Oh My Fak Girl's

Episode 34

The campus atmosphere was as crowded as ever. Some “kumbang” greet Reva that he did not see for long. Reva only replied to him with a smile and a nod. His steps seemed to be fast towards the lecturer room.

“Good morning ma'am.” say hello Reva to Intan who is tidying up her hijab.

“Oh Reva, good morning.” Follow him with a friendly smile.

“Prof Armand enter gag bu?”

“O he has a seminar today. Probably just got back the day after.” Sahut diamond while inviting Reva to sit down. “What's up?”

“This is ma'am, I want a thesis consul. Prof Armand my main supervisor.” Terang Reva while showing the encryption file that he has bundled.

“You've tried sending by email?”

Intan opens page after page of Reva's thesis.

“Already ma'am, he has acc sample chapter 2. There are only a few that I need to consulin directly.”

“Yes already, you save first here the script, later if there is prof armand, I help convey it too. Don't forget to confirm via email.”

“Good ma'am, thank you very much.”

Reva immediately left after finishing with her affairs. He stopped by for a moment at his class, because he missed his class.

From a distance, Sayup-sayup Reva heard the sound of crying. Reva peeked a little into her class. He looked at Riana who was sitting alone while holding her stomach. Reva walked slowly towards Riana. He could not bear to leave Riana alone. However, it was Riana who accompanied him when he first got confused to Jakarta.

“Ri...” greet Reva sitting in front of Riana.

Riana flinched looking at Reva who was suddenly in front of her. He turned his face away and wiped the remaining tears that were still wetting his face.

“How are you?” Reva looked at Riana fixedly.

Riana turned her head and looked at Reva sharply. “Lo seneng will see me like gini?!” cetus Riana moved from her seat.

“Ri, you say what? Where am I watching you like gini?” Reva tried to grab Riana's hand.

“Enough! When you say, Ri lo gag will understand my feelings, because you gag never experienced what I rasain, it do’a you for me right? Do’a that you ask that I understand it feels in vain the same people I love. Is it re?!” riana shouted with an unstoppable cry.

“Ri, I gag ever ngedo’ain lo ngalamin that I alamin. Enough me who menggerasain his pain in vainin.”

“Aarrghh bullshit!” Shouted Riana while pushing Reva's body and leaving just like that.

“Ri, horrified I used to ri..” cajole Reva who ran after Riana but Riana did not care.

Reva can only resign, maybe Riana does need time for herself.

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“Eh neng Reva, how are you?” greet the cafeteria waiter when he sees Reva who he just saw.

“Good ma'am, mother how are you?”

“Mother is good too. Come on neng, what pesen? I have a new menu, crazy chicken rice.” Cetus Bu Tini who is very familiar with the mandatory menu Reva, it is rice.

“Wah can tuh bu, 1 yes. Drink some mineral water.  I sat there.” Show Reva at her favorite spot.

“Iya neng, wait a minute yes, mom make.”

Reva just nodded with a smile. He walked to his desk.

“Grap!” suddenly a hand grabbed Reva's hand. Immediately Reva turned it around and pressed it on the table.

“AAwwwww!” yelled Jeremy who had just slumped his face on the table.

“Kanda lo gag funny!”

Reva immediately released Jeremy's painful hand.

“Re, wait. We need to talk.”

Jeremy immediately gets up and chases Reva to his desk. Reva was already sitting there with her face down. Jeremy sat in front of Reva with red eyes and smelled of alcohol.

“Lo gag roughly yes, to the dictionary in gini condition?!”

Reva knows jeremy's habits. Every time there is a problem that he thinks is heavy, he will come to the discotheque and drink liquor until drunk. If it used to be handled because Reva was with him, this time it looks like Jeremy is out of control.

“Re, my life is ruined. I thought I married Riana. I gag can, I gag love her.” Said Jeremy with great emphasis.

His eyes were teary and his hair was very messy.

Unknowingly Reva lectured Jeremy in a loud enough voice. Until a few eyes were on him. But he doesn't care about it. Her frustration with Jeremy treating Riana at will had already reached its peak.

Jeremy just bowed, he swallowed his own saliva which felt dry. He seemed to be at a loss for words against every word that came out of Reva's mouth.

“Riana my friend, I gag want her to continue to be sad and bear her burden alone. And you are also my best friend, I gag want you nyesel someday Jer.” Tukas Reva patted Jeremy on the shoulder.

Jeremy lifted his face, then looked at Reva with a wistful look.

“Should be, if I gag can ngedapetin lo, I gag soin Riana as an impingement. Because maybe one day you'll stay away from me and assume I've never existed. It was more painful for me re...” said Jeremy who was back down.

