky we can already listen to his heartbeat so that it can be monitored properly. It's just..” Doctor Lita paused his sentence with a long breath. “He is very weak.  You must bedrest for at least 3 days. In addition, the mother is also required to have a blood transfusion. Can we ask for a mother's family contact so we can contact?” ask Dr. Lita later.

Hearing Doctor Lita's question, Reva's corner of heart felt even more poignant. The family? Wh who? Wouldn't it be better if he was alone with the baby in the womb? At the very least, he did not need to avoid Raka. Ah, remembering Raka, his heart again melted. Everything is too painful. For now, he did not want to think of anything more than that Raka. Contacting her family meant making the door for Raka wide open. And Reva's not ready yet.

“Bu, bu reva...” doctor Lita's voice resuscitated Reva from her daydream.

Reva turned her gaze on that calm face. “I am in charge of myself. And we're just two.” Tukas Reva who made Doctor Lita try to nod in understanding.

Unexpectedly, it turned out that his decision to take money while at the airport in bulk, really helped him. At the very least, she could focus on herself and the baby. And of course, no one will find its existence. Just this once, he wanted to be alone. Enjoy the time together with the baby to strengthen each other. All this was too painful, he just wanted to make his heart strong by itself.

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Reva, whats going on? You are not alone.. There are readers here...

How am I the Baper?

Huft, keep strong reva...