Reva turned her face and stared at just about anywhere. His anger is still turbulent, he does not want words that should not be spoken, instead hurt Jeremy. Jeremy, however, is considered a friend.

“Re, Riana re!” shouted a man who ran in front of Reva.

“Riana? Why Riana?!”

Reva stood up. The man simply pointed to the top of the building without saying anything. His breath was almost over.

Reva turned her eyes towards the man. A woman was standing there with a knife in her hand.

“Jeez, Riana!” yelled Reva who immediately ran towards the 5th floor of the campus building.

He ran away, worried that Riana would do something no-no. While Jeremy's mind is completely fucked up. He doesn't know what to do.

Reva nudged the elevator button but the elevator didn't open. He immediately headed for the emergency stairs and ran as fast as he could. His feet felt stronger than usual. The breath of hunting is not bad.

“Ri! Stop!” shout Reva. His breath was still breathless and his chest felt like it was going to explode.

Riana looked at Reva. His face looks pale. His eyes seemed to lose hope for life. The corner of his lips grinned a smile full of pain.

“Lo gag try to care I re, after this my life and my son will be better. Without pain without feeling wasted and without shame for anyone who has ever known me.” Riana said stammeringly.

No more tears on his face.

Reva walked over slowly. He looked at Riana with an uncertain feeling.

“Ri, I once fancied it felt in vain. Not just once, but many times. You have a child who will make your life better, trust me. While I, until now gag ever know who the people who wasted me and left me alone. They gag never cared if I lived or died. They also gag care I am happy or sad. They gag ever look for me, because I might gag have no meaning to them.” Reva breathed out violently. The pain in his heart and head came at the same time. Her vision began to be unclear, but Reva continued walking towards Riana trying to strengthen herself.

“Ri, the child in your stomach still has a chance not to feel what I feel. He still has the right to see and live with his powerful mother. With or without Jeremy, you are the Riana I know, the strong and kind Riana. Please don't stop here. Your departure will only be the deepest sorrow for your family. They wait lo, expect you to live a happy life, not like this.” Continue Reva with her voice that started raucous.

Reva shook her head, trying to ward off the pain in her unstoppable head. Various kinds of sounds and memories flashed in the cavity of his head. Cold sweat has been pouring out since when. He braced himself because he also had to strengthen Riana who was increasingly at the end of the building.

“Re, I gag as strong as lo. I can gag!!” riana shouted while lifting the knife into the air.

In an instant, Reva threw her phone into the air and kicked it right into Riana's hand until the knife dropped. But Riana's body was shaken and almost fell. With all her might Reva ran towards Riana, grabbed Riana's hand and pulled her. Because of her not strong footing, Riana managed to get away from the outskirts of the building and changed to Reva who was hanging holding the iron edge of the building.

“Re!!” shouted Riana who immediately got up and approached Reva. “Re, hold my hand, don't let go. Come re...” continued Riana while extending her hand to Reva.

“Ri, away from me. Do not take your stomach keteken. Lo and your child should be fine.” Excited Reva who tried to lift his body so that he could pass through the iron barrier.

Reva looked down, the crowd looked like ants on the tip of her foot.

“Lo thinks I'm the same kid I keep! You have to come here first can nasehatin me!” riana shouted with tears that could not be kept. “Gue gag cares if Jeremy or not is next to me, but you have to keep me looking after my son. You should be next to me!”

Again Riana shouted in a voice that started to hoarse. He was so scared that he had to lose Reva. His regret for being bad at Reva made him feel even more bitter if he had to lose Reva.

Behind him, Jeremy could only be silent at the scene. He was upset and could not think of what he should do. Her tongue trembled with increasingly red eyes as it held back the anger in her chest.

“Why should I be this weak?” grunts Jeremy.

Reva strengthened her grip on the iron. He struck his feet several times on the shot and tried to swing. But it's too hard. His hands are starting to go numb. Forced he grabbed Riana's right hand and in one stomp he lifted his body until he fell and rolled beside Riana.

“Re!!”

Riana immediately approached Reva who was helplessly on her back. He hugged Reva tightly with an explosive cry.

They embrace long enough. Reva smiled looking at Riana who was fine. She wiped Riana's tears gently.

“Re, for whatever reason, never miss this incident. Lo reason me and my son live.” Riana said stammeringly.

Reva just nodded. He looked at Riana with gratitude that he could not explain.

Riana helped Reva to stand up. His waist and legs are still painful. But the pain in his head just disappeared. They walk past Jeremy who they don't see. To be more precise, they don't care if Jeremy exists or not.

Jeremy could only fall silent, letting the two women walk away from him. Sorry, very sorry.

